TF FanFiction 1.21-T4
2Cent of Homesickness (Tezuka PoV)

Hmm... It's kind of the rainy season where I am right now, so I'm feeling a little sentimental here. I mean I like the rain, the cool wind, the crystalline drizzles, the warm chocolate and fuzzy blanket - the sort of comfort it brings to the heart. And I just want to immortalized that feeling in this project: the cold longing and the warm reassurance. :3

The lucky songs I pick for Tezuka in this 2Cent project is Astronaut - Simple Plan. (To be read along side TF FanFiction 1.22 for Fuji's version with the song Here Without You by 3 Doors Down)

Please take care of me, minna-san! Enjoy! ^^=

Disclaimer: loving them never meant owning them


TF FanFiction 1.20
2Cent of Homesickness (Tezuka PoV)

It's been almost a month since Tezuka came to Germany for his arm rehabilitation, yet there he was in his room's balcony, looking longingly into the starry, starry beyond. In all honesty, he finds the country culturally rich and accommodatingly pleasant, if not for the overly emphasized accent (though he had already learned the proper pronunciation and enunciation of the language like a second tongue) used by it's populace. There wasn't much he could say nor complain about being where he is now... Except that that place wasn't his home. Germany was homey, but it wouldn't compare to being in his homeland - the Land of Rising Sun - Japan.

Quietly, he let out a soft sigh at his melancholic state of mind. This isn't how Tezuka Kunimitsu is supposed to be, he told himself, he is supposed to be a respectfully confident being, ready and guarded for anything possible. And yet he couldn't help himself... He misses home dearly: Japan, his family, his friends... specially his Tenshi.

The silken zephyr gently brushed against his skin, reminding his aching heart more of his beloved... He closed his glistening embers, letting his heart's words float with the wind...

=[O I hope that you can hear me
=[O Then I'd quit talking to myself

=[O My mind is running empty
=[O With thoughts of you and nothing else

=[O It's piercing right through me
=[O I'm getting sappy in my head

=[O Can anybody tell me
=[O Why I'm wanting you so bad right now?

=[O 'Cause tonight I'm feeling like I'm all alone
=[O Sending S.O.S from my cellphone
=[O But I lost all signal when I lift it up
=[O Now I'm stuck out here
=[O And I miss you much

=[O Can I please come home?
=[O 'Cause without you I break more and more

=[O Can I please come home?

=[O I'm deafened by the silence
=[O But this simply must be done

=[O I know the distance hurts hearts
=[O And it's not only mine
=[O Who's still dreaming
=[O Of our future in my head

=[O Can anybody tell me
=[O Why I'm craving for your hugs tonight?

=[O 'Cause tonight I'm feeling like I'm all alone
=[O Sending morse codes from my flashing phone
=[O But I lost all charges when I lit it up
=[O Now I'm stuck out here
=[O And I want you much

=[O Can I please come home?
=[O 'Cause without you I break more and more

=[O Can I please come home?

=[O Now I lie awake in tears within precious memories
=[O And it's starting to weigh down on me

=[O Syuu, I need to feel you now

=[O Can I please come home?

=[O So tonight I'm sending my heart to you
=[O All the love and longing that I feel for you
=[O If you hear my voice, please take me back
=[O Can you feel me?
=[O 'Cause you're all I've got!

=[O And tonight I'm feeling like I'm all alone
=[O Calling you from the public telephone
=[O But your line is busy when I dialed up
=[O Now I'm stuck out here
=[O And need you much

=[O 'Cause tonight I'm feeling like I'm all alone
=[O Sending S.O.S with my beating heart
=[O To the only angel that could ease my mind
=[O Can you feel me?
=[O 'Cause you're all I've got!

=[O Can I please come home?
=[O 'Cause without you I break more and more

=[O Can I please come home?

=[O Can I please come home?

=[O Can I please come home?

Tezuka slowly opened his eyes, silently wishing upon a stars of the sudden appearance of his love, but instead he was greeted by the magnificent sight of a melding golden navy Aurora Borealis. It was definitely a sight to behold... and it made him want to be there with his boyfriend all the more. He marveled at the rare celestial occurrence some moments more, a small gesture of love for the both of them, when he heard a prompting tone from his laptop.

*tu~reli~ng~*

With a little less resolve from his usual regal countenance, he went inside is chamber, sat on his swivel computer chair, and turned-up his QQ Int'l account... KuniSuke (Fuji's insistence, reasoning that it's their secret line that no one else can ever access to - the Tensai personally made sure of it } )... As he maneuvered through the specs, the prompting tune came again, accompanied by a cute dancing cactus with letras of 'poke~!' and 'hello! :3'

Tezuka's face and heart immediately lit up into a visible smile (luckily, he was in the comfort of his own room, where no one can see. XD), knowing well who it was, and let his long slender fingers type away...

KuniSuke : Syuusuke, I'm here.

SyuüMitsu : Saa, I miss you, too, Kunimitsu.

[SyuüMitsu invites you to a Video Conference. =Accept =Decline]

The megane is very please to know that his beloved understands him, considering his 'very limited words of expression'. And as soon as Tezuka accepted the invitation, he was immediately greeted by a live streaming video of Syuusuke in his Hamtaro PJ's, dancing an adorably cute number at the tune of Hari's "Gwiyomi". (a/n: it's a fad Korean song at the time this fanfic was written, and you can watch how 'gwiyomi' or 'cute' people does it in YouTube ^_~) His lover even went to the extent of shaking his cute butt for the megane's pleasurable entertainment. ^^=

The affectionate effort undeniably pulled Tezuka's heartstrings, and before he knew it, he was tugging onto a wide grin which soon bubbled into a deep but definitely sexy laugh.

Fuji, on the other hand, was blushing after his little number, and was now sporting a fake pout and a crossed arms.

SyuüMitsu : Mou! [-( I prepared that special number to relieve you of homesickness, and you laugh at me?

KuniSuke : Gomen, Syuu... and arigatou.

SyuüMitsu : Hmf!

KuniSuke : Syuusuke... -.-"

SyuüMitsu : Not enough! (

Okay, this is so not how Tezuka pictures their conversation tonight in mind, plus the fact that Syuusuke is either being stubborn or playing hard to get. Either way, he always knew how to spot and pacify his lover's childish antics.

KuniSuke : Ich liebe dich, meine schätzen, Syuusuke.

Fuji, surprised, faced the screen and blinked a couple of times, before those cosmic blues sparkled and a genuine smile graced his supple lips.

SyuüMitsu : Ah, mon chéri, Kunimitsu, je t'aime.

And everything was as perfect as it could be... Despite the distance, both knew their heart's will always be beating as one.

Kokoro anata o aishite imasu~


a/n: translations here dear readers ^^=

Ich liebe dich, meine schätzen (German)
= I love you, my precious/treasure

Ah, mon chéri, je t'aime (French)
= Ah, my darling, I love you

Kokoro anata o aishite imasu (Japanese)
= I love you with all my heart