Chapter 3: special 1 (My first month with my annoying master.)

As always I wake up in the same bed, in the same house that belongs to Mizuki-sama. My older sister, who took me in after my life went to hell. Right now I am getting ready for school, while sighing. Koan and Secilia are looking at me with pity filled eyes. Rias is sitting next to me eating her breakfast that Koan had cooked for today. I usually cook, but today I don't think I would have had the stomach to be able to pull it off, without looking utterly sad and giving Rias a hint on my predicament. If she found out she would feel very guilty. If you are wondering what I am talking about, well I got kicked out of the house today, but it isn't a big deal. With all the money I saved up, I could buy myself a car, a mansion, and a plane. The only problem is moving it all

*sigh * "This is so fucked up….. my life just walked out the door."

"You still got me." A cheery Rias states while smiling.

'but it's your fault, but if I said that she'll probably just ask me to stay with her and I can't stand her as it is. She is too annoying to stand a second in her presence.' I thought to myself.


As I enter the clubroom, after the tiring morning and walk to school I had on my way to school with the bitchy queen, I hear the sound of water. I noticed a familiar figure behind the drapes that are concealing the familiar annoying girl in front of me. Just then I hear a white haired loli say something to me that would have usually ticked me off but I ignored her for my own sake. She, like the others; gave off a dangerous aura. Then a beautiful looking blacked haired girl with large breast and a ponytail that was tied back greeted me.

"Arara, you must be the new member. I'm glad I got to meet you. Rias has told me a lot about you, but it seems they aren't really any good things about you. Ufufu."

"I don't care what she said about me. I stopped caring what people say a about me a long time. And I doubt she would have anything nice to say about me anyway." A say coldly, but with a hint of sadness in my voice I had not meant to slip out."

" Well I'm sure you have something of good quality about you, that you have not shown us yet. We shall find out soon." The other girl stated shakily, clearly shocked by my earlier statement and trying to cheer me up.

" huh! I doubt it." I say without thinking, receiving a frown from the other girl. Just then Rais comes out the shower fully naked of course. But for some reason I couldn't help stare. Not because she was naked but what I was sensing from her. An aura that gave of dangerous feeling, but also a comforting feeling that I haven't felt for so long. A feeling that I can't describe but have felt before. While still in my daydreaming she speaks my name trying to get my attention, then teasingly states:

"Is there something you like?" I then immediately drop my jaw in total shock.

"What! You think that was why I was staring?!"

"Well you do seem into girls, or at least your whole family does. And the way you looked at me, with such longing eyes."

" I was? I didn't mean it that way! I….."

"Then what was it?"

" I just…. Well…you see….. I….."

"You what, come on just say it, and stop blushing or I won't be able to take you seriously." She states with a very familiar commanding voice. At that instant a flash of fear whipped through my body, and as if instinct I obediently comply to her demand.

"Well you, your aura gives off a familiar feeling and I just couldn't help but stare. Um. I'm sorry." A moment of silence and I start to think back on what scared me so much. Right when I remember another flash of fear hits my body, and as I hold back tears I try to calm myself down.


"Come here you little bitch. Embarrassing me like that. I'll teach you to behave yourself!"

I remember clearly, the sexual and physical abuse I suffered from my father while everyone pretended to act as if I didn't exist in that moment, but always asked me to do them favors that I would regret later. And when my father asked me where I was I would look at my family for a response but only be rewarded with a smirk or eyes filled with fear. And I would always forgive them later and do another favor for them later, only to be abandoned for another form of abuse.

"Where were you at? I was waiting for someone to refill my glass with vodka! You bitch! Who do you think you are? What, do you think you are grown up?! Fine I'll show you what happens to a disobedient adult in my house! Get to your room go!"

I remembered it clearly. He would send me to my room to wait while he got drunk. Then he would come into my room and have me strip. Then he would rape me, but after a while I got used to it so it didn't hurt anymore. And I remember when older brother got of age my father had him rape me and it was the worst pain I had ever felt. Being betrayed by him like that. But I always knew he hated me. He always tried to get me in trouble so he could watch me get beaten. He would beat me sometimes to.

[ you have finally awoken Sage of Death but to be complete you must die and be reborn.]

I remember that even clearer, because it was the day my sacred gear Tosuki me Tatchu awoke

n, and also the day I killed my family.


While I was recalling my past, a few drops of my tears rolled down my cheeks, but I couldn't stop myself from crying. As if in shock, Rias and the others panicked and asked me if they had done anything wrong. But I ran out the door before I could answer. Running with no objective in mind, just running. Running from the fear, sadness, and the darkness that threated to engulf me. At that second I hear wings, like an enormous bird. At that moment I relies that it was a fallen angel. Immediately I go into a battle stance.

"What do you want with me?"

"Are you not supposed to be dead ? Well I guess I have to fix that don't I?" A hot chick with long hair that goes at least to the floor says to me. Okay I'll admit I couldn't help but stare at her breasts, I mean they were huge!

"It seems like you are a perverted one. Mmm. I might have my way with you first you do seem a little attractive." At that moment I start to drool. Just thinking about it, but wait isn't that considered rape? She is older than me, but she isn't human either.

"Aw man as much as I would love to do that, you would probably just kill me instead."

"You are right but I would have let you enjoy yourself though. Maybe turn you into my slave and use you as my personal pet. But now I have to kill you what a waste." She states mockingly.

I then yell: "Hey! Don't joke around with stuff like that! You have no idea of what you could have just done to me. Especially with a hot body that you have. Oh man I totally want her right now." I stated. Just then a familiar red head shows up.

*sigh* "Great now I have a completely perverted girl as my pawn."

"Hey! I am not a pervert, and she offered. I can't just say no to an offer like that." Just then she gives me a glare that nearly made me jump out my skin. "Either way you will sit back while I teach you a few things about devils. Yuto!"

"Yes bucho." Kiba states before he dashes toward the fallen angel and cuts off her arm.

"You bastard! What have you done!"

"You see Kiba is a knight so his specialty is speed and his weapon is the sword. You probably could not see him."

"Actually I could, and he is really slow." I state calmly to a shocked Rais.

The fallen angel screamed. "Koneko!"

"Yes Bucho." Koneko says before she sucker punches the fallen angel. Leaving a huge cracking sound throughout the area.

"Koneko is the rook, and her specialty is defense. Akeno!"

"I know Bucho." Just then a light spear comes flying toward us and I swiftly pick up Rias bridle style and evade the attack.

"Um, thank you. You can put me down."

"Arara. You dared try to harm Bucho the penalty is death." Akeno states with an S side face. At that moment a pang of fear hits my body due to that familiar face of my brother. At that moment Rias grabs my hand, and squeezes it reassuringly then states.

"Akeno is my queen, and she is my strongest piece. She is also known as the Ultimate Sadist."

"I can see why." I state while watching her torcher the fallen angel. I sort of feel bad for her though.

"Akeno that's enough."

"Arara. And I was just getting started."

"I am your king, and I am also your master. Any last words Ms. Fallen angel?"

"Screw you, you bitch!"

"Very well. Time to die."


"Um well I'm gonna go… holy shit! I forgot to look for a house!" I shouted and everyone seemed to have a look of pain on their face. "sorry forgot the whole devil thing." I stated while rubbing the back of my head.

"What do you mean you forgot to look for a house?" Rais asks with worry on her face.

"Well I got kicked out, because….. well… okay look it's not your fault, but I got kicked out cause I'm a devil."

"What!? She kicked you out because of that? That's why you were so quiet this morning. I am truly sorry. You can staywith me tonight and we will find you a place tomorrow. Besides I need to heal your wound. You aren't as fast as you think." At that second I look down to see a huge cut on my side and it started to hurt like hell but I dared not show it.

"I'm okay I usually just sow it up and wait for it to heal." I said nervously.

"That must be painful. Okay I'll let you do that but if you can't take the pain I will heal you myself. You really don't seem to want to be touched by anyone, can I ask why?"

"Well it's just, I had remembered something I don't ever want to think about ever again."

"Is that so. Okay I will make sure you are safe so you can relax." She states calmly.


"Are you sure you are okay?" Rias states worriedly to me.

"Yes I am….. sure… it is just taking a lot longer than I thought. Ad I'm sorry for dirtying your towels."

"It's okay as long as you are not hurt."

"Why are you being so kind to me? After I was so cruel to you?" I asked a shocked Rias as she hugged me from behind causing me to force the needle and thread through the last hole. While trying to calm myself from the pain and as I was tying the stitches closed Rias states:

"Because you are my one and only precious pawn. We may get into an argument but I still love you as I love the restof my servants. Now come on so I can heal your wound."

"But you said that you wouldn't have to."

"No. I said if you didn't feel too much pain."

She stated while cutting the thin strands of strings and removing them without hurting me but causing me to bleed again. She then proceeds to carry me to a room with a bed. She then laid me on the bed and began to remove my clothes, and then hers. I then began to feel the fear build up in me, but she then calmly states,

"Do not worry. I'm not going to do anything to you just relax." I just lay there, watching her. I just waited for her to join me on the bed. After she climbed into the bed she embraced me. I saw a glowing light and suddenly I felt so relaxed, and clam. All my pain had disappeared, but I saw how sad she looked I could not help but feel guilty.

"You want to know why I am so afraid of you all don't you?" I asked a shocked Rias.

"How did you know I tried not to say anything?"

"You looked so sad, and anyone would be like that if you saw some girl look at you with fear in their eyes and run from you while crying." I stated in an obviously sad tone.

...

"Yes I do want to know about your past. I am sorry it is very rude of me to ask you for something like this, but you seemed really sad so I couldn't help but wonder."

"OK! I will tell you but I will need something in return."

"OK!"


Well you see my parents were not the best ones you could have asked for. When I was born I did not make a sound you see. They all thought me to be dead, but the doctor saw that I was breathing. My family thought there was something wrong me at first but as I grew up my mom grew more attached to me.

She was a famous pianist and she taught me to play. Everyone in the family began to always ask me to play for them. I soon got to be better than my own mother. She began to push me, but I was only 6 years-old. I began to resent her for her harsh treatment. The day I finally spoke out my mother died. She killed herself, and left a note stating that she was sorry and that she loved me.

My father blamed me for her death. He became a drunk, and abusive but only to me. My other relatives would have me do them favors or run to the store to buy then cigarettes or booze. I never once had gotten any help from them. My father would beat me for doing their chores and I would look for an answer from them when he asked me why I did it. All I saw was eyes filled with hatred, smirks, and fearful glances.

One time I came home and my father had gotten bored with his other tactics of abuse, so he sent me to my room. He made me wait till he got drunk, then he came into my room and raped me. It went on like that for a while, until my older brother turned 16 and then my father let him rape me when he wanted. My brother always hated me he would always make sure my beatings were really bad.

After a while my father began his big corporal job and he invited some friends over. He got angry because they called me outside to come and sing for them, but of course they were all drunk and had only one thought on their minds. My father had gotten angry with me. He broke a bottle and made me swallow the remains. A piece cut through my windpipe and sliced my neck open. One of my father's friend who was not drunk found me and saved my life.

He called the police and took me in, but due to the power my father held he was arrested and I was taken back. At the age of 12 my sacred gear awakened and I slaughtered my whole family. My father begged me and pleaded, but I made sure he suffered. My younger brother and both my sister were set on fire, and my older brother hung from the tree by his arms as a carved into his body with a knife. On that same day, that day filled with the blood and screams: Mizuki found me and took me in. she trained me as an assassin and I learned how to use a sword and my sacred gear from a friend of Mizuki's.


"Well there you have it my life story." I stated mockingly, but froze when I saw Rias look at me with eyes of horror. 'Great she thinks I am a monster.'

"My poor servant. I promise I will always protect you. I will never abuse you, never hit you, and I shall not bring this up again."

"It is okay I have gotten over it a long time ago. I'm just glad that you can accept me. Thank you."

"Come here school doesn't start for another 5 hours, and you need some sleep."

As I'm blushing I ask: "So we are going to sleep together naked?"

"Of course there is no other place for you to sleep anyway well unless you want to sleep on the floor."

"No I'm okay" I state then blush the same color as the girl's hair as she embraces me and falls asleep. For some reason I could not fall asleep at all, I had a bad feeling I just couldn't tell what it was. But I felt as if I may end up having to fight against and for this girl in the upcoming weeks.

*Sigh* "what a troublesome master I have." A state then look down at the naked girl holding my body in her arms, and then I kissed her cheek.

"That is a nice way to be woken up especially by you." A still sleepy Rias states while still holdig me but squeezing tightly. "Just don't get caught. What time is it?"

"12:50." I state casually.

"What everyone will wonder where we are and if anyone sees us like this I won't hear the end of this from Akeno."

"RELAX! I locked the doors so they can't come in, just go back to sleep."

"I can't I have missed most of my classes! And if anyone finds out that I skipped school, especially with you! Then my reputation will be ruined. And if onii-san finds about this then I am going to die."

At that moment I grab her by waist and pin her to the bed and state, "Calm down I already informed the school that you are sick so calm down. I don't want this moment to end. I just want to hold you for some reason." To a blushing Rias as I hovered over her. She then smiles and brings me closer to her then states:

"You deserve a reward, and I did promise something in return." She states with a smirk. "so what is it that you want from me?"

"I want to be able to hold you like this whenever I want, where ever." I state calmly.

"Fair enough."

And for the rest of that time together I held onto as if she was the most important thing in the world to me, but little did I know she would become that important thing in my world. And I knew that one day I would lose her to someone else. At that thought I held her for tighter, and as if she knew what I was thinking she snuggled up against me. And for the first time in my life I finally heard someone tell me they loved me and I felt so happy. I was swelled with pride and I held onto her and looked into her eyes and repeated the same thing.

"I love you to Rias. I have made up my mind. I will become your servant and I will protect you with my life no matter what." I stated with utter determination and certainty. Just then we hear a bang and the other ORC members fell through the door, and Rias screamed and covered us both. What a great way to start the day.