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"Yes"
"Max, I'm telling you no one else on the entire planet is gayer than Selena Gomez"
"What, have you seen Justin Bieber's hair! Its soo perfect, no man should have that kind of hair on his head I'm telling you, Iggy!" We've been at it for what, 5 minutes now. It all started when Nudge started talking about her new celebrity crush and how she wishes she could look like Selena Gomez and all that other blah. Then Iggy had the nerve to tell me that Selena Gomez was one of the world's most epically failed singers he's seen since Janet Jackson's boob flash back in 04. I mean me personally, I could give less about Selena Gomez she could kiss my naturally tan ass for all I cared, but a chance to get Iggy piped up again was too great to pass up. He was practically getting ready to jump me from across the table, he had his eyes locked on me with a stubborn written all over his face.
"Iggy, honey listen to me" I got up and walked over to Iggy in the sexiest way I knew how and plopped myself down onto his lap and turned his face so he was force to look at my face. I straightened my back a little, so I could look down at him and push my lips as close to his as possible without actually touching them. The look on everyone's face was absolutely hilarious, Fang's eyes looked liked like they were about to literally fall out of his head , Nudge looked like her jaw would fall off if she hung it any lower, and Iggy...Iggy,Iggy,Iggy I actually felt sorry for him. I heard his breath hitch and his heart speed up. If I knew I had this type of affect on people I would have used it to my advantage years ago. Iggy had his mouth slightly limp and I couldn't help, but smile I leaned back a little so I could tangle my fingers into his hair and give it a little tug towards me.
"Justin Bieber is obviously gayer, than Selena Gomez...I win" I bent down and kissed the back of Iggy's hand before walking back to my seat with a satisfying smirk on my face. When I sat back down Iggy's face was still blank, but the only difference was that he was blushing like a little school girl.
"No fair Max, you're not allowed to use your girlness to win a fight,"
"What, I so can!"
"Nuh, that's cheating you can't use...that-" Iggy cried pointing at
"Against me it's no fair I bet you could even crack Fang if you wanted to." Just then the bell rang send us to our third period class science. Nudge gave us all one quick hug before running to her next class leaving only Fang, Iggy, and me. I was just standing there while Fang and Iggy shared some secret exchange when some kid walked straight into me knocking me right on my tush.
"Ow, watch it" I lend to the side, so I could rube the part of my butt I fell on. When I looked up at the person that knocked me over I almost stop breathing...almost. He looked just like a super model or something, his eyes where just...wow, and his face was just...mmhhh I had no idea what to do. I couldn't think, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't even talk I was totally fried.
"Oh, my bad I'm so sorry let me help you up," He bent down and lifted me up right off the ground with his own hands. Can someone say loser, I can't believe I'm panicking over a guys who knocked me right on my ass just 3 second ago.
"I'm so sorry I really am, my name's Dylan, Dylan Ford and you are?" What...what was my name oh, crap I forgot my name. Come on Max pull yourself together lets not be stupid here. I reached forward taking Dylan's extended hand in mine and giving it a good shake after introducing myself. I looked over at Fang and Iggy and saw they were done with there little exchange and were heading this way.
"Sorry lover boy, but I already called dibs sooorryyy" Iggy sang as he pushed me in the direction of my 3rd block class. I tried to look back at Dylan so I could just say goodbye, but Iggy just wouldn't have it.
"...I guess I'll see you later then, Max," I could hear the confusion in his voice and that made me a little pissed. It was my first day here I should be allowed to talk to who ever I wanted when ever I felt like it. I tossed and I turned, but Iggy really was a strong dude the only sign of struggle that he showed was a grunt and that was it; Iggy practically pushed/dragged me all the way to my next class with out any problems. When we got there the late bell had just rang, I shook Iggy's hands off my shoulders and stormed to the empty table in the back. Iggy sat at the table right next to mine I sorta felt a little bad for acting the way I did especially to Iggy. I turned my head a little so I could steal a little sneak peak at him to make sure he wasn't mad at me or any thing, I mean if it were anyone else I totally wouldn't care, but since I don't really have any other friends other than Ella I really have to learn how to start treating them better. When I looked over at Iggy he had his head down and his fingers moving away. He stopped for a moment only to look up at the teacher before continuing with what he was doing. Just then the front door to the class room opened and everyone's head snapped up including my own. When I looked up I saw a figure walk in through the door way and hand the teacher a note before walking in my general direction. I wasn't nervous until the person took the open seat next to me which probably meant we'd be lab partners or something for the rest of the year...great. When I went to go check my new buddy out I was relieved to learn it was just Fang the all mighty Fang the one that makes me feel all bubbly and stupid-in a good way even though I just met him today. Now that I think of it I'm becoming a little bit like Lissa...a slut. oh my geez I'm becoming a dirty slut, I've only been here for what, 3 maybe 4 hours and I already like at least two guys maybe even three the only thing I'm missing is a mini skirt that says "spank me" written across the ass. All of a sudden a freakin ruler comes smashing down onto my table making me jump 20 feet into the air. Here's a little news flash people I. do. Not. Like. To. Be. Scared. I don't know how much clearer that can possibly get. When I looked up I saw a very upset teacher looking down at me.
"Miss. Ride what is the formula for photosynthesis and if you get it wrong so help me I will send you off to the office faster than you can say grass" First of all why would I want to say the word grass it's such an awkward word and second of all I'm about to make this teach kiss my butt cause, my daddy so happens to be a retired scientist and when he home schooled me and Ella science was the most important subject. When I looked up at the teach I gave him a look that clearly said "I'm new here can't you cut me some slack", but you know these type of teachers all ways trying to make a fool out of someone just so they could get some sort of sick thrill out of it.
"You know what, why don't you go to the front of the class and right the answer on the board for all of us to see Miss. Ride" I swear if I weren't at school I would have nailed his fat butt all the way to Canada and of even Nebraska or something! I got up slowly and walked myself to the white board at the front of the class and picked up the lime green marker that was there. I turned to face the board and wrote 6 CO2 + 12 H2O - C6H12O6 + 6 O2 + 6 H2O in big clear letters so that little turd bucket could see I'm no force to be reckoned with. When I turned around I could tell he was shocked and a little bit embarrassed.
"And you name is..." I just couldn't help myself I was some sort of badass, smart new kid who came in with a huge bam!
"M-My name is M-Mr. Ron"
"Well, Mr. Ron as you can tell my answer's write and all that other junk, so may I please sit back down now?" I couldn't help the smirk the slipped across my face; I looked back to where Fang was sitting and he just raised his eyebrow at me and continued to look out the window to the outside world. When I was walking back to my sit Iggy thought it would be cute to cheer my name and give me a very high high-five before I sat earning himself a detention after school. When I got to my seat Fang didn't say one word to more or even show any signs that he even knew I was there. After what seemed like forever Mr. Ron finally gave us an assignment to do that involved partnering up and luck for me it had to be with the person you shared a tabled with. After all the papers were passed out I took out my pen and started answering all the
answers in the sheet every once in a while I would look over at Fang and see him circling away without my assistance.
"Do you want to trade papers?" I looked over at Fang not really expecting an answer; When he looked over at me I couldn't help, but notice his eyes they were so different so dark and... Unknowing, just like him. We just sat there looking at each other while I waited for his answer. I slowly passed my paper forward not daring to be the one to break the eye contact, I really didn't mind though his eyes really were something else. When he finally had to look down to compare my answer with his, I felt so cold and awkward it's like all of a sudden I grew empty inside. I was so distracted by the feeling that I didn't notice that Fang was done checking my answers and was looking at me; I looked at him and just rose my eyebrow the same way he did to me.
"How did you know" was all he said I looked back at him totally confused.
"Know what?"
"Know the answer to the question Mr. Ron asked you, we haven't even went over that section in the science book yet." I contemplated whether or not should I tell him the truth or not. He looked like he was just honestly curious, so I really didn't see the harm of telling him I'm pretty sure he'd found out sooner or later...about the scientist thing not the whole "oh, my daddy hits me and my mom's a traitor who left me when I was 5 crap".
"Well, my dad use to be scientist, so when ever he was home schooling me and Ella it was mostly about science, I never really thought it would come in handy until now." When I was finished I looked up at Fang to see if he would look at me different, like I was some sort of freak or something.
"...Really" I just nodded my head not really knowing what else to say.
"So is this like...you first time ever in a public school?" My breath caught in my throat I wasn't really sure what I should say, I didn't want to make it should like I was being held captive and I didn't really want to lie to the him either. After a minute of absolute silence I finally decided that I'd tell him what he wanted to know except some of it would be true and some wouldn't...the end
"Yea" I couldn't help the chuckle that slipped out, and I knew he could tell it was an unhumorous one too.
"Why didn't you go?" The way he was looking at me mad me feel like I could tell him things and it would be all right-that every little thing that made my life a living hell would just disappear.
"I couldn't go because, my mom lift and my life became a living hell"
When the bell finally rang I didn't even wait to see Fang's reaction, I didn't wait for Iggy, I didn't wait for anyone I just lift. I shoved my hand into my back pocket so I could get my schedule so I could get this last class over with, fortunate for me it's P.E. When I get there I go up to the P.E. teacher and introduce myself and all that other crap. She gave me a locker number and my gym shorts and shirt and sent me on my why. I was a so scared when I found out we all changed in front of each other, I always thought you got your own personal stall to change in, but I guess not. Oh, surprise! Guess who's in my class...that's right LISSA! Don't you think I had enough of that tramp for one day? I grabbed my shorts and shirt and walked over to one of the bathroom stalls so I could get changed. When I was finished I was extremely uncomfortable and completely on edge the scars and bruises on my legs and arms were completely exposed, and the fact that my shorts were a tad to short wasn't really helping. When I got out there I was shocked to find out that the boy's class and the girl's class was merged together into one whole class...great why don't I just get a sign that say "abuse!" over my head in bright neon colors. When I was making my way over to the bunched up group of girls in the middle of the gym I notice Iggy and Fang at the other side of the court waving at me, I gave them a little wave back before making my way over to the rest of girls.
"Okay girls today we're going to run the pacer today. I know we usually run the pace in the gym, but I've decide to change it up a bit, so instead of the gym we're go to the track." as soon as she said the word track all the girls in the gym started whining and groaning and trying to make up any excuse to sit out. I was absolutely confused how could anyone hate running, running was the best way to clear your mind and feel alive when your dead in the inside. When we got to the track the boys were in a line at the starting line waiting for us when we got the P.E. teachers told us that we would need to partner up so that are partner could keep track of how many laps we ran. Naturally I picked Ella because, one she hates to run and, two she's my sister and I love her...duh. By the time we all got into our pairs there was only 9 other people at the starting line other than me. I was starting to get a little nervous, it's been a while since I've been for a run and I was just itching to get going. When I got there 6 out of the 9 people were boys and the only other girl out there with me was freakin Lissa. The moment the P.E. teacher blew the whistle I was off; I broke out into a mad sprint just like an always do. I stayed like that for the first mile, the tingling sensation in my legs, and the slight burn in my lung were things I've come to love and appreciate. The wind in my face, the feel of the rubbery track below was just too much. I started going faster and faster I ran with my eyes closed for about a good 4 miles. I sprinted and sprinted and sprinted when I opened my eyes to see around me I realized I was the only on lift on the track, I looked over at the mixture of boys and girls and saw that they were all staring at me. I kept on going because, it was obviously a pacer and pacing is what you do right. Right when I was about to round the 7th mile the couch blew the whistle signaling that class was over. When I ran over to Ella to see my paper I was stopped by the two P.E. couches.
"In all my days I have never seen a single person sprint almost 7 miles" The Male man said to me he had some muscular legs, but the rest of him was just pure fat. The lady on the other hand was well, built and didn't have an ounce on fat on her only muscle.
"Yea, sweetie have you every thought about joining our track team? I know they'll need someone like you to take them all the way to regional this year." Actually I haven't thought about it, I didn't even know they had a track team actually, I wasn't even sure what a track team was!
"Well, actually I haven't, but I'll be sure to keep it in mind," I smiled at them and ran back the girl's locker room so I could get the heck out of here. When I got into the locker room at least 4 girls ran up to me saying how the wish they were like me and how cool I am for out running everybody else on the track and all that other junk. By the time I got to my locker class was already dismissed and I was still changing. I was almost done change when I heard a gasp from the door way. When I looked up I saw a horror stricken Nudge look right at my half-naked body. I was only wearing my jeans and bra when Nudge barged in.
"Max...wh-what happened to you?" Nudge looked like she was about to burst into tears at any moment.
"Nudge what are you doing in here" I was in a full blown panic I rammed my hand into my locker, trying to find my shirt so I could at least get out of her with my dignity.
"Max tell me what happened to you right now!" Nudge was walking towards me now with her hands stretch out towards me like she was going to hug me. When I finally got my shirt on I slammed my locker shut, grabbed my backpack and ran out of that place. I could hear Nudge behind me trying to catch up, but I new she wouldn't. When I got out to the parking lot Fang and Iggy were waiting for me on the bench closest to the front door. the moment the saw me they both jumped up with smiles on the face (well not really Fang) getting ready to tell me how epically cool I was back there and all that other junk. I completely ignored them and walked right past, if Nudge caught up I'm sure this whole thing would turn into an Oprah Winfrey episode. When I went right past them Fang turned around and snagged my wrist pulling me back.
"Stop it Fang please I need to go!" I hated my voice I sounded like a whining little kid, so pleading so begging. I never had to try to tell someone about my life and the things that go on in it, I never had a chance to prepare-a chance to practice. So when all of a sudden I'm stuck in a situation I wasn't prepared for things seem to start to get out of whack for me.
"Max what's wrong with you" Fang was having a hard time holding on to me. He was holding me by the wrists trying to keep me from running away. Iggy came up and put his hands on my waist trying to calm me down, but I didn't work if anything it just got me even more wired up. I don't like it when people touch me like, it brings back things that I try to keep hidden...deep inside.
"Max wh-" He never got the chance to finish his sentence because, Nudge finally made it to the front entrance with tears already streaking down her face.
"Nudge what's wrong" Iggy let go of my waist, so he could go check on Nudge when she pushed him away and started pointing at me I started to break out into a cold sweat.
"H-her shirt Fang lift it up!" Nudge was still crying, but she was trying hard to compose herself I could tell. Fang looked down at my shirt then back at me, he looked me straight in the eye for what felt like forever before Iggy had enough of the waiting and pulled it up himself. He didn't lift it up very high, but it was still high enough to expose all that I've been trying so hard to hide for so long. The moment they saw the scares and the most recent bruises from earlier this week they all grew quite and I felt Fang's hold on my wrists go slack. No one else mattered, no one else was important at this time all I needed to do was get the heck out there, but I could. I couldn't leave without seeing Fang's face, when I did look up at his face something wet dripped down the side of my face and it was then did I realize I was crying. I looked up at Fang and saw he was already looking at me, the way he was feeling was written all over his face. I looked at him one last time before yanking my hands free and running as fast as I could all the way there. I ran and ran the only thing on my mind was how much I've messed up everything; the place I thought would end up being my heaven turned out to be my hell. The people I've come to love turned to the people I've come to fear. And you know what really suck, is the fact that there is no heaven for me, I'm taunted everyday with the sweetness of death, but no one is gracious enough to give it to me. I'm hurt everyday always being foolish and expecting the best when I already know that the worst is gonna come.
DAANNGGG! that was a rreeeaallllyyy long chapter lol this freakin new tinyword thing I'm using sucks it doesn't even capitalize my I's for me. So there were probably a lot of uncapitalized things in there and I sorry -bahhahah improper English. Remember to review and keep reading love y'allz!
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