So... This is kinda long-ish. I hope you enjoy.

December

Logan had just gotten into school, and he was gathering his things for first period from his locker. He felt hands wrap around his waist and heard a voice say, "Hello, beautiful."

Logan snorted. "You best be careful, secret lover. I have a boyfriend that could walk by any minute."

"Oh, ha-ha," Kendall said.

Logan shut his locker and turned around, still in Kendall's arms. "What's up?"

"What do you want for Christmas?"

Logan groaned. "I don't need anything."

"But I want to get you something."

"Then just get me whatever."

"But, Logan," Kendall whined. "I'm the worst gift shopper ever! Just tell me something you want, and I'll get it."

"Is that what you do with your mom and Katie?"

"Yup. It's a very nice system."

"I'll like whatever you get me."

"But what if it's a piece of shit?"

"Won't matter."

"Meh," Kendall said with a frown.

"You still have a few weeks to get me something."

"You mean only a few weeks!"

"Calm down."

Kendall pouted. "Fine. Do you want to know what I want?"

Logan shook his head. "Nope."

"Why?"

"No reason."

Kendall squinted at him. "You already got me something, didn't you?"

Logan gave him a cocky grin. "Maybe."

"God dammit! Now the pressure's really on me."

Logan gave him a pat on the head. "Aw. Sorry. I didn't do it on purpose."

"Yeah. Sure you didn't."

Logan just smiled and placed a kiss on Kendall's nose. Kendall immediately went for Logan's lips after.

"Kendall. Logan." The pair turned and saw Ms. Commings staring at them with a raised eyebrow. "While this is very cute, you need to remember this is a Catholic school. No PDA."

Logan pushed Kendall away. "Sorry."

She smiled at him. "You're just lucky I'm one of the cool teachers. Another may have gotten you two into trouble."

"Thanks..." Kendall said to her as she walked away. "Did you hear how she said Catholic school?"

Logan nodded. "Like it annoyed her."

"Or pissed her off."

The bell rang.

"See ya later," Logan said. He started to walk away, but Kendall grabbed his arm. "What?"

Kendall kissed his forehead. "Nothing. Now go to class."

...

In English, Logan remembered that he had to tell Kendall something, so he passed a note. I have a doctor's appointment after school today.

Aw! Does that mean I have to walk home?

Yeah. Unless...

"Unless" what?

Well, you probably won't want to, but if you and Katie were willing to wait until my appointment was done, we could get food after.

So, Katie and I chill awkwardly in a waiting room just so we can get food later?

Yeah. I know. Stupid idea.

Where would we be eating?

There's this really awesome pizza place across the street from my doctor's office.

Will you be paying?

Logan smiled and wrote his response. Bitch, I drive you everywhere. The least you could do is pay.

Hey. YOU asked ME out. By date rules, you pay.

Your sister's gonna be there. Hence, it's not a date.

Nope. It's a date.

You're such a pain in the ass.

Kendall looked at him, and gave him a winning smile. I'll pay the tip.

Fine. I'll settle for that.

The bell rang. "I hope Katie doesn't mind," Logan said to Kendall as he stood up.

"She's getting pizza out of the deal, so she won't give two fucks."

"What about your mom?"

"She'll be happy she won't have to make us anything. Well. As long as we bring her leftovers."

"OK..."

"I'll text them both during Bio. I can show you what they text back to reassure you that they won't mind."

Logan rolled his eyes. "There's no need for that. Have fun in Bio."

They went in opposite directions, Logan hoping Kendall wouldn't ask too many questions about what doctor he was going to see.

...

As they waited outside the middle school building, Kendall asked, "So what doctor are we seeing?" He tilted his head in confusion when Logan looked away. He took Logan's hand. "What's wrong?"

Logan sighed. "Remember when I told you that I have a shrink?"

"Yeah. Is that who you're seeing today?"

"Yes. Don't... tell anyone. Please?"

"I won't. Um. May I ask why you see a therapist?"

"I don't have, like, any hardcore mental problems."

"OK."

"You're gonna keep staring at me like that until I tell you more, aren't you?"

"Yup."

"Well. I kinda fail at expressing emotions. Like, I bottle things up. I don't talk about my feelings. I hate bothering people with my pointless issues. My mom got worried about me freshmen year, so she convinced me to go see someone whose job it is to listen to people's problems and help sort them out or whatever."

"What happened to make you mom worry about you?"

"I don't wanna go into that. It's stupid."

"Lo-"

"Hey, lovebirds," Katie said.

"Hi, kid," Logan said, thankful for the distraction.

While they walked to the car, Katie asked, "How long will this take?"

"Like an hour," Logan told her.

"Ugh!"

They got in the car and Logan started to drive. "Well, you and Kendall can do homework while you wait."

"That's lame," the Knight siblings said.

They pulled up outside the building. They went inside and sat down in the waiting room.

"So this is a shrink's office?" Katie asked.

"Don't tell anyone!" Logan begged.

Katie shrugged. "OK. I don't see the big deal though. Tons of people are in therapy."

"Logan?"

The three turned and saw a small middle aged woman standing in the doorway.

"Hi, Dr. Linda," Logan said. He stood up and followed her into her office.

Dr. Linda shut the door, and Logan let himself plop down on her very comfy couch.

"So who were those two?" Dr. Linda asked when she sat in the chair across from him.

"Kendall and Katie Knight."

"He's the boy your mom told me about on the phone?"

"I assume."

"And how are things going with him?"

"Fine I guess." Logan had been seeing Dr. Linda for years, but he always felt awkward during appointments.

"Care to elaborate?"

"Not really."

"Logan."

He groaned. "We haven't been a thing that long. Only since last month."

"How'd it start?"

"You want the whole tale?" She nodded and he continued, "Well, he's Mr. Popular. He didn't even know I existed until he was given the seat next to me in English. That same day in English, he threw me a note, then talked to me at lunch later. He kept apologizing for not noticing me before. Then suddenly he's talking to me all the time and my friends are telling me he's into me."

"And you didn't believe them."

"Of course not! The most wanted guy in school who didn't even know who I was before? Why the fuck would he have been interested in me? I'm nothing special."

"When'd you realize Kendall has feelings for you?"

Logan shrugged. "He kissed me at his Halloween party. Then nothing happened for, like, a week. But one day when I was tutoring him-I'm his Stat tutor-he was really adorable when telling me he wanted to kiss me again or whatever."

"Then?"

"Then we messed around," Logan told her bluntly.

"You haven't slept with him yet?"

"God, no."

"Why was that a God no? You're usually pretty eager to get it over with."

"Well, when Camille wanted to wait it wasn't so bad. And I just want to make sure I'm not being used for sex, I guess. Like with, you know."

Dr. Linda nodded. "I know. So how do you feel about Kendall?"

Logan suddenly found a pillow very interesting. "I'm not sure. I mean, this is a new thing. It's too soon to tell how I feel."

"Well, you seem pretty happy. Are you happy? With Kendall?"

Logan allowed himself to smile. "Yeah. He's easy to get along with. And we have fun. His mom and sister are really cool too."

"You spend a lot of time at his house?"

"I tutor him every weekend. So, yeah, I'm at his house a lot."

"Do you plan on ending things with him anytime soon?"

"No."

"You sure? Because you know what you do when-"

"Jesus. You're like my mom. Can we just stop talking about Kendall now?"

"Fine. How's school?"

"You know how I like to stay under the radar?"

"Yes."

"Well, now everyone knows who I am."

"Why?"

"Because I'm dating the most popular guy in school. Hell, even the grade school kids know about me."

During the rest of his session with Dr. Linda, Logan managed to bring Kendall up for every subject they talked about. Logan didn't notice, but Dr. Linda sure did.

...

After Logan's appointment, he took Kendall and Katie to the small pizza place across the street.

"I didn't even know this place existed," Kendall said.

"Well, it's a tiny family owned place."

"Is it good?"

"Yeah. The best things are the ones you usually don't notice right away, after all."

As they sat, Kendall smiled at Logan and said, "Like you."

"What?"

"I didn't notice you right away, and you're definitely one of the best people ever."

Logan laughed. "That was one of the corniest things I've ever heard."

"This cuteness is making me sick and I haven't even eaten yet," Katie said.

"Sorry," Logan said to her.

Katie looked at her brother, waiting for him to apologize.

"What?" Kendall asked. "I'm not sorry. So what kind of pizza are we getting? Pepperoni good?"

Katie rolled her eyes. "I'm cool with that."

"Pepperoni it is," Logan said.

Once they finished ordering, Kendall asked, "Did you talk about us during your appointment, Logan?"

"You know it," Logan told him.

"Good or bad things?" Katie wanted to know.

Logan pointed to her. "Good things about you." He gestured to Kendall and said, "Bad things about this one."

Kendall shoved him playfully. "Asshole."

"So, why are you in therapy?" Katie asked.

"Katie!" Kendall yelled. "You don't ask things like that!"

"It's OK," Logan said. "It's just stupid shit."

"How is it stupid?"

"Uh..."

"Katie," Kendall said, "stop being rude."

"I'm just curious is all."

"And that's why people don't like you."

"People like me!"

"OK! No fighting!" Logan said. "Remember. You're brother and sister. You love each other."

They both mumbled something incoherent and glared at each other. Logan watched with amusement. He was waiting for one of them to break the stare, but neither gave up. Logan grabbed his fork and poked Kendall's arm. No reaction. He ripped up a piece of his napkin, rolled it into a ball, and threw it at Katie. It hit her in the forehead, but her eyes never left her brother.

"This is so fascinating," Logan said to himself.

Their pizza arrived. The Knights didn't break eye contact the entire time they ate.

"I wonder how often they do this," Logan mused aloud. Because it didn't seem like something new. "And I wonder how long they can keep this up."

Their waitress came up to them. "Would you like a box for the leftovers?"

"Yes," Logan said. "And we'll take the check."

Logan needed to figure out a way to break his companions out of their trance. He moved closer to Kendall. He put a hand on the back of Kendall's neck then blew into his ear. He smirked when he heard Kendall take a deep breath. He leaned forward and placed a kiss on Kendall's ear. This made Kendall shiver. Finally, he kissed Kendall's weak spot behind his ear. Kendall closed his eyes and sighed happily.

Katie banged her hands on the table, stoop up, and cried, "YES!"

"May I ask what the fuck that was?" Logan said.

"When we get into a glare war, whoever breaks eye contact first pays the winner," Katie informed him.

"How much?"

"A dollar per minute."

Logan turned to Kendall-who was blushing. "You owe Katie thirty-six dollars."

"Son of a bitch," Kendall groaned. He got out his wallet and threw the money at Katie. "Now i don't have enough money to tip," he said to Logan.

"That's what I get for causing you to lose," Logan said.

"Yeah. That is what you get." He gave Logan an exaggerated pout.

"Aw. Don't give me that look. Can you ever forgive me?"

"No."

Logan laughed. He gave Kendall a kiss. "Does that help?"

"Maybe."

"Just maybe?"

"I might forgive you if you kiss me again..."

Logan smiled and gave him another kiss.

"Jesus. You two make me wanna gouge my eyes out," Katie said.

"You're such a saint," Logan said to her.

They paid the bill, and Logan drove them home.

"Tell Mom I'll be in in a second," Kendall said to Katie when they pulled up in front of the house.

"Logan?"

"Yeah?"

"Thanks."

"For dinner? It's no big deal."

Kendall chuckled. "I mean for, like, being comfortable enough with me to even just let me know about your little shrink appointment."

"Uh. That's a weird thing to be thankful for."

Kendall's face turned red. "You're right. It's dumb." He started to get out of the car, but Logan grabbed his arm.

Logan cupped Kendall's face with his hands. "Not dumb. Just... unexpected. I'm the one who should be thanking you for not running when you found out I have a therapist."

"You're not gonna get rid of me over something like that." He kissed Logan lightly. "I should go."

"Probably." Logan watched Kendall go into his house then drove away, grinning.

...

Kendall sat down next to Logan at lunch and sighed.

"What's wrong?" Camille asked.

"Katie's birthday is this weekend and-"

"Is she cool with a gift card?" Logan asked. "Because I got her one for the mall."

"You got her gift?" Kendall asked with some shock.

"Yeah. So?"

No one Kendall dated before had gotten Katie a birthday gift. And Kendall hadn't even been dating Logan that long. "You didn't have to get her a gift."

Logan shrugged. "I wanted to. It kinda doubles as a Christmas gift too..."

"How much is this gift card?"

"A hundred bucks."

"Are you shitting me?"

"No."

"Why?"

"It's strange. In only a few month's time, she's become a pseudo-little sister to me. So I got her a gift."

"Would you get a real little sister a hundred dollar gift card to the mall?"

"Apparently."

"Way to one up her actual brother."

"You didn't get her anything yet?" Logan asked.

"I haven't gotten anyone anything!" He slammed his head on the table.

Logan ran a hand up and down Kendall's back. "You'll find everyone wonderful gifts. So why were you sighing?"

Kendall looked up at him. "Oh Friday, all her little friends are sleeping over."

"Ew. A house filled with fourteen year old girls," Carlos said.

Kendall sat up and pointed at Carlos. "Exactly! And one of them has a creepy crush on me."

"Like your crush on Logan?" Camille asked.

Kendall chucked a chip at her. He looked at Logan with a hint of panic. "My crush wasn't creepy."

"I believe you," Logan assured.

"You shouldn't believe him!" Carlos, Camille, Stephanie, and James all said.

"I hate you all," Kendall told them.

"Ignore them," Logan said. "I can ask my parents if it's cool for you to stay at my house."

"Really?" Kendall was excited by the idea. He was going to ask Logan to stay at his place, but he liked Logan's idea better. He had yet to see Logan's house.

"Yes, really. I'll let you know later today if you can."

"Wow. Thanks."

"No problem. Gotta keep you safe from those dangerous eighth grade girls."

...

On Friday after school while Logan was driving them home, Katie said, "I heard you got me a gift, Logan."

"You told her?" Logan asked Kendall.

"She beat it out of me."

"Why do I not believe you?"

"Because he's a liar," Katie said. "So what is it?"

"You'll find out before I leave your house later."

"Oh! I'm making Mom get me and my friends pizza from that place you took us to," Katie told Logan.

"Isn't it the greatest pizza you've ever had?"

"Yes! I hope my friends find it that good too."

"If they don't, there's something wrong with them."

They pulled up to the Knight's house and went inside. Logan followed Kendall to his room. He sat on the bed and asked, "So how creepy is this girl's crush?"

Kendall started to change out of his uniform. "You don't wanna know."

"Oh, but I do."

"Well, when Katie first brought her over, she just stared at me all the time. I think she even drooled a bit. Then I've caught her in my room several times, going through my shit. She may have stolen a few of my shirts and some underwear too."

Logan started to crack up. "That's so fucking funny!"

"No it's not! It's scary!"

"It's hilarious!"

Kendall stared at him angrily. "I don't appreciate you laughing at my fear."

"Your fear of a fourteen year old girl!"

"You're such a douche bag!" He walked over to his bed and pushed Logan over. "I don't like you anymore."

Logan propped himself up on his elbows and gave Kendall a fake pout. "Now I'm hurt."

Kendall crossed his arms over his shirt free chest. "Still don't like you."

Logan added puppy dog eyes to his pout.

Kendall sighed. He crawled on top of Logan. "Damn you," he whispered against Logan's lips before he kissed him. They did this for awhile, not stopping until they heard the doorbell ring.

Logan was the one to break the kiss. "I guess Katie's friends are starting to arrive."

"It seems so."

Logan pushed Kendall off of him. "I should give Katie her gift, and you should pack."

"We can wait a little longer."

"Don't you wanna leave before your stalker gets here?"

"That was probably her at the door anyway."

"Then we should hurry." Logan got off the bed. "And you should put on a shirt too."

Logan left and Kendall sighed. He put on a shirt and got his things together.

"Hi, Kendall."

Kendall's eyes widened. He turned to his doorway. His stalker stood there. "Hi, Jenna... Uh. How are you?"

She smiled widely. "I'm great."

"That's good."

"Yeah." She saw that he was packing and frowned. "You're not staying?"

"Nah. I'm gonna let you girls have your fun without a guy in the house."

They heard Katie scream from downstairs.

"What was that?" Jenna asked.

"I think my boyfriend just gave Katie her birthday-slash-Christmas gift."

"Katie says nice things about him." She sounded bitter.

"Well, he is a nice guy."

Logan walked into Kendall's room, pushing past Jenna. "I feel I should tell you that Katie proposed to me after getting her gift."

Kendall laughed. "What answer did you give her?"

"I said I'd have to get your permission first."

"Well, I guess I can let you marry her. One condition, though."

"What?"

"I get to be your side piece."

"Oh, so I get to be with both Knight siblings?"

"Yup."

"Lucky me."

"You know it." He walked up to Logan, placed a hand on his cheek, caressed Logan's lip with his thumb, and kissed him.

"You ready to go?" Logan asked.

"Just need to get my toothbrush."

"Wait," Jenna said. "You're staying at his house tonight?"

Kendall nodded. "Yeah."

The girl shot daggers at Logan. "Do your parents know that your dating Kendall?"

"Yes..."

"Is he going to be sleeping in your room?"

"Yes."

"In the same bed?" Jenna's speech was getting more frantic.

"Most likely."

"Are your parents at least going to be home the whole time?"

"It's actually their date night."

"Date night?" Kendall asked.

Logan turned to him. "Once a month they go out, just the two of them. So they'll be leaving after we get to my house."

"Aw. That's cute."

"Yeah, yeah. Get your toothbrush so we can go. I hear more eighth grade girls downstairs."

"OK! OK!" Kendall ran off to the bathroom.

"So, I missed your name," Logan said to the girl who was killing him with her mind.

"I'm Jenna. And you don't deserve Kendall. He's too good for you."

"I know."

Her jaw dropped slightly. "You know?"

"Yeah."

"But-"

"Alright!" Kendall rejoined them. "Let's go, Logan. Jenna, stay out of my room." He grabbed Logan's hand and led him downstairs. They stopped at the front door to put their coats on. "Mom! We're leaving!"

Mrs. Knight came up to them. She gave Kendall a kiss on the forehead. "Have fun at Logan's, honey. Though I'm a little upset at you for abandoning me."

"Blame Logan," Kendall said. "He's the one who invited me to his house."

Mrs. Knight ruffled Logan's hair. "Look at you. Causing all kinds of problems."

"I try," Logan said.

She laughed. "Good bye, you two."

"Bye," they said and walked out the door.

When they got in the car and drove off, Logan said, "I'm so surprised your stalker didn't try to kill me."

"I know. What'd you say to make her look so shocked?"

"Nothing important. I guess she didn't expect my response."

"Well? Tell me!"

Logan bit his lip. "She said that you're too good for me."

"That's bull-"

"And I told her I knew that."

Kendall looked at him sadly. "Logan. Why-"

"Here we are!" Logan pulled into his driveway and turned off the car. "You're gonna get bombarded by my parents for a hot second then they'll leave."

"We're gonna talk about what you just said, you know."

"No, we're not." Logan got out of the car.

Kendall got out as well and followed Logan. He wanted to know what was going on in Logan's head. "I'm not letting this go," he told Logan.

"And I will continue to avoid the question." Logan opened his door and they walked in. As they removed their jackets, Logan said, "Mom! Dad! I'm home!"

Kendall followed Logan into the living room, where Logan's parents were getting up off the couch.

"Thank God," Mr. Mitchell said. "I hate that your mother made me wait. It's not like your friend won't be here when we get back."

"You afraid I'm gonna scare Kendall and make him run away, Mom?" Logan asked.

"No," Mrs. Mitchell insisted. "I just wanted to meet Kendall before we left is all."

Logan gestured to Kendall. "Well, there he is. Kendall, these two lovely people are my parents."

"Hello," Kendall said with a smile and a wave.

Mrs. Mitchell walked up to Kendall and shook his hand. "It's nice to finally meet you. I've heard a lot about you." She turned to her son. "We need to go over the rules."

"Mom," Logan said with a slight whine. "I know the rules."

While Logan argued with his mom, Mr. Mitchell put a hand on Kendall's shoulder, and shook Kendall's hand with his free one.

"It's good to meet you, Mr. Mitchell," Kendall said.

"Likewise. Now. I have a question to ask you."

"OK..."

"Do you plan on hurting my son?"

"Um. What do you mean?"

"Are you going to break his heart?"

Logan had been right, Kendall thought. His dad did know that he was into guys and dating Kendall.

"Honestly?" Mr. Mitchell nodded. "I'd rather cut off one of my limbs than do that to Logan."

Mr. Mitchell looked impressed. "Good answer. That's all I needed to know." He gave Kendall a friendly pat on the back before walking over to his wife and son. "Alright, darling, let's go now."

"Yes! Leave!" Logan said. He started to push his parents to the door. "Remember that you raised an angel who won't get into any trouble."

"OK! We're leaving," Mrs. Mitchell said. Her husband helped her into her jacket. She kissed Logan's cheek and said, "Love you, sweetie. Have fun."

"Love you too, Mom. And you have fun."

"Oh, we will," Mr. Mitchell said. "Just behave. Love ya, little guy."

"Dad! I told you not to call me that around people."

"He didn't hear. Did you hear, Kendall?"

"No, sir," Kendall lied with a smirk.

Logan sighed and covered his eyes with one hand. "Please go now."

Once they were out the door, Logan shut and locked it. He let out a breath of relief.

"I like them," Kendall said.

"Spend more time with them, and you'll change your tune."

"Does your dad ask everyone who comes over if they're gonna break your heart?"

Logan's eyes widened. "I'll kill him!"

Logan turned to open the door so he could bitch out his father, but Kendall ran up to him and grabbed his waist.

"No need to cause a scene," Kendall said. He kissed Logan's neck several times, stopping when the tension eased out of Logan's body. "Now I suggest, since I'm your guest and all, that you show me to the kitchen and make me some food."

"What am I, your wife?"

Kendall laughed. "Only if you want to be. But I'm hungry. So please make me some food?"

Kendall heard Logan chuckle. "Fine." He took Kendall's hand and guided him to the kitchen. "So, don't you usually do the whole guitar lesson thing on Fridays?"

"I told Tyler not to come over since we wouldn't be able to have a proper lesson with all those girls running around."

"Your stalker probably would've passed out at the sight of you playing the guitar."

"Dude, she's asked me to write a song for her."

They reached the kitchen. "Oh Jesus. Have you ever written any songs?"

"Yes. And, no, I will not let you hear them."

"Jerk. Are you fine with pizza bagels?"

"Fuck yes."

Logan put the pizza bagels in the oven. "I'm gonna get out of my uniform. You can watch TV."

"Or I can go with you."

Logan led Kendall into the living room and pushed him on the couch. "I'll only be, like, five seconds."

Logan ran off and left Kendall alone. Kendall quickly found something to watch on TV. After a few minutes of watching, Kendall felt something touch his arm. He screamed and fell onto the floor. He sat up and found himself looking at a white fluff ball with one green eye and one blue eye.

Logan came running down the stairs. "Are you OK? What happened?" He laughed when he saw his cat staring Kendall down. "I see you've met Sky. She likes to sneak up on people."

"No kidding. I didn't know you had a cat."

"Two actually. You'll most likely meet Butterball while we're eating. Do you not like cats?"

"I do like them. She just gave me a heart attack." He scratched Sky's head, making her purr. "Who named your cats?"

"I did. I was ten. Butterball is a fluffy, orange fat guy."

"Can't wait to meet him."

Sure enough, Butterball came padding into the room when they started eating. He sat on the coffee table and watched them intensely as they ate.

"Were they kittens when you got them?" Kendall asked.

"Yeah. My mom has an entire photo album dedicated to them. I sometimes think she loves them more than me."

"Well, they are cuter than you."

"Ha-ha. You're so funny."

"I know I am." Kendall finished his pizza bagels. "Where do you want the plate? Kitchen sink?"

"You can put it on the table for now."

Kendall did so, and smiled when Butterball started to lick it. "Logan?"

"Yeah?" Logan put his plate on top of Kendall's and pushed the cat away.

"What was going on with the I'm too good for you thing?"

"I don't wanna go into it."

Kendall forced Logan to face him. "Tell me."

"It's stupid."

"How?"

Logan sighed. "Because it's true."

"Don't say that." Kendall ran his hands through Logan's hair. "You're wonderful."

Logan rolled his eyes. "You're just saying that."

Kendall placed his forehead against Logan's. "No, I'm not." It hurt Kendall, knowing that Logan thought he wasn't good enough. Kendall practically worshipped the ground Logan walked on, so he couldn't understand how Logan felt that way.

"You're clearly blinded by something."

"Yeah. The amazingness that is Logan Mitchell."

Logan laughed. "You're cray."

"Only about you."

"Oh my G-"

Kendall stopped Logan from going on by kissing him. Somehow, Logan ended up on his back with Kendall's hands making their way up his shirt. Logan shivered at the touch, as was habit.

Kendall just absolutely loved the feel of Logan's bare skin underneath his fingertips. Logan was smooth and soft and... perfect. Perfect. A word that Kendall never called anything. He didn't believe things could be perfect. Until Logan, that is. It was really annoying. But in a good way.

Kendall tugged at the hem of Logan's shirt. Logan got the hint, and assisted Kendall in removing it.

"Kendall?" Logan said to the boy placing sweet kisses across his chest.

"Hmm?"

"We're not having sex."

Kendall held back a sigh. "OK."

"You're upset."

"No, I'm not."

"Yes, you are."

"Logan." He gave Logan's lips a quick peck. "I'm not upset. But when we finally do have sex, you'll be forced to witness me do a dance of joy."

That got a laugh out of Logan. "I look forward to it."

"Oh yeah. It's gonna be a real turn on."

Logan smiled at him. He took hold of Kendall's head and pulled him into another kiss. Logan nipped at Kendall's bottom lip, making Kendall moan. Logan ran his hands down Kendall's back until he reached his ass, and gave it a squeeze.

Kendall undid Logan's pants and slipped his hand down them. Logan let out the most beautiful sounds when Kendall took hold of his erection. Kendall moved his mouth to Logan's neck so he could hear Logan's groans of pleasure as he stoked him.

"Kendall. So close."

Kendall quickened the movement of his hand. At the same time, he kissed and bit all over Logan's chest, shoulders, and neck. Logan came during one particularly hard bite to his left shoulder.

"Sit up," Logan commanded huskily.

Kendall did as he was told.

"Shirt off."

Kendall took off his shirt, and tossed it to some random part of the room.

Logan's eyes took in the boy sitting before him. Logan wasn't used to someone making him breathless. And it wasn't just Kendall's level of attractiveness that took his breath away. It was the way Kendall looked at him-like he was something special. It was the way Kendall's hands always managed to find their way into his hair. It was the way Kendall ran his thumb along his lower lip sometimes before going in for a kiss. It was the way Kendall would blush in his presence. Logan could feel himself falling, and he didn't like it. Strangely, though, he didn't want to stop it.

"What are you staring at?" Kendall asked.

"You." Logan grinned at the blush. He crawled over to Kendall and their lips met. He then kissed his way down Kendall's body. When he reached Kendall's pants, he undid and lowered both the pants and underwear. As soon as his mouth took in Kendall's length, those hands were in his hair, violently tugging."

"God, yes," Kendall cried. It always seemed to end too soon for Kendall. Afterwards, though, he always realized a decent amount of time had passed.

Logan helped Kendall get his pants back in place, then gratefully allowed Kendall to pull him closer until he was resting against Kendall's chest.

"So," Kendall said as he began to pet Logan's hair, "do I really get to sleep in your bed tonight?"

"Yup."

Kendall hugged Logan tightly. "I'm excited."

"Really? Why?"

"Well, we get to cuddle."

"We're cuddling right now."

"And I get to fall asleep in your arms."

"You're so cheesy."

"You know you like it."

"Only a little."

Kendall placed a kiss on Logan's head. "We should probably put ourselves together before your parents get home..."

Logan's parents got home about an hour later. They actually all watched TV together for awhile.

Kendall really liked seeing Logan interact with his family. They all seemed very close, and joked around a lot. And they were sure to not leave Kendall out of the loop.

Around eleven, Logan's parents went off to bed, and Logan and Kendall headed to Logan's room.

"What do your parents do?" Kendall asked. The Mitchells were only going to bed because they had work the next day.

"My dad's an accountant, and my mom's a librarian." Logan opened his bedroom door, turned on the light, and stepped in.

Kendall followed. Logan's full sized bed had a black comforter on it and only two pillows. He had a few movie posters on his walls. His TV sat on the dresser across from his bed. He kept his laptop on his desk, along with a printer and what looked like office supplies. He also had three bookshelves that were over-filled.

"I think you need another bookshelf," Kendall commented.

"It's on my Christmas list."

They sat on Logan's bed and watched TV for a few hours. When they finally laid down, Kendall snuggled up against Logan, resting his head on Logan's chest.

"Good night, Logan," he said happily.

Logan wrapped his arms around Kendall. "'Night, Kendall."

Kendall allowed the sound of Logan's heart to lull him to sleep.

...

Kendall was about to turn the corner at school that Monday morning, but stopped when he heard James say, "So Kendall slept at your house. You guys do the nasty?"

"No." That was Logan.

"Really?" Carlos asked. "You usually screw whoever you're dating as soon as possible."

Kendall felt bad about eavesdropping, but this was the only way Kendall could learn something about Logan that Logan refused to talk about.

"Well," Logan said, "Camille made me wait, and she was right when she said sex is better when you have feelings for the person."

"And what are your feelings for Kendall?" James asked.

Kendall heard Logan sigh. "Well. There is definitely something there."

"Are you gonna end things now?" Carlos wanted to know.

Kendall's heart thudded in his chest, and tears threatened to fall. Why would Carlos assume Logan would dump him?

"I don't want to end it," Logan said.

Kendall allowed himself to breath again as he heard Carlos and James gasp.

"Seriously?" James asked. "But you always dump whoever you're with when you start to fall for them ever since-"

"Who cares!" Carlos said. "Not only is this progress, but our Logan id happy."

"And I'm glad," James said. "Just surprised. It's been so long since you let yourself feel for someone. I mean, the moment you realized Camille gave you butterflies every time you saw her, you kicked her to the curb."

"Which was exactly the same time I realized you had a thing for her," Logan told James.

"What?"

"It's not like O can compete with you, James. It was smarter to end things before I got hurt."

"Logan, you know I'd never try to steal someone from you. I know how-"

"James. I knew it was only a matter of time before she, herself, realized that you're a better match for her."

"You really think I am?"

"Duh. You're both fucking crazy."

Kendall heard Carlos laugh then say, "But the important question is: What does your dad think of Kendall?"

"He actually likes Kendall."

"Oh my God!" Carlos cried. "You must never leave Kendall! Your dad had refused to like anyone you brought around since-" The bell for first period rang.

Suddenly, Logan collided with Kendall. Logan smiled and said, "Hi. Where have you been?"

"Just a little late." He held out his hand. "Walk you to class?"

Logan took the offered hand. "Sure."

As they walked, Kendall said, "The play's opening this Friday."

"Grease. I know. Camille was pissed when Jo got the part of Sandy, and James cried when Dak got Danny."

Kendall laughed. "But those two will make a good Rizzo and Kenickie."

I know. But they're both desperate for a lead role before graduation. So, was you bringing up the play your way of asking me to go with you?"

"Of course. Here we are."

Kendall grabbed the back of his head and kissed him.

"That was a little intense for an 'I'll see you soon' kiss."

Kendall shrugged. "Just wanted to."

Logan shook his head and laughed before walking into his classroom.

...

Kendall and Logan walked into the auditorium Friday evening and found some seats next to Carlos, Mercedes, and Guitar Dude.

"I hope some of those flowers are for James," Logan said to Carlos. "Because he'll flip a shit if he doesn't get any from you."

"Did you get him any?" Carlos asked.

"Duh. Camille too."

"We're such good friends. And I'm an excellent boyfriend. I got Stephanie roses."

"Go you."

The lights dimmed and the play began. Their friends were terrific. Naturally they got a standing ovation.

After, they made their way through the crowd to find them.

"You were great!" Logan said to Camille and James.

"Flowers? For me?" James said as he snatched them out of Logan's hands. "Why, thank you!" He looked around. "Where's Carlos? Bitch needs to give me some flowers."

Logan rolled his eyes and pointed. "He's over there with Stephanie." After James was gone, Logan gave Camille her flowers. He hugged her and whispered, "You would've made a much better Sandy."

She smiled at him. "Thanks. Oh. There's my parents. Bye."

"So James gets flowers from his best friends, but I get none from mine?" Dak said to Kendall with mock hurt.

"But who are those for?" Jo asked, gesturing to the flowers in Kendall's hands.

"For you of course, leading lady," Kendall said and gave them to her.

"Thanks. You like it?"

"Oh yeah. I may have to see it again."

"You and Logan coming to the after party?" Dak asked.

Logan and Kendall shook their heads.

"My mom wants me home," Logan said. "And Kendall refuses to go without me."

"Lame!"

After saying their good byes, Logan drove Kendall home.

In the car, outside his house, Kendall asked, "What are you doing Christmas Eve?"

"Well, we'll have brunch with my dad's side of the family. We don't see my mom's family until Christmas Day. Why?"

"Every Christmas Eve we have a family party at my house, and my mom asked me to invite you."

"Does she usually ask your friends to come to family parties?"

"No. But you're more than a friend."

"Does she know that?"

"... No."

"Your mom's a smart lady. And if my parents are OK with it, I'd love to go to your party."

Kendall smiled and kissed him. "Awesome." He kissed Logan again. "See you tomorrow for tutoring."

"Bye, Kendall."

...

Logan walked into the Knight household at around seven thirty on Christmas Eve. There were a lot of people. Logan had no idea the Knight family consisted of so many individuals.

"Logan!" Katie came running up to him. "Kendall's in the basement playing Guitar Hero. Let me take your coat."

He gave Katie his coat then made his way to the basement. There he found Kendall, kicking one of his relative's ass at Guitar Hero. He just stood there, semi-awkwardly, watching Kendall with a smile. He assumed Kendall felt his eyes on him, because Kendall took his focus off the game and looked in Logan's direction. His face lit up when he saw Logan.

Kendall paused the game and said, "Who wants to take over for me?" One of his cousins took his place and he went up to Logan. "Hi. When'd you get here?"

"Not too long ago, like, two minutes. You have a shit ton of family members."

"Yeah. Does that make you uncomfortable?"

Logan crossed his arms. "Well, I feel a lot of them staring me down."

"Uh. My cousins know about us, so some of my aunts and uncles probably do too..."

"Oh. Do you think any of them hate me?"

Kendall laughed. "They don't even know you."

"How is that relevant?"

"Anyone who knows you couldn't possibly hate you." He gently ran his fingers up and down Logan's arm. "Do you want food?"

"OK."

"Follow me."

They went upstairs. Katie stopped them. "Logan! I took care of what we talked about."

Logan gave her a thumbs up. "Thanks, kid."

When she laughed them, Kendall asked, "What was that all about?"

Logan flashed him a smile. "You'll see. Now where's the food?"

Kendall grabbed his wrist and led him to the kitchen.

Mrs. Knight immediately came up to Logan and gave him a hug. "I'm glad you could make it. Oh. We got the Christmas card your mom sent us yesterday. Those cats are adorable."

"Yeah. Butterball was not happy about wearing that Santa hat. And Sky almost took my dad's hand off when he was putting the elf ears on her."

"If Katie wasn't allergic to cats, I would get us one." She ruffled Logan's hair. "You have fun. And if you need anything, come find me. Oh. And don't let all these crazies overwhelm you. Especially when they get more alcohol in their systems."

"Drunk people are very entertaining," Logan said. "Ooh. Meatballs." Logan walked away to get some food.

"You look nervous, honey," Mrs. Knight said to her son.

"Logan feels like everyone's going to judge him."

"You really have a lot of concern for Logan's feelings."

Kendall blushed. "Yeah. Well. You know. He's my friend and all."

"A very good friend. Very good."

"Um. Yes."

Mrs. Knight sighed. "Tell Logan not to worry. Everyone will love him." She kissed his cheek and left the kitchen.

Logan came back with a plate of food. "Where can I eat this?"

They sat in the living room and talked with some of Kendall's cousins. They were all very nice to Logan, just like Kendall thought they would be.

At one point, they ended up in the basement and played Mario Kart. Logan pulverized every person he played against.

Around ten o'clock, Kendall asked Logan, "You wanna get away from all the people for a bit?"

"OK. You gonna give me my Christmas gift?"

"Maybe. Come on. Let's go to my room."

When Kendall opened his door and turned on the light, he gasped. His Christmas gift was sitting in front of his bed with a giant bow on it. He turned to Logan, who was shutting the door. "You got me a new amp?" he asked with disbelief.

Logan shrugged. "You've been going on and on about how you need one. So, I got you one."

"You're unbelievable." He framed Logan's face with his hands, lightly ran his thumb across Logan's bottom lip, and kissed him. "How'd you end up so wonderful?"

"I was born that way."

Kendall chuckled. He went over to his dresser to get Logan's gift. "I'm sorry it's not that great."

Logan's eyes widened when he saw his gift. "You got me tickets to the biology exhibit at the museum?"

Kendall nodded sheepishly.

"Two of them?" Another nod. "You'll be going with me?"

"That was the plan."

"No one has been willing to go with me. No matter how much I beg, and offer to pay for it all."

"You didn't ask me."

"I didn't want to take you somewhere that would bore you."

"Being around you is far from boring. So you like it?"

Logan wrapped his arms behind Kendall's neck. "I love it. Thank you." He kissed Kendall's forehead, then his nose, then his lips. He frowned and sighed. "I should head home now."

"You're probably right. I'll walk you to your car."

Logan was forced to say good bye to everyone in the house before he was allowed out the door.

"It's snowing," Logan commented as they walked.

"It's fucking cold, that's what it is," Kendall said.

Logan let out a laugh. "You should've put a jacket on, dummy."

They reached Logan's car. "You could always keep me warm."

Logan put his arms around Kendall. "Better?"

"A little."

"Promise me something?"

"Anything."

"While I'm driving away, don't stand here and watch me until you can't see my car anymore."

"I don't... do... that."

Logan gave Kendall a quick peck on the lips. "Yes, you do."

"Fine. I won't."

Logan smiled. "Thanks. I don't want you getting sick."

"Aw. It's sweet that you care." He just stared into Logan's eyes for a moment. "Merry Christmas, Logan."

"Merry Christmas, Kendall."

...

"So you two are going to be spending the night at Mercedes'?" Mrs. Knight asked Kendall and Logan.

It was New Year's Eve, and Logan had just arrived to pickup Kendall.

"Yeah. We'll be sleeping over," Kendall said.

"OK." She kissed his forehead. "I'll see you tomorrow. You too, Logan." She ruffled his hair, which was now their thing.

"See you then, Mama Knight."

"Oh! I can make you breakfast."

"Mom," Kendall said, "we don't even know when-"

"I want you back before noon."

Kendall sighed. "Fine. We'll be back before noon."

"Thank you. Be good."

"I always am." That made Logan laugh, and Kendall elbowed him. Kendall pushed Logan out the door and said, "Bye, Mom! Love you!"

They walked silently to Logan's car. Once Logan began to drive, Kendall said, "This is the first time you've been to a party at the Griffin mansion since the one you fucked Mercedes at."

"Yes... Your point?"

"I was just saying."

"Aw. Are you jealous?" Logan asked teasingly.

"Shut up!" Kendall paused for a second. "Well. Maybe."

"Don't be."

"Why not? Bitch got to have you in a way I haven't gotten to."

"Yet?"

"Huh?"

"A way that you haven't gotten to yet. And I was completely shit faced when that happened. I barely remember."

"Camille got to have you too."

"She was my girlfriend."

"And however many other people I don't know about."

Logan looked at him when they stopped at a red light. "Are you really that upset I haven't had sex with you yet?"

"I just wanna know what's wrong with me."

"Nothing's wrong with you!" "There has to be something!"

"Kendall-" The car behind them honked. Logan let our a frustrated sigh when he noticed the light had turned green, and drove. "I told you I don't want you to regret anything."

"And I told you I won't regret it."

"Kend-"

"Just shut up!"

"Don't tell me to shut up!"

"All I wanna know is why you can fuck someone you barely know, but not the guy you're dating!"

"Because I actually care about you!"

They spent the rest of the ride in silence. When they parked outside of Mercedes' house, Logan turned off his car then placed his head on the steering wheel.

"Logan?" Kendall whispered.

"What?" He asked calmly.

"I'm sorry."

Logan turned his head so he was facing Kendall. "Don't be. I'm the sorry one."

"No. I was acting like a girl."

"I acted like a douche."

"The correct response to that would've been, 'No, Kendall, you weren't acting like a girl. In fact, you're all man.'"

Logan laughed. "But then I'd be lying."

Kendall let out a fake gasp. "You're a terrible person." His toned sobered when he asked, "Did you mean it?"

"Mean what?"

"When you said that you care about me..."

Logan sat up. "Of course I meant it. It's pretty ridiculous actually."

"How so?"

"I don't really know how to explain it." Logan thought it over for a minute. "OK. This is gonna sound really selfish, but usually when I'm in a relationship I look out for my feelings only. With us your feelings are actually more important than mine."

Kendall smiled. "Sucks for everyone you dated before me. Um. Can I ask you something without you getting mad?"

"Shoot."

"Can I get the full reason as to why you haven't slept with me yet?" Kendall had overheard Logan tell James and Carlos that he'd wait until he had feeling for him. And apparently, Logan did have feelings for Kendall. So why was he still waiting?

"I feel like it only makes sense in my brain. But one of the reasons is that I fear we'll do it, but soon after we'll break up-"

"Logan, I'd-"

"Shush. I'm afraid I'll fuck something up with us, you'll leave me, and you'll wish everything between us never happened."

Kendall took Logan's hand. "There's more to it than that."

"No, there's not."

"Tell me."

"And maybe... you regretting me... would... just a little bit... kill me inside." Logan turned his head away from Kendall, not wanting to see his reaction. It had been awhile since he opened up to someone like that, and he was terrified that Kendall's response would be a negative one.

Logan was surprised when Kendall grabbed his chin, moved his head so he was looking into Kendall's emotion filled eyes, and kissed him.

Kendall probably kissed Kendall a dozen times before he said, "I'm not gonna leave you, Logan. I promise."

They both jumped when some banged on the driver's side window. "Why have sex in the car when there are, like, a million comfy beds in the house?" James asked.

Logan opened his door, successfully knocking James to the ground. "We weren't gonna have sex," Logan said as he got out of the car. "Everyone knows that car sex must take place in a secluded area."

Kendall got out of the car and said, "Hello, ladies." to Camille and Stephanie.

Kendall and the girls headed into the Griffin home while Logan and Carlos helped James up.

"So what was going on in there?" Carlos asked.

"I actually told Kendall some of the paranoia I have about us."

"How the fuck did that happen?" James asked, shocked.

"I don't know. It's fucking crazy. He makes it really hard for me to keep things bottled up. This can't end well, right?"

"Of course it can end well," Carlos said. "Or, more accurately, go on forever. Have you considered the possibility that you've found the one?"

"What?" Logan said. "We're in high school, Carlos. The probability of that is very low."

James put an arm around Logan. "Carlos may be right. Kendall's slowly shipping away at the walls you've built. You wouldn't let that happen if you didn't sense her was different."

"I'm not letting it happen."

"Yes you are," both James and Carlos said.

They got to the large entranceway of Mercedes' mansion.

Kendall came up to Logan and asked, "You wanna get a drink?"

Logan nodded and took Kendall's hand in his, allowing Kendall to lead him to where the beverages were located.

They spent the first few hours at the party dancing, eating, goofing off with their friends, and drinking a bit. It was about a half an hour until midnight when Logan and Kendall rested against a wall in the living room. They decided to take a break from partying to watch people make idiots of themselves.

"I always liked your parties better," Logan said to Kendall.

"Really?"

"Yeah. You never have so many people, so it's all less insane."

"Well, I only let people I don't know in if they're the date or friend of someone I do know."

"At least Mercedes hire security guards-slash- bouncer dudes."

"It's so funny to see them beat the shit out of assholes before they kick them out."

"You're a terrible person," Logan said with a chuckle.

Stephanie came running up to them. "Dak is such a bad influence. I need your help, Logan. I'd ask James, but he and Camille are this close to having sex on the couch."

"What's going on?" Logan asked, knowing something was happening with Carlos.

"I have no idea how many shots Dak convinced Carlos to do. But right now he's trying to talk Carlos into swinging from the chandelier. They're heading upstairs as we speak."

"Shit." Logan turned to Kendall. "Can I take your drink?"

"Uh. Sure." Kendall handed him the cup.

"Here's what we're gonna do, Stephanie. We're gonna walk past James and Camille and 'accidentally' spill a drink on them. We'll tell them to go to the bathroom to clean up, and that it's probably a good idea to just have sex in there while they're at it. Then we'll go upstairs. I'll stop Carlos from doing that stupid stunt while you bitch out Dak. Once we're back downstairs, you'll get the rest of Carlos' drinks for the night. Alcohol free, of course."

Stephanie nodded. "OK."

"What about me?" Kendall asked.

"Can you wait here? I've done this a million times, so it won't take long."

Kendall nodded. He laughed as he watched Logan spill a drink on James and Camille.

"Hey, Kendall."

Kendall looked in the direction the voice came from. His happy mood immediately went away. "What do you want, Adam?"

Meanwhile, Logan managed to stop Carlos from doing something stupid.

"Thanks so much," Stephanie said as they pulled Carlos downstairs.

"It's no problem," Logan told her. "I do this all the time. If you plan on sticking with the goober, you'll get the hang of it."

"Lucky for him, I do plan on sticking around."

Carlos smacked Logan's arm several times. "Logan!"

"What?"

Carlos pointed. "Someone's making a move on your man."

"What?" Logan's head snapped in the direction Carlos pointed. Some dude was chatting up Kendall. Logan was thankful Kendall looked pissed at the guy.

"Can you take it from here, Stephanie?"

"Sure." She took Carlos and went to the kitchen.

Logan stalked over to Kendall and the other guy. He stood incredibly close to Kendall and said, "Hi. Who's your friend?"

Kendall let out a sigh of relief. "Hey. This is Adam. He used to be my best friend. Adam, this is Logan. My boyfriend."

"Oh," Adam said. "Hello."

Logan ignored him. "Why is he no longer your best friend, Kendall?"

Kendall got a hint of mischief in his eyes. "Well, we went to the same middle school and became fast friends. Then when I started going to PWA freshmen year, we began to-"

"Don't you say anything!" Adam cried.

"He was the first person I ever dated," Kendall said.

"Kendall!" Adam yelled. "You know-"

"Please tell me you were the one to dump him," Logan said.

"Oh, I did."

"May I ask why?"

"No!" Adam said.

Kendall rolled his eyes. "You see, Adam hides his sexual orientation from almost everyone. While we were dating, he was seeing a girl as a cover."

"Does he even like girls?"

"Nope."

"Stop acting all high and mighty, Kendall," Adam said. "Who the fuck actually knows you're attracted to guys besides this schmuck?"

"Don't call him names," Kendall said. "And let's see. Who knows? All my friends. Logan's friends. Hell, the entire high school. My sister. My sister's friends. I wouldn't be surprised if the whole middle school knows. All of my cousins know, which means most of my aunts and uncles know. And my grandparents probably know."

"Your mom?" Adam asked.

"I haven't told her."

"See? Stop acting like you're better than me."

"Adam, none of your friends or family members know you're gay." Kendall looked at Logan. "I think that when he saw me, he was hoping to get laid."

Logan glared at Adam. "Well, that sure as shit ain't happening."

Adam snorted. "Please. I bet that I'm a way better lay than this guy."

"There are a few people at this party who will tell you differently," Logan said.

"And Kendall isn't one of them?" Adam asked smugly.

Kendall saw that Logan had clenched his fists. He rubbed Logan's back to calm him as he said, "Not yet. But if you want, I can contact you and tell you how much better Logan is after it happens. Now, leave."

"Fine." Adam stomped away.

"He seems like a real prick," Logan said.

Kendall moved Logan so that he was standing in front of him. He wrapped his arms around Logan's waist, kissed his ear and said, "He is. You still seem pretty angry."

"I don't like the fact that some douche bag was trying to get into your pants."

"Do I detect jealousy?"

"Yes. Fucker keeps looking at us."

Kendall spun Logan around so that they were facing each other. "Don't waste any of your brain power on him. I'm not."

"And who are you wasting your brain power on?"

Kendall moved his hands to Logan's hair. "You."

"You're such a sap."

"You love it."

"Maybe."

Kendall pressed his lips against Logan's. Logan quickly deepened the kiss and placed his hands on Kendall's hips. In that moment, Logan knew he wouldn't make Kendall wait anymore. Fate had obviously been telling him that whole night that it was time.

They heard people yell, "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" and pulled apart.

"Guess we missed the countdown," Logan said.

"Yeah, well, we were the only awesome people kissing exactly as the clock struck midnight."

Logan smiled and kissed Kendall again. "I sense this is going to be a good year."

"Me too."

A few hors later, Mercedes had everyone-excluding the Jennifers, Guitar Dude, Dak, Jo, Stephanie, Carlos, Camille, James, Kendall, and Logan-kicked out.

They all sat on Mercedes' living room floor, drinking a bottle of champagne she set aside just for her friends.

"That was an amazing party, babe," Guitar Dude told her.

"Thanks," she said. "Not that I ever throw unamazing parties."

"Why, you're so modest," Kendall said.

"Like you didn't have fun," Mercedes said.

"Oh, I did. I got to see the jealous side of Logan."

"Oh really?" Camille asked. "I never saw the jealous side of Logan."

"I guess he likes me more," Kendall teased.

Camille stuck her fingers in her flute of champagne, then flicked the liquid at Kendall. "Jerk."

"Not only did you make yourself look like a jerk," Logan whispered to Kendall as the rest of the group went on to talk about something else, "but you made me look like one too."

"And yet you don't seem upset."

"Well, Camille wasn't supposed to know that I like you more."

Kendall kissed Logan's forehead. "I'm glad you admitted it. We should probably go to bed since my mom wants us at my house before noon."

"Yeah. You're right. Hey, Mercedes, what room are Kendall and I in?"

She considered for a second. "Third floor, last room on the right."

"Sweet," Kendall said, standing up. "We're off to bed." He helped Logan up, took his hand, and they started to walk away.

"Have fun, you two!" James called after them.

Logan flipped him off. Although, Logan was thinking that if Kendall was up for it, they could have the kind of fun James was talking about.

They reached their assigned bedroom. As Kendall shut and locked the door, Logan sat on the bed and took off his shoes.

"Kendall?"

Kendall kicked off his won shoes and asked, "What?"

"Come here?"

Kendall walked over to Logan. Logan reached up and pulled Kendall's face to his own, giving him a kiss. They continued this until Kendall was practically in Logan's lap.

Kendall broke the kiss and looked into Logan's eyes. "Why-"

"I was thinking."

"About?"

"That the universe might be telling me it's time..."

"You mean because of our little... spat... in the car?"

"Well, that did make me realize some things. Along with a brief conversation with James and Carlos. Then the encounter with that douche packer Adam."

"Logan, you don-"

"I really do want you, Kendall."

The sincerity in Logan's voice was all Kendall needed. He smashed their lips together again. Logan unbuttoned Kendall's plaid shirt, and pushed it off his body. They parted so Logan could remove his own shirt, and so Kendall could get rid of the tank top he had worn under his other shirt.

"You look nervous," Kendall commented as he caressed Logan's cheek.

"I just don't want it to be bad for you."

"What?"

"I don't want to screw up."

"Why are you worried about that, silly?"

"You see, the thing is, with previous sexual partners, I only cared about getting off. I never even bothered to make sure it was good for the other person."

Kendall laughed. "Damn. You were such a terrible person." He quickly kissed Logan then said, "I'm sure it'll be wonderful."

"Why?"

"Because it'll be with you." He pushed Logan down so that he was laying on the bed, and united their lips again.

As their kissing intensified, Logan undid Kendall's pants and started to force the clothing off his body. Once Kendall was free of his jeans, Logan got rid of Kendall's underwear. Logan then rolled them over so he was on top. He sat up and got rid of his own pants and underwear.

Logan moved to the side of Kendall and commanded, "Hands and knees. Wait."

Kendall paused his movements. "What?"

"I don't have any protection. Do you?"

"No... But I don't have anything."

"Well, neither do I. But shouldn't we?"

"I want to actually feel you, though."

Logan took a deep breath. "Are you sure?"

"Absolutely." Kendall assumed the position.

Logan nodded, not that Kendall could see. He put his fingers into his own mouth, and coated them with his saliva. He kissed Kendall's back as he inserted one finger inside of Kendall. As he added another finger, he asked, "Have you done this to yourself recently?" Kendall's blushed answered his question. "Would you imagine that it was me?"

"Yes," Kendall said with a moan-Logan's fingers had found his prostate. "Now, Logan. Please?"

Logan took his fingers out of Kendall. He then used his own spit as lubricant. He lined himself up with Kendall's entrance and asked softly, "You ready?"

"Yes."

Kendall let out several shaky breaths as Logan entered him.

"You good?" Logan asked.

"Yeah. Go ahead."

Logan held onto Kendall's hips as he began to move. The pain Kendall had initially felt was immediately gone. Logan had found that sweet spot right away, and started at just the right pace. Kendall was soon begging for more. The occasional cries of "harder" and "faster" could be heard.

While it felt great having all that built up lust being let out, Kendall kind of wished it was more... intimate. Then-as if he had read Kendall's mind-Logan slid his hands up Kendall's sides, down his arms, and stopped at Kendall's hands, interlacing their fingers. Logan began to pepper kisses across Kendall's shoulder blades between his own moans.

"God, Kendall," Logan whispered. "You feel so good." He nipped at Kendall's earlobe as his speed quickened.

"So close," Kendall mumbled. "Touch me, Logan."

Logan untangled his right hand from Kendall's, and began to stroke him in time with his thrusts. Soon, Kendall screamed Logan's name as he came. Hearing Kendall and feeling Kendall's muscles tighten during his orgasm drove Logan over the edge himself.

Kendall let himself fall onto his stomach, taking Logan with him. Logan chuckled, kissed the back of Kendall's neck, pulled out, and rolled onto his back.

Kendall turned his head to look at Logan. "That was..."

"Amazing," Logan said.

"I was gonna say perfect, but amazing works too."

Logan laughed. He ran his hands through Kendall's hair. "You look so beautiful right now."

Kendall laughed. :Stop it." He sighed happily. "This was an excellent way to start the New Year."

"You mean sex?"

"Sex with someone I adore, yes."

"You're too much." He noticed Kendall yawn. "We should probably go to sleep now."

"M'kay."

They both crawled under the covers.

Kendall cuddled up to Logan and placed his head on Logan's chest. "You know when I slept over at your house?"

"Yeah?"

"I don't think I've ever slept so well in my life."

"Really?"

"Yup." He sighed as he felt Logan rub his hand up and down his back. "I think it's because I got to be in your arms, and your heartbeat is possibly the perfect lullaby."

"Listening to your breathing is what helped me fall asleep," Logan told Kendall.

"Logan, you have no idea how happy hearing that makes me."

"I think the blush and the feel of your heart skipping a beat gave me a hint."

"Oh my God! You noticed that blush?"

"Kendall, I noticed all of them."

Kendall groaned in embarrassment and tried to roll away. Logan just tightened his hold on Kendall.

"I feel like such an idiot," Kendall said.

"I love it when you blush. It's adorable."

"Now every time I blush, I'm gonna know you see it, and just blush worse."

"I look forward to that happening."

"Just go to sleep. Jerk."

"Good night, my dear."

So. Long. I apologize for that, if it bothers you that is.

I was gonna stop the chapter after the New Year hit since it's technically a new month, but I felt it worked better keeping all the other stuff towards the end.

And I know there's a ridiculous amount of lovey dovey stuff in every chapter, but I promise there will be some drama later.