Chapter 4:
Honest
This isn't what I wanted
I was actually hoping to see a face
Not just hear of it.
You can't face mirrors anymore
Just because you're afraid.
Meet me
Speak to me
Sleep close to me
And then, catch me
Because if you haven't noticed,
I'm falling.
Honest.
It's hard to omit myself from this place
Because this is where I saw you first
In the darkness,
Where nothing but our breaths could be heard
You being as hidden as you always are,
Made sure I didn't get too attached.
You thought, "Without out a face, she won't care."
But as usually,
You were wrong about me.
I care.
I care more now than I ever did before.
Honest.
So many evils and harms you must face
So many paths I must cross to reach you
I'm not looking for a fairytale
I'm simply looking-
No,
Searching for you
I'm looking for your rich voice
Even your breath is priceless
Honest.
I hope for your eyes to meet mine
I hope for the luminous beam
To appear and guide you to me.
Not that I've grown bored of searching
But because it may be easier for you to come see me.
I'm being followed, remember?
Of course you do.
Because you've always been watching me.
And I've been hoping to start watching you.
Honest.
Bother me
Offend me
I will still come running.
Hurt me
Threaten me
I will still hold you.
Run from me
Hide from me
I will still find you.
Honest
So let's forget about tomorrow
Let's forget about yesterday
Let us only dream today
Let me discover you
Let me embrace you
Let me show you affection
Let me be the one
I promise I won't hurt you
Honest.
Right now
I know your standing by my side
Wondering about pulling the trigger
Don't.
Wait for me,
I promise I'll awaken.
Honest.
