"The popcorn is ready." Wayne exclaimed joyfully from the kitchen while Megamind was in the living room selecting a film they would watch.
This was now fifth night they were spending together in a row and Wayne must admit he liked the feeling how it felt to go to sleep together with Megamind and found him beside him next morning.
Wayne's stomach filled up with butterflies every time he woke up before blue man and could just lie next to him and observe his peaceful features and listen to his soft breath. He loved to place his fingertips on his warm cheek, and stroke the blue and silky skin until he would wake up, opening those beautiful emerald green eyes wearily and flash that sweet, happy and dreamy smile at him before he would close his eyes again and nestle closer to Wayne, letting out a soft and content sigh before whispering a wish of a good morning to the taller man and plant a tender kiss on his cheek. Wayne really loved mornings like these and he hoped so did Megamind.
They hadn't talked about yet were they dating like a real couple or was it still hanging out together but Megamind had took some personal stuff at Wayne's place like a toothbrush, razor, pajamas and some clothes which made Wayne assume at least they were getting closer a serious relationship. Or so he hoped.
"Did you already pick a movie?" Wayne asked and set a popcorn bowl on the coffee table before he sat on the couch next to Megamind and wrapped his arm around his slim shoulder.
"Oh yeah, it's one I've always wanted to watch but somehow forget it." Megamind explained enthusiastic and leaned to grab some popcorn from the dish. "Mmmm… Popped corn.."
Wayne let out a soft chuckle and tapped Megamind's tip of the nose playfully with his index finger. "It's called popcorn."
"That's what I said.." Megamind told seriously, his mouth full of popcorn. "Popped corn."
Wayne shook his head and leaned to kiss briefly Megamind's forehead. "You're so adorable." He whispered and nuzzled his cheek softly with his nose, inhaling the scent of his skin. Wayne couldn't help but he had found this named scent very intoxicating during these days. It was intriguing and unique, hint of a pure musk mixing with a scent of the leather and Jean Paul Gaultier Pour Homme cologne. He must admit he really needed to restrain himself not to grab Megamind in his arms and kiss him hungrily or to carry him to the bedroom and tear his clothes off but he couldn't do that. Not yet, not after what had happened only just under two weeks ago.
Remembering his teary face, frightened eyes and a blank expression made Wayne's heart ache painfully and he wrapped his arms around Megamind's slender body protectively. He had got his revenge and he was sure that monster wouldn't hurt anyone any ever again but it didn't change the fact which had already happened. That Megamind felt still broken and vulnerable. Wayne knew it was a huge evidence of trust towards him that Megamind could sleep next to him, feeling not fear or anxiety in his company and Wayne didn't want to break that confidence between them. The last thing Wayne wanted was that Megamind would fear he would take an advantage of him. So, he could wait until Megamind would feel ready to take a next step in their relationship.
"Well, can we start?" Megamind asked finally uneasy when it seemed Wayne had glued to against his body, not saying anything, just holding him possessively.
"Yeah, sure. I'm sorry, I just.. I just like you so much.." Wayne confessed and turned to look at blue man sincerely, loosing his hold around his slim frame a little bit.
"You do?" Megamind asked quietly his eyes full of confusion. "But why? I'm blue and my head is so big.. And bald. And I hardly have any visible muscles like you do.. And I'm so slender and little.. Nobody likes me.." He whispered sadly and shook his head.
Wayne placed his fingers on Megamind's chin and turned his gaze towards his. "There's nothing wrong with you." He said emphatically. "I like how you look, I like to have conversations and spend time with you. Do you know how happy it makes me when I can fall asleep with you and wake up finding you beside me? I don't want you'll speak ill of my boyfriend." Wayne smiled gently at him and placed his palm to cup his cheek.
Megamind gasped and watched Wayne his eyes filled with amazement. "You mean..? Me? Your boyfriend?" He whispered unbelievingly.
Wayne couldn't do anything but beam at him. "Just if you want so. At least I'd like to call you that; My boyfriend." Wayne smiled at him sincerely.
"I thought you didn't like me that way.. Though I hoped. I just.. Are you serious?" Megamind asked gravely, almost frightened and stared at Wayne pleadingly, like he was afraid this was some kind of terrible joke to humiliate him.
"Yes." Wayne sighed happily and leaned forward. "You can't imagine how important you are to me and how much I'm enjoying about your company. You just make me so happy and I wish you'd be a part of my life. Just if you want it too." Wayne confessed and pecked Megamind's lips lightly. "It's up to you." He reached to whisper in his ear.
"Oh Wayne." Megamind breathed softly. "I thought you'd never ask." He whispered and wrapped his arms around Wayne's muscular body, leaning to kiss him lovingly on the lips.
Wayne smiled against their kiss, tasting the popcorn and feeling how his heart was fluttering happily in his chest. They were dating officially, as a couple and it made Wayne felt the happiest man on the Earth.
They kept kissing awhile until Megamind broke the kiss and smiled at Wayne dreamily, so his eyes were twinkling. "Should we watch that movie now?" He asked and let out a soft chuckle while he was petting Wayne's cheek gently.
Wayne smiled at him happily and shook his head, letting out a content sigh. "Yeah. Let's watch this movie."
They snuggled comfortably on the couch, so Wayne was wrapping his arm around Megamind's shoulder and he was half lying on him, pressing his cheek against Wayne's chest.
Wayne was totally lost in the feeling of the euphoria their previous conversation had caused so he didn't pay much attention to the movie. They had watched it about fifteen minutes when the couple on the screen started to kiss passionately and soon they were stripping each other.
When the action was getting even steamy in the movie, Megamind grabbed the remote and pushed forward button, turning his gaze away from the screen and peeping it occasionally from between his fingers.
"Yhmm.. What are you doing?" Wayne asked sounding confused and stared at Megamind questioningly.
"I always skip the sex scenes." He explained quietly still peeping the screen. "You.. You want to watch them?" He asked puzzled, almost frightened and stared at him horrified with wide eyes, lips parted slightly.
"Well, yes, usually I want to watch the whole movie." Wayne stated, still gazing at Megamind who was looking at him afraid.
"Oh.." He breathed. "I.. Okay.. Well, I can go to the other room for a while if you want to watch it.." He stammered quietly and was already getting up but Wayne pulled him back to his lap.
"No." He sighed. "We can skip them if you want." Wayne said seriously but softly. "I just want you feel comfortable."
Megamind flashed a sad smile at him and so they continued watching the movie.
Wayne couldn't help but his heart was sinking every time he saw and felt how Megamind's body tensed on him and he turned his gaze away from the screen, his thumb hovering over the forward button when someone on the screen was stripping clothes or kissing hungrily, not to mention if they were talking about sex or having it. Wayne knew Megamind was timid with all kind of sexual stuff because of the terrible incident he had suffered in the prison but he seriously couldn't have imagined the situation was really that bad.
When the movie come to an end, Megamind turned off the TV and placed himself to sit on the edge of the couch. His face was pale and he looked anxious. Wayne settled to sit next to him and looked at him worried.
"So, what did you like about the movie." He asked quietly and stared at him intently.
"It wasn't so good I believed." Megamind stated coldly, staring at the floor in front of him.
"Well, I didn't like it either." Wayne smiled, trying to lift his spirit but he was still sitting there serious.
They sat like that awhile until Wayne's speech broke the silence between them.
"Megamind.." He started. "Could I ask you something?" He said sounding a little uneasy and rubbed his neck.
"Yeah, of course." Megamind shrugged, not turning his gaze away from the floor.
"Well, I was just thinking.. Hmm.. What kind of relationship you have with your own sexuality?" Wayne asked cautiously and regretted immediately his question.
He felt how Megamind tensed next to him before he turned his gaze slowly towards him and stared at him darkly. "Sex is only a low way to humiliate and dominate others." He hissed coldly. "It should only be used to reproduction though I guess even mankind is clever enough they could develop a way to reproduce without a sexual intercourse." He spoke seriously.
Wayne couldn't do anything but listen closely and shocked. He really didn't know Megamind's opinion about sex and sexuality had crooked so badly and it made Wayne's heart sink even more. Megamind surely didn't know how the sex would feel like with a person you love and care about very much, he surely didn't know anything about closeness or love making, not to mention leisurely and loving atmosphere.
He felt how a wave of disgust and hate swept over him when he remembered what that asshole had done to him and surely made him think like that about sex. At the moment Wayne wished he had killed that guy.
"I don't understand who wants to do it willingly, without a purpose of reproduction. Who on Earth can enjoy about it." Megamind wondered and shook his head.
"Well, I do.." Wayne stated quietly and now it was his turn to focus his gaze on the floor.
"What?" Megamind gasped and turned to stare at Wayne unbelievingly. "You're kidding me right?" He tried to coax him to admit he was only joking.
"No, I'm not." Wayne said seriously.
"Oh.." Megamind breathed. "But you're the smart one." He whispered, sounding almost sad.
"Megamind, I know why you're thinking like that about sex, and it's fathomable, but you're wrong. With a person you care about it can be.."
"It's dirty and disgust." Megamind cut his sentence off.
"No." Wayne sighed and shook his head. "It feels good. And relaxing. And when you're doin.."
"No." Megamind gasped and abruptly his eyes filled with tears. "I don't want to talk about this." He said seriously, stood up and headed to the main door.
"Honey, where are you going?" Wayne asked suddenly sounding worried.
"I think I'll stay at home tonight." He said sadly, trying to hold tears and then he was gone.
Wayne gaped after him in shock, feeling unbelievingly. He could never have guess Megamind had such a negative approach towards sexuality and it was breaking his heart. If he somehow could prove to him sex definitely wasn't so terrible like he was thinking.
The horrific abuse had totally broken Megamind inside and Wayne just wished he could fix him somehow. Because that's what Megamind surely would deserve; Feel loved and desired with someone who only wants to pleasure him and make him feel good. That's how Wayne wanted he would feel. He should take little steps with him and be careful not to scare him proceeding too fast. They were already sleeping together and it was a good start.
He decided he should let Megamind sleep this night in peace and think about what they had talked about. Things usually looked better in the morning, Wayne thought and climbed in the bed. He wrapped his arms around Megamind's pillow and pulled it against his chest, inhaling his scent and hoping wistfully he could fall asleep next to him tomorrow evening.
