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Thinking of you, breaks my heart.

"so, you up for coming to mine tonight" I asked Katy casually as we were walking down the hallway, I looked up at her. He had long black hair, with bright green eyes, her figure was slimmer than mine, but then I had always been curvy.

"yeah, sound like fun, we can talk about what we're going to wear to the party" she replied with a grin.

"what party?" I asked.

"oh my god, the annual party held by some guy, all of our year is going!" she practically yelled.

"I'm not sure I'm allowed to go, I'll have to ask"

"Ask who what?" my 'brother' Edward asked walking beside me. Katy blushed and looked down.

"party, Saturday, can I go?" I asked hopefully.

"I'm not sure Nessie" he stated.

"Jake will go with me" I simply said

"fine, but only if Jake takes you" he said.

Saturday Night

"Katy! Are you ready yet" it was the night of the party and I was waiting. I had decided, let me rephrase that, Alice had decided I was going to wear a dark blue mini-skirt, with a t-shirt which had a little wolf outlined in diamonds (my choice), and a pair of heels that only a vampire could of warn.

"KATY?!?!?!!?!" I halfed yelled.

"I'm coming" she stepped down from my bedroom in a white dress with some mid-height heels, she looked stunning.

"wow, you look amazingggg" I said.

"not as amazing as you, how can you physically walk in those?, Jake's going to seriously loose his eyeballs tonight" she replied

"what do you mean?" I asked puzzled

"havn't you noticed the way he looks at you, he completely head over heels for you." I hadn't realise until now that I had feelings for him myself, but that was for me to know, well and my Dad, but not through choice.

"Guys?! Ar eyou ready yet?!" Jake Yelled.

I smiled "come on we'd better go".

I Saw Jake's Face, Speechless. I smiled to myself.

We entered the party around 8. The music was loud and everyone was dancing closely. I held on to Jake's hand and Katy had already found someone to dance with.

"I'm just getting a drink" Jake yelled in my ear as he walked away.

I felt someone grab my hand, but it wasn't my Jacob, it was Alex.

"can I talk to you? I need to apologize" I nodded and he reluctantly led me to a upstairs room.

"may I take this opportunity to say you look stunning tonight" he said in a somewhat seductive tone.

He kept taking steps towards me, looking at my body.

Before I knew it, he had pinned me against the wall, his strength was too much for me, if only I had inherited strength from my dad I could of easily thrown him off. His hands were trailing up and down my body. He was kissing my neck and jaw. I felt his lips crush down on mine, his tongue trying desperately to get into my mouth, but I was trying desperately to get away from him. His hands were desperately trying to get my top off, but I was having none of it. I only wanted one person now, and that was Jake, my Jacob, the person I trusted the most.

Jake, please, Jake help me, Jake.

The tears were running from my eyes, falling down my cheek. I felt him grab my body, and he chucked me to the ground, like a doll.

Jacob, please help me, Jake, please