Chapter 4:

Honest

This isn't what I wanted

I was actually hoping to see a face

Not just hear of it.

You can't face mirrors anymore

Just because you're afraid.

Meet me

Speak to me

Sleep close to me

And then, catch me

Because if you haven't noticed,

I'm falling.

Honest.

It's hard to omit myself from this place

Because this is where I saw you first

In the darkness,

Where nothing but our breaths could be heard

You being as hidden as you always are,

Made sure I didn't get too attached.

You thought, "Without out a face, she won't care."

But as usually,

You were wrong about me.

I care.

I care more now than I ever did before.

Honest.

So many evils and harms you must face

So many paths I must cross to reach you

I'm not looking for a fairytale

I'm simply looking-

No,

Searching for you

I'm looking for your rich voice

Even your breath is priceless

Honest.

I hope for your eyes to meet mine

I hope for the luminous beam

To appear and guide you to me.

Not that I've grown bored of searching

But because it may be easier for you to come see me.

I'm being followed, remember?

Of course you do.

Because you've always been watching me.

And I've been hoping to start watching you.

Honest.

Bother me

Offend me

I will still come running.

Hurt me

Threaten me

I will still hold you.

Run from me

Hide from me

I will still find you.

Honest

So let's forget about tomorrow

Let's forget about yesterday

Let us only dream today

Let me discover you

Let me embrace you

Let me show you affection

Let me be the one

I promise I won't hurt you

Honest.

Right now

I know your standing by my side

Wondering about pulling the trigger

Don't.

Wait for me,

I promise I'll awaken.

Honest.