So excited right now!! Just saw the Eclipse trailer... 3 times... Ah Can't wait.... Anyways, This Chapter has some sexual situations..... So Beware!
Oh and I don't Own Twilight.... I just own this laptop with a Robert Pattinson background.. :)
Chapter 4: Careless Whisper
EPOV
I wake up to Bella shaking me. A quick look at my surroundings let's me know that we're in my living room.
"What time is it?" she asks. I pick up my cell phone and see that it's after 3. She tells me she has to go and gets up from the couch and grabs her shit. I see her looking around and I realize that Rose left already. She shakes her head and continues to walk to the door and I jump up to walk her out. She turns quickly and looks surprised when she sees me standing there. We say our goodbyes and she opens the door to leave, and she turns around and points to my driveway, and that's when I see that Rose didn't leave.
"Oh Fuck. I'm gonna have to hear them fucking all night" I say once I realize that she's with Emmett upstairs. Emmett always had a thing for her, but wanted to wait until she was legal, which happened last month.
"You can come over my place, if you want" she says, catching me off guard. I'm so surprised that I don't say shit and she begins to look nervous "I mean, if you want…"
I smile once I come out of my shock coma, and tell her yea.
My heart is beating like crazy. I can't believe she just invited me to spend the night. The thought of sleeping in bed next to Bella makes me almost jizz in my damn pants. I walk with her out the door and before I get in my car, she tells me to park down the street. I roll my eyes, I mean, come on?
We get to her house and her dad is snoring from the couch. I follow her up the stairs and she motions me in to her room. I walk in and lay down on her bed, surrounding myself in the Bella scented sheets. She locks the door and walks towards her closet and then stops, and stares at me. I raise an eyebrow, wondering what the fuck she's looking at me like that for, when I realize I'm on her bed with my shoes on.
"Shit, Sorry Bells" I say, kicking off my shoes. I know girls hate that shit. Jessica flipped out at me one time for doing it on her bed.
She smiles at me and continues towards the closet. She flips on the light and closes the door. I reach over and grab her remote and switch on the TV, and then notice that she didn't close the door all the way.
I want to look away and respect her privacy, but I can't help but stare at the open sliver, letting me see what she's doing in the closet. I can see Bella kick her jeans off and then bring her shirt up and over her head.
Let me just say that I've been with some pretty hot bitches, and all of them had some fucking awesome underwear, but seeing Bella, in her Batman panties and black bra, is by far, the sexiest thing I've ever seen. My dick twitches in my pants and I look down and realize I'm pitching a fucking tent. I try and figure out a way to hide it, and settle on placing a pillow over my lap.
Bella comes out in some flannel shorts and a tank top and looks over to me. The look on her face lets me know that I'm fucked, and she walks over to me.
"What's wrong Edward? Why are you all fucking sweaty?"
Fuck. Me
"Umm it's hot as fuck in here. Turn on the fan or something" I say, trying to play it off.
"Ok. Man, I'm tired" she says, sitting on the bed next to me "can I get this pillow, please Edward?" she reaches over and lifts the pillow off my lap, exposing my massive hard-on.
And she fucking laughs
"Edward!?! What happened? Were you watching late night cinemax or something?" she says, still laughing.
I look over at her and she slowly stops laughing.
The realization that I saw her getting undressed causes her to blush, and then bite her lip. She moves to get up off the bed and moves to the middle of the room.
"Is this what turned you on, Eddie?" she says, grabbing the hem of her shirt and slowly bringing it over her head. I gulp down the saliva that is pooling in my mouth as she reaches the waistband of her shorts and pulls them down.
I can feel my erection painfully growing in the limited space in my pants, so I shift a bit to make room.
Bella walks over to me and pushes my legs open with her knees, and then slides in between them. She brings my hands up from the bed, and places both hands on her waist. She puts a hand in the middle of my chest and pushes me back until I'm laying down, and she moves up and straddles my hips.
"Fuck, Bella" I groan. I can feel her warm center over my dick in my jeans, and it makes me want to get all these clothes out of the way and just fucking dive in.
She brings her lips down to mine, and places a soft kiss on my lips. She pulls back and smiles and then licks her lips and starts to bring them back down.
But then we're interrupted by her dad
"Bella?!?! Are you in there?" he says, jiggling the doorknob and knocking on the door. She jumps off of me and runs to grab her pajamas from the floor. I get up and ask her what the fuck to do and she tells me to go in the closet. I make my way there and close the door almost all the way. I leave a crack open so I can see what's going on.
"Bella?? Why is the door locked" he says from the other side of the door. Bella slips on her shorts and tank top and then messes her hair with her hands real quick and opens the door.
"What happened, dad?" she says in a sleepy voice, and I can't help but laugh from my place in the closet. She's fucking awesome.
"Oh sorry. I didn't know you were asleep. How long have you been home?" he asks, looking around the room.
Bella yawns, and then tells him "I got here around 1, but I saw you sleeping on the couch and I didn't want to wake you"
"Oh Okay. Well I gotta get ready for work, but maybe after we can go have dinner at the diner?"
"Sure dad. See you later" she shuts the door and then goes back to the bed. Once he's out of hearing distance, she signals me over, and I jump into bed with her. I move my arms around her and go in to kiss her neck, but she puts her hand up, stopping me.
"Edward, I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me before, but we can't do this" she turns away from me and settles into her pillow.
"Goodnight, Edward"
"Night" I say, turning away from her. Why did she start all of that if she was just going to stop us. After almost 4 years of crushing on her, I finally start to get what I've always wanted, and she shuts me down. I guess it's no surprise, I mean if she wanted me, she would have me, but I guess I'm not enough for her.
I wait until she's asleep and Charlie leaves before I get out of bed. I grab my shit from her dresser and make my way to her bedroom door.
I turn the doorknob and then look back at her. All I've ever wanted is her, but I can see that it will never happen. I walk out of the room, and make my way downstairs and out the door. I jog over to my car and start it quickly, and speed off.
I'm so frustrated right now, and I don't want to go home. I grab my cell phone from the passenger seat and scroll through my contacts, looking for someone to take my frustrations out on.
I press send when I get to Jessica's name, and bring the phone up to my ear.
"Hello?" she says, sounding groggy as hell, and I look over at the clock and realize it's only 5:30.
Oh well, she won't say no.
"Hey Jess. Did I wake you?" I say, acting like I fucking care right now.
"Oh, Hi Edward. Yea you woke me, but I don't mind. What's going on?"
"I just wanted to see if I could go over there"
"Ummm yea. Just come in through my window, ok?"
"Sure, I'll be there in 5 minutes"
I hang up and continue driving until I get to her house. I park my car down the street and walk up to her house, and knock on her window.
Jessica opens the window and I climb in, and instantly start attacking her mouth with mine. She wraps her arms around my neck and I reach down and grab her legs, pulling them up and hitching them around my waist, and backing her up to a wall.
"You got a condom?" I ask, taking my lips off hers
"Yea, but I'm on the pill, Edward. We don't need to use a condom"
"Just grab a fucking condom, Jess" I say, putting her down and watching her walk to her nightstand. She opens the drawer and pulls one out, and I walk over to her, and bend her over, telling her to grab on to the nightstand. I pull her pants and panties down roughly and then move back to release my cock and put the condom on.
I grab her hips and thrust in her, and she groans, which only makes me thrust in harder. A couple more minutes, and I'm shooting my load into the condom. I pull out of her and remove the condom, walking to her trashcan and throwing it in.
I tuck my dick away and pull my jeans up, and turn to see Jessica walking like her damn legs are made of fucking Jelly.
I have that effect on women
She slips on her pants and walks over to me, and kisses my lips. A rush of guilt comes over me, but I ignore it.
"Thanks, Babe" I say, going over to her window and climbing through it, and before I can walk away, she sticks her head out and asks me what I'm doing later.
"Nothing. You should stop by in a little bit" I tell her with a wink. She laughs and tells me she'll be at my house later.
I walk to my car, and get in, and notice a blinking light on my cell phone telling me I have a missed call. I pick it up and see that it was from my bother.
I start the car, and press send on my phone, dialing him back.
"Hey, Eddie. Where you at?"
"I'm on my way home"
"Oh… Where were you?"
"Jessica's"
"Oh. Umm we thought you had gone home with Bella or something"
"I did, but I left her place at like 5"
There's silence on the other end of the phone, so I tell him I'll talk to him later and hang up.
I can't shake the guilt I feel, even though I know I shouldn't feel guilty at all. As much as I wish it, Bella is not with me and I'm free to do whatever and whoever I want, just as she's allowed to do the same.
I get home and slam the door of my car. I see that Rose's car isn't here anymore, and I walk in, closing the door behind me.
I walk in and see there's nobody in he kitchen or in the living room, so I quickly run up the stairs and shut myself in my room.
I throw myself on my bed and fall asleep.
*****
I wake up to probably the best back rub in my life. I look over at the clock and see that it's a little bit after noon.
"Mmmmm. That feels so fucking good, Bells" I say. The hands on my back stop and I look up to ask her what happened, and I see that it's Jessica on my back.
"Bella gives you back rubs?" she says, moving off of me, and sitting down on my bed.
Fuck
"Yea. I mean, we're best friends. Nothing is better than your back rubs though" I say, sitting up and pulling her close to me. Our lips meet and I open my mouth and enter her mouth with my tongue.
My phone rings, and I stop and look over at it. I know it's Bella because Ace of Base's "The Sign" is the ringtone she chose for my phone.
"Are you going to get it?" Jessica asks. I shake my head and bring her lips back to mine.
I lay her down on the bed and we both start undressing each other. I reach over to my bedside table and grab a condom and slip it on quickly and plunge into her. I'm biting and licking her neck, causing her to moan my name as I thrust in and out of her.
The sound of the door opening causes me to look over, and when I do I see Bella standing there, looking pissed off.
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