"Uh" I said clearing my throat "Valentina this is Lily, Lily this is Valentina, my uh Girlfriend" I stuttered avoiding Lily's eye at all cost.
It wasn't that I like Valentina like I liked Lily it was just that I thought I needed to have a girlfriend During the summer holidays. turns out I was wrong, Defiantly wrong the way lily was looking at me like she was disappointed and hurt and betrayed all rolled into one, her eyes brimming with tears but when she looked over at Valentina it was pure loathing in those eyes, but I must be wrong lily didn't like me that way or so I thought.
"Hi guys were back" said Hayley Cheerily, then she spotted Valentina "Oh, When did she get her james" My sister asked with an utter look of dislike on her face. Then she spotter Lily averting her eye's to anywhere but me.
"So lily, I was wondering if you, Alice and Marlene Wanted to come and stay at mine until the end of the Holidays then go to king's cross from there. Alice and Marlene already asked and James is having Sirius and Remus over so it'll be like one big sleep over."
"Okay, I'll come if you keep your arrogant Toe-rag of a brother away from me " She said in the iciest voice I've ever heard her use giving me a look of utter detestation.
"Aw, come on Lil's…..i" I said giving her my most sincere look.
" It's Evan's to you" she said cutting me off and with that she turned and walked out the front.
"James" whined Valentina "can I come?"
"sure I guess" still looking to were lily had walked out.
"Well" Said Hayley turning to me "were going to have to take the knight Bus cause there's too many of us and the wards will block us out."
"Uh, Okay I guess"
"Good, Cause your using your allowance to pay for us all. next time don't piss of my best friend"
"Hayl's, I'm truly sorry!"
"yeah whatever tell that to lily, I think she was just gonna give you a chance, well not now not after that little performance"
"Just, SHUT UP. I know I screwed up let's just get the bus"
James placed his wand hand out and the knight bus appeared.
"8 bed suite's going to Potter manor"
"a'ight ah"
Later that night after Hayley had fallen asleep on Remus and Marlene on Sirius and Alice and Valentina Asleep in their own bed's lily and James were the only one's awake.
James was sitting on his bed pretending to read while actually watching lily read on her bed it was then that he noticed a sobbing coming from lilys bed. Quickly james rose to his feet and moved over to lily, lifting her up he sat down on her bed then placed her in his lap. She tried to wriggle out but he just held her there.
"lily what's Wrong" he asked as there bed's shuffled to the front of the bus as the young driver ernie hit the brakes to miss a lady.
"I told you it's Evan's and it's my story, the girl gave up living in the muggle world to be with her Boyfriend she had to say goodbye to every part of her muggle life."
" I don't think I could do that" I said but then looking out from under my lashes" unless I was with you"
"you know what james, I would think that's really sweet if I wasn't wondering how often you have used that one on a girl"
"Why Lillian Rose Evans I am appalled that you would think such a preposterous thing about me" I said wearing my trade mark smirk and a mischievous glint in my eye.
"Don't you dare….." she started but was cut of when I started tickiling her she squealed and I quickly cast a silencing charm around us so we didn't wake anyone. Just when I stopped I noticed how beautiful she looked with messy hair and her emerald eye's alight with laughter she was leaning slightly in all I had to do was close the short distance between our lip's then there was contact.
As soon as our lips made contact it felt as though an electric current ran through my body from my lips to my toes and back up. Our lips fought for dominance but mine won out in the end looking into her emerald eye's I felt as if I was seeing our whole future together. Then as suddenly as it started it was over.
Lily pulled back looking slightly shocked with her reaction to me it was then that her hand swung back and she bought it back and slapped me hard across the face.
"JAMES ALEXANDER POTTER, YOU…YOU…YOU DISGUST ME HERE I AM THINKING WE CAN HAVE A NORMAL CONVERSATION, NORMAL YOU KNOW WHEN YOU DON'T GO KISSING PEOPLE THEN YOU KISSED ME. YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU, YOU ALSO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND I AM DISGUSTED TO SAY I EVEN KNOW YOU LET ALONE KNOW THAT I AM THE OBJECT OF YOUR AFFECTION, AS MUCH AS I DON'T LIKE THAT BLONDE….PIGMY PUFF THAT YOUR DATING I WOULD NEVER KISS SOMEONE ELSE'S BOYFRIEND AND YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS JUST OVER ON THAT BED. She screamed at me going red in the face the tips of her catching on fire as her uncontrollable magic peaked.
Unable to hold back how I felt I let her have it " LILLIAN EVAN'S FROM THE FIRST MOMENT I SAW YOU I KNEW I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU. NOT JUST YOUR BEAUTY, POISE AND GRACE BUT THE WAY YOU NEVER REJECTED ANYONE YOU WERE ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP WHOEVER IT WAS YOU ALWAYS PULLED ME IN WHEN I DID SOMETHING WRONG WHEN I WAS ONE OF THE MOST POPULAR GUYS AT OUR SCHOOL AND THE BEST DULER IN OUR YEAR, I LOVE THAT YOU SPEAK THE TRUTH MOST THE TIME ,BECAUSE JUST THEN YOU LIED YOU WANTED THAT KISS YOU KISSED ME BACK EVEN THOUGH MY GIRLFRIEND WAS ASLEEP JUST OVER THERE WITH ALL OUR FRIENDS BECAUSE DEEP DOWN SOMWHERE YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME"
"DON'T tell me what I feel" and with that Lily pulled the shutters around her bed closed and went to sleep.
Looking around I could see all our friends staring at me relising all they had seen and heard was a silent screaming match I just extinguished the light closed my shutters and went to sleep lying awake thinking about all that had just gone down between me and lily.
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After yelling at james and closing my shutter's I was forced to think about the things he had said to me jame's potter said he was in love with me, and kissed me maybe he was right but I wasn't going to act on those feeling exspecially not when jame's had a girlfriend.
As lily feel asleep she had a dream she was in the forbidden forest she had a baby that looked a lot like james but with her eye's but when she looked up from the baby she saw gleaming red eye's in the forest just before she could scream a magnificent Chestnut stag came out of the forest and knocked the gleaming red eye's away, he then turned to look at me and I saw james's eye's in the stag then the image shimmer and in the stags wake stood James then suddenly there was a flash of Green and james fell to the ground.
She awoke with a start the scream dying on her lip's before she could utter a single word she quickly looked through her hangings too make sure everyone was asleep then looked through james's to check he was alright once she was sure that james and all her friends were safe and sound she fell into a restless sleep filled with flashing green light's, baby's with emrald green eye's , Chestnut stags and Gleaming red eyes.
