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I can't wish for a thousand of shooting stars

To come down

Just for me and you

To make a wish come true

Then what can I wish for

That would make yours and mine

A wish

To come true?

Ch-4

End flashback

"Hellooooo~! Heiji! You awake?"

I blinked as Kazuha waved in front of my face then clapped at my nose. "Huh? Uh? Wha?" I muttered. Kazuha gave me a goofy grin and tugged at my sleeves.

"Ya daydreaming already? You only do that in art class!"

I shrugged and scratched the back of my head. "Well, a change of plans. I think it's cool to do that while walking home."

Kazuha laughed. I coughed.

Without warning, rough looking guys appeared in front of us from a corner. All of them held wooden swords. One of them threw one to me. "You're Hattori Heiji, aint ya? Let's see who's stronger, us or you!" the man looked at Kazuha in an evil way and Kazuha backed away and I shifted in front of her. "And the prize will be the girl! A fight to the death! Now pick up yer sword!" I slowly bent down and held the wooden sword in my hands and gripped it tight.

"Heiji… Let's just run, you'll get hurt." Kazuha whispered. I shook my head gently.

"It's ok Kazuha. I'll be fine. While I fight them, I want you to go and get the police, Kay? Can you do that fer me please? C'mon, don't look at me that way. I'm strong, aint I?"

Kazuha reluctantly nodded, turned and ran. The guys, five in total, looked confused and the big one shouted; "Get her!"

I stood in their path. "Not on my watch. Oh wait, I don't have one."

Wooden swords rained down upon me and I easily dodged them. They continued trying to hit me, but their moves were too clumsy. As I hit one of them on the back of their and had him unconscious, it got me thinking how I defeated the strangers in the tunnel.

Flash back.

It was pitch black in the tunnel and the only light I saw was the one behind me, the one I was running away from, and the one in front of me, big as my head now. I kept on running until I ran head first into a pipe. I fell to the ground with a ring in my ears.

"Oww… *cough*" I muttered. I looked up and as I adjusted to the darkness, saw the pipe swinging down towards me and I rolled away and tried to get up. Someone kicked my shin and I fell back down. I heard a snigger and footsteps circling around me. There were seven circling me and one standing in front of me. I could tell by only one of my senses; hearing.

"What's the password?" a sleek voice asked me.

"Wha -?" I was stopped abruptly when a pipe stabbed me in the chest. I gasped in pain.

"In case you forgot the password, I'll give you one more chance! What is the password?"

Their accent wasn't kansai, they sounded out of town.

"Uh- Black wings?" I tried. There was a seconds silence and the pipe stabbed me in the chest again. This time it was hard; harder.

"We have an intruder!"

The man who stabbed me with a pipe took the pipe away to swing a hit at me, but before he did, before he even had it off my chest, I grabbed it tight. "What the -" I twisted the pipe and the man let go, wincing at the pain I crept for his wrists and snaked my leg out to his feet, tripping him over. The man gasped in surprise and I quickly got up. I brought the pipe into his stomach and had him unconscious before the rest swarmed for me. I ducked and joined them, pretending to look for myself and swinging the pipe around. We were like three blind mice, strangers in the dark, at least, that's what I hoped. Their eyes were near perfect in the dark, almost like a cat, and they could faintly tell me apart from the others. All with a pipe in hand, they came for me, swinging the metal around and trying to kill me. My eyes were useless. I closed my eyes. I had to trust my hearing for this. I concentrated and heard a noise in my right. I swung my pipe wide and heard it strike a skull. The man crumpled and another came to replace him. There was a small whistling noise in front of me and I brought my pipe up, blocking a blow and twisted the other pipe away, I heard it clatter to the ground then I swung it to where I presumed the torso was. It made contact and I heard a body fall in front of me. Three down, five more to go. There was a small run behind me and I stepped to the side just in time to hear a gust of wind disperse where I stood previously. I struck my leg out and felt a stomach hit into it. The man made a groan and I ran up and punched square in the face. I felt warm blood splash on to my fist, then grabbing tight the pipe in my left; I brought it backwards and hit someone else. Unfortunately, I hit him on his pipe. He pushed forward and I spun around, blocking all strikes from him. I spun again, carrying the pipe with me and attacked him. He blocked mine but his legs were open. I dropped to the ground and kicked him in the knees, causing him to buckle and bend to his knees. I took my opportunity, and creating my right hand into a knife shape, struck him on the neck. He fell and didn't get up. A pipe struck me onto the leg and at the same time, my arm. I gasped fell to the ground. I opened my eyes and saw two thick pipes coming down to my head. I rolled then did a painful split, resulting the other two to trip and fall. I grabbed their hair then smacked them to each other.

"One more…" I panted. I coughed and grabbed my chest. Pain lingered there and so did my legs and arm. I was too hurting to realise that the last one was right behind me. The pipe fell to my head and I fell unconscious. The man, the weakest of the eight, smiled in joy and grabbed me by the back collar and dragged me into the light. The man, around his fifties, wore baggy shorts and a sooty Hawaiian shirt. His sandals were worn out and his beard grew up to his shoulders. He winced in the light, though it was only just a bit brighter then the tunnel. He looked back at the body he was carrying and took a good look. I was still wearing my all black clothing his eyes widened in shock.

"Oh- oh no, oh no. what if he really is one of them? M-maybe he was just toying with us? O-oh… oh no… they're going to kill me! No, calm down Dave, calm down. I'll just say he's an intruder! Yeah, and, and, I'll run away! Yes, yes…" the man continued to mumble to himself. Blood trickled from where he struck and I lay there, hurt and unconscious, dragged by a man I barely knew.

He continued to drag me along the dirty, hard ground, until he came to an old burned down building and stopped. A man in clad black stared out of the glass doors and looked at the man in the Hawaiian shirt. The man with the Hawaiian shirt grinned and waved at the man in black who sat on a chair. "Look here! I've got an intruder from the tunnel! The others are unconscious or dead by him. Am I going to get a raise? Yes? Please?" the men in black got up and opened the glass door. He looked down at the body right below him and looked at the man right in front of him.

"You idiot. He's from the organization."

The man's smile dropped and his lower lip quivered in fright. "B-but he didn't know the password. He said black wings instead of Shirokuro."

The man in black looked at the man menacingly. "Black wings is the password for the newest members of the B.O you nitwit!" he brought out a gun and the man dropped me and backed away.

"Please don't kill me, I didn't know, I did-" there was a gunshot and the men fell to the ground with a bullet hole in his head.

The man took me into the building and used the elevator to get up to the top floor…

End flash back.

I could only stare slumped on the wall as a remaining one of the big guys walked up towards me with a wooden stick in hand. There was blood on the top of my head as a result of a fatal hit and an aching body. I underestimated them. I didn't know there were more than five of them, the sixth hiding until I dropped my guard. My vision was blurry and the only warm thing I felt was the blood flowing from the side of my head. I faintly looked up as the man raised the sword and crushed it down in an alarmingly fast speed, eager to crack my skull. I stared, not caring at all when the hit was seized by a block. I couldn't register much for all I knew was the man was on the ground after a while. There were shouts and a familiar face checked my pulse. He shouted something back and the world went black.

The hospital bed was comfortable as I stared at the ceiling. I turned my head and saw Okita Soushi staring right back at me. His face was somewhat relieved.

"What ya doin here?"

"What else? I saved yer ass back there when a big dough was gonna crush ya in ta pulp."

I turned and coughed.

"Sweet. Y'could've let 'em do that. It won't concern ya much."

"What'ya mean? 'course it'd affect me!"

I turned to him. He looked quite hurt. He seemed quite flushed too.

"Eh?"

"Don't ya get it Hattori kun? I'm worried ya dope. Had a feeling there was some trouble with ya in the streets and just had ta come. An inkling, y'know?"

What would a kendo rival care? "Oh… An inkling… right." *cough*

I closed my eyes as I tried to relax. I didn't want to look at Okita. He resembled Kudou too much. It hurt. I was so unfocused in my surroundings when I felt warm lips against mine. The kiss was short, but it came again less then a second, too short of a period for me to recover. Okita pressed in and I stared in shock. I tried to push him back but I felt weak. I clenched and emotions flowed into me. I couldn't stop it. As we broke for a breathe, I cried. I couldn't help it. My heart raced and my head spun. My eyes were tight shut and I heard Okita worrying over me, asking me what the matter was. I shook my head and sobbed. Okita fretted then brought me close. He placed me onto his warm chest and his warmth made me cry more. I tried to stop and for a brief moment, my heart settled slightly.

"Hattori kun… What's the matter? Why do you cry? Is it with what I've done?"

I shook my head faintly and looked up. He looked back down and saw my teary eyes. He looks so cute… and sad. It pains me to see him like this… he thought and rested his head onto my head. So soft… I shivered as he breathed into my scent.

"It's not you Okita kun… it's me. I'm so broken, so broken. Okita, why am I even born? Why am I even alive? You should've just let me die! It would've been better that way! You could've, you could've..." I couldn't speak any more as I started crying again. I couldn't tell him that I was crying because it was he who kissed me and not Kudou. It was stupid of me to think that way. Okita looked so much like Kudou and for Okita to steal my first kiss, it pained me bad. That wasn't the only thing. The fact that Kudou wasn't here with me pained because I knew it was my fault. As my breathing steadied, Okita cupped his palm onto my face and raised me to his lips. I was too dazed too refuse as he bit my lip and explored inside of my mouth. Then, I was sound asleep.

Flash back.

I woke up rather drowsy. There was a tight bandage over my head, left arm, right leg and I looked around me. I was in a room, a bit dirty but cleaner then the outside world. There was a single chair in the small room and I reached over. The base was still quite warm, so the person that was looking over me had left a few moments ago. I started to get up when the door opened and a man in clad black walked over with a plastic cup in hand. I froze and fear crept up. I sat there, half out of bed and didn't move. The man sat on the chair and handed me the cup. I took it slowly and sniffed. It was lemon tea. The man chuckled.

"Still a cautious fellow, eh, Beiger? You've been in the organisation for a month. You already know what's in there, right?"

I nodded. "Lemon tea with a bit of ginger." The man chuckled again.

"Always observant, eh? You changed your hairstyle a bit. You also got a darker tan. Making a new look after what Gin said, eh?"

I nodded again and sipped on the drink. What could I do? I had to play along. If this man found out that I wasn't the one he thought, that I was a detective, he'd kill me. I felt cold inside when he remarked; "Hey, you look just like that detective, Hattori Heiji."

I gulped and looked at him with a sneer. "Oh? Maybe I could trick his father and infiltrate the Osaka's police force. Then I'll kill Mouri and everyone else, since I'm Hattori Heiji." The man opposite of me snickered.

"That'd be brilliant. But if they found out that you were acting strange then they'd shoot you down. But you're lucky you've got the same kansai accent as him though."

"You think boss would let me though?"

"Maybe. Anything to get those detectives and police off their feet."

I finished my tea. *sneeze*

"That's one cold." He remarked as I coughed horribly.

"Nah, it's all good." I croaked. The man smiled.

"Enthusiastic and sarcastic as always. Anyway, I took care of the guy who did this to you."

I tried not to look worried, "you shot him?"

"Yup."

"Nice." I muttered, hiding my horror.

"Yeah, and Gin wants you to meet him at the top floor."

I cocked my head. "Why?"

He shrugged. "Dunno. He usually does that when there's a new assignment or he just wanna show you something. He's got a soft spot for you."

"Uh, could you come with me?"

"You still afraid? Geez, I'm coming. Get dressed though."

I was wearing a velvet beige robe and I got changed to my previous cloths. As we waited in the elevator, I felt strange standing next to the man, wearing the same clad black as he. It was as if I was actually one of them. We reached the top floor and another man in black stood in front the elevator door.

"Mosehu, Beiger." The man greeted.

"Fuzusho." The man called Mosehu said. I simply nodded.

The floor was rather clean and tidy with bright white lights stuck to the ceiling. The floor was marble and it echoed as we walked. Up ahead the long corridor was a metal swinging door. There was a strange uncanny feeling as we opened them and went through.

Gin stood there, looking over test papers and flicking through the messy metal table. The room looked like some lab scientist room, too complicated yet simple to describe. I erased the memory when Gin shot me twice and was close to killing me. And here before me stood the man that I feared. He looked up from the papers, realizing he wasn't alone. His bleached hair flowed to his hips and his black hat drooped to his eyes. Dressed in black, he walked towards us and my heart skipped a beat. He greeted Mosehu and Mosehu excused himself out. I looked back and started to sweat. I gave him the look of; Where the hell ya goin? But Mosehu just smiled and went out. I looked back in time as suddenly Gin hugged me. I stood there frozen and didn't know what to do. After a while, when Gin was still holding me tight in his arms, I decided to speak up.

"Uh, Gin san?"

Gin said nothing then suddenly let me go.

"I'm sorry… I-"

I looked up at his pale sky blue eyes and he looked down back at me. He recollected himself and turned.

"Just- had a feeling that I had lost you… we can't afford that, you're the best member here."

I looked at his back in surprise. Whoa! This guy actually has some emotion! *Sneeze*

"Come, there's something I want to show you."

He led me through the maze of test tubes and all these wires and glasses until we came to what looked like a glass enclosure for experimenting animals. There were thousands of them, all lined up in a pretty row, 2 metre diameter each. None of them caught my eye for most was filled with inhumane people, dirty and filthy. None of them caught my eye, none but the last glass enclosure where a small, frail kid hugged his knees. His clothing was a blue suit with a red tie, mangled and broken in his hands. I followed slowly behind Gin and we approached him. The boy looked up, eyes blue and sad. On the cold, marble ground was his broken glasses, scrunched as if someone had crushed them with their shoes. I stood there, right in front of the glass, and even if I wanted to help him at this very moment, I knew I couldn't.

"Kudou…" I whispered and he looked in my direction. His eyes widened and mouth dropped.

"H- Ha- Hattori?" his voice was shaky.

I tried not to shiver when he called my name. Gin laughed.

"What a fool. You think this is that detective? Unfortunately, that boy's dead. Too bad." Gin smirked evilly. Kudou's eyes went teary and ran up to the glass. He started pounding against it in front of me and sobbed.

"Hattori? You're Hattori, right? Hattori? Please! Hattori? Hattori! Hattori! Answer me! Hattori!" he screamed over the glass wall but the shouts were mere whispers out here. Gin smirked again. He tapped the glass for amusement and Kudou winced.

"Interesting Machinery don't you think? When he shouts, it's a mere whisper. But when we give a little tap, it's as if someone's shouting in his little shrunken ears." He chuckled and I gave a small laugh, cringing in the inside. Gin swung his arm and slid it on my shoulder. Kudou screamed.

"Get off him you bastard! Don't you dare touch him! Get off! Get off!"

Gin shook his head and leaned down to Kudou's height. "He's dead you asshole. Dead. Dead. This one is our newest recruit, Beiger. He steals everything and anything for us anywhere. Although it's quite sad that someone in our organization is betraying us and returning the valuables in a day or within a week. He looks so much like that Hattori Heiji, don't you think?" he laughed evilly and punched on the glass. Kudou blocked his ears and shouted out.

"Oi, Quit it!" I pushed Gin off. I gasped silently at what I've done and started to sweat.

"Uh, Gin, I-" Gin chuckled.

"Relax. I know you're still part of the civilisation, and you're still a kid. I should know you still have a heart like one."

I hung my head a little to hide my nervous face. "S-sorry." Gin ruffled my beanie along with my hair and I saw him smile. It was kind of creepy to see a guy like him to actually smile but somehow it warmed me up. This must be the other side of Gin, I thought. That thought relaxed me and I beamed up at him. I thought I thought I saw him blush.

"What ya gonna do with the Kiddo?"

"Well, we'll ask him questions, mostly, I guess, then torture him while we're at it, then experiment with him and in the end, we'll either use him as hostage to get money from the police or just kill him."

Now I was nervous.

"Please Gin, consider what I've said to you before." A woman's voice said from behind.

Shiho? I thought and there she was in her grown size wearing a white coat with her monotone face and her monotone voice. Her eyes widened when she saw me but returned to her calm composure. "Gin, who is this?"

"Don't play dumb Sherry." Gin said in the same tedious voice.

"Hattori?" Shiho shouted in shock, "it can't be! You're dead!"

What, do you want me to be dead? How nice, I thought.

Gin laughed. "Fool, this is Beiger, a new recruit." Shiho's expression turned motionless and sighed in dismay.

"Oh."

Gin turned to me. "The real reason I called you here is for you to look after the prisoners and Sherry while me and Vodka are out for orders. Think you can handle that? Make sure Sherry makes no contact with the kid"

I jumped. An opportunity to break out! "Sure. When you coming back?"

Gin looked out a window. "Before the sun sets." And he was gone, leaving me a paper of instructions and map of the hotel. So that's where the kitchen is… I thought. Shiho stared at me all the way as I looked though the papers and I twitched every time. The thousandth time she glanced I couldn't take it.

"Will ya stop starin' at me? It's getting' real annoyin'!" Shiho looked away and continued with tubes and glasses. I twitched. "What? Ya got something to say? Spit it!" and I was drenched with water. Shiho looked at me angrily. I coughed.

"I hate you people!" then returned to her work, dropping the bucket she used to the ground. I sat there on a chair, drenching then got up. I dried myself with a towel found in a cabinet somewhere in the room and walked back to where I was. I peered around a corner and saw Shiho trembling. I skidded across the ground and right in front of her to see her wiping her tears quickly.

"Hah!" I pointed an accusing finger at her. "It's the first time I saw you crying! You do have emotion after all!" *cough*

Shiho stared at me. "How? You don't even know me!"

"A detective knows everything, my dear friend, Ai Haibara." I gave her a wink and gave her a gesture of giving thumbs up and pointing it to myself and she welled up.

"Ha-Hattori?" then she hugged me. I patted her back and she sobbed.

"We thought you died. We saw you get shot. Shinichi… He's been crying all day. Everyday. They barely give him any food to eat. They torture him… and I can't do anything to stop them…" I calmed Shiho down and brought her back from my chest to show her my smile.

"I'm here now! Nothing ta worry bout!"

Shiho wiped her tears away and smiled. It was time to get Kudou out of there.

"Alright, we gotta free the prisoners first. Shiho, you find the drug to bring Kudou back while I try to find out how they open these." Shiho nodded and was off. I stared at the glass jails and saw them staring at me pleadingly. What should I do? I thought to myself for a minute and went off to look for something heavy. I saw a loose pipe in a corner. "Shiho! Get all the work you need and get out of here!" I shouted and I heard her voice somewhere say ok. As soon as I heard her leave the room, I pulled at the pipe that contained gas. Gasoline poured out. The pipe was heavy in my hands but I dragged it back.

"Alright! Ya guys shelter yer self!" a man in the glass that I stood in front of covered himself and I broke the glass. He thanked me and ran out. Waiting for next instructions beside me, I told him to find something else to break the other glasses with and I went back to breaking all of them, one by one. The job was done faster as more were free and breaking the jails with me. At last I was down to one and he looked up at me, as if not believing what he was seeing.

"Step back Kudou!" and I swung the pipe. It broke and Kudou just stood there, staring. I kneeled down and stretched my hand to him. "Coming?" there was an odd feeling there as he looked at my hand and touched it. He smiled a childish smile, so innocent and pure and hugged me. I stood up, Kudou in my arms and looked back at the free prisoners. "Alright! Y'all follow me!" I ran for the exit and quickly glanced out the window. Sunset was coming soon. The air was crowded with gasoline and we all coughed as we made our way out. I stopped at the door to make sure everyone was out. I told them to go down by the stairs and turned back at the room from a distance. I brought out a lighter I had in my pocket and flicked it on. Holding Kudou tight in my arms I threw it. The lighter hit the door and stayed there. It won't take long for the gas to reach the flame and I broke into a fast run down the stairs. I was thrown forward as the building trembled from the explosion upstairs. Dust covered my eyes and I winced. They covered up my air hole and I coughed. There was another explosion and wooden shards flew everywhere. Our downstairs path trembled and the roof of it gave way. Large boulders were in our way and we couldn't get through. I looked around desperately and saw a window. I ran for it and broke the glass. We were 3 storeys off the ground and nothing to break our fall if we were to jump. Then I saw Shiho along with the others. They were carrying a large sheet of black plastic rubbish bag. Kudou coughed and clung onto my coat. I noticed a cut in his arm and took my beanie off. I had it on kudou's head then took my bandage that off too and wrapped it around his little arm. I patched it up and kissed that spot and gave him a warm smile. Holding him tight, I jumped out the small window and fell. Making sure my back was to the ground, we fell and I felt myself go through the plastic.

Everything went black after that.

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"Hattori, we cant stay together."

"...Huh? What are ya talkin bout Kudou?"

"Look at yourself Hattori. You're torn and hurt."

I looked at myself and saw my cloths were ripped and battered. My body felt too ripped and battered.

"Everytime you're with me, you get hurt. It's best for us to be apart from now on."

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