Hi, minna! I'm back ,hehe… sorry for the absent for so long .
-full of tears- Thanks so much with the review and favourite, I'm sooooo happy and impressed
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It was a peaceful morning in the hospital where the novelist stayed in. They two were having some talks when he door opened by the red hair woman.
"Misaki-kun, i……" The editor lost her words for a second when she saw the novelist, "Usami-sensei, you've awaken !?" Without another word, Aikawa-san walked toward the man and hold him by his collar, with her devil look , "Why didn't you tell ME ? You want to miss the deadline AGAIN ? Don't you think you'll pass this time…" The black aura was all coming from this woman's back. "Bring your laptop here and work!"
"Wa…wait, Aikawa-san, Usa…" The scary look turn for him. Misaki suddenly feel so heavy as there's a curse placed on him by looking at that scary look. He collected all of his bravery, "Aikawa-san, Usami-sensei has lost his memories…."
Aikawa-san froze for a moment, progessing Misaki's word in her brain. "You….you said… it means…. HE HAS AN AMNESIA!!!!????" then she turned to Usagi-san like a robot, but suddenly she began to swing his head again, "Remember it! You must remember it!"
Feeling his life is in danger, Usagi-san can't think of other thing than doing what she said, but it is impossible for him to remember soon, "I..I'll try to write," it was the only thing that can make the editor stopped swinging his head.
"Ok, that's what you said, then I'll bring your laptop here!" After saying that, the editor run by speed one hundred and eighty out from the hospital.
"Is she always like that?" Usagi-san asked, wonder if that woman always do the same thing to him far before he had amnesia.
"Err…. It's always like that, more or less…" Misaki answered and felt funny to see Usagi-san's expression that he never seen before, a fear expression.
"Usagi-san, um… are you sure you can continue your story?" The younger man asked.
Usagi-san hesitant for a while, "I don't know, but I'll try since that's my job,"
"Ah…." Misaki was surprised with the word which he said. Normal Usagi won't say such a thing, he will avoid his work as much as he can, but now he said that responsible line. It's just strange.
"What? Is there something wrong?"
"No, that's not, " Misaki smiled to make sure that there's nothing wrong.
Later, Aikawa returned with the novelist's laptop and showed him the manuscript he was working on before that accident. Fortunately, that is a normal one, he has just finished one of his BL novel before the accident, so in the short time, there's not request of the BL novels. She explained everything that is needed to know by him.
"Okay, that's all. Usami-sensei, I hope you'll finished it within 3 days," the editor gave Usami-sensei an evil smile. It's obvious that she was trying to threaten him.
"Yes, I will work hard," it's something that he won't say if he didn't lost his memories.
The more times they talked, the more Misaki felt that Usagi-san was different, instead, very different from before. Did amnesia can change a person like that? Misaki was wondered before, but now, he was sure that it did.
"I've got another things to do, Misaki-kun please watch over Usami-sensei and make sure he doesn't abandon his work," Aikawa went out without hearing her assistant's reply.
Misaki was quite sure that the Usagi-san now won't abandon his work since he told him such responsible things. But the things that he worried the most is whether Usagi-san can continue working with his manuscript or not. It's the best if he can, but if he can't ?
Maybe Aikawa-san will kill him
Misaki turned his sight to his lover, who now is staring at his laptop and typing something. Although Misaki just spended several days to talk to this brandnew Usagi-san, he was sure that this Usagi-san will blamed himself if he can't finished his manuscript, because the truth was, sometimes Misaki saw him trying hard to remember something until his head hurt and he always seemed depressed when he failed.
Now, what can I do for you, Usagi-san? Surprisingly you became that independent, so what can I do for you? I know you're trying hard to remember your lost memories, but I can't do anything about it! I feel useless….. Usagi-san…..
Several days later, Aikawa-san went to the hospital to pick up the manuscript that the novelist promised. It was printed already and was arranged in the order.
The situation became strain as Aikawa-san checked on the novelist's work. It's been quite a while, but she didn't make any move or else. Both Misaki and Usagi-san stared at her, waiting for her reaction. It took such a long time until Aikawa-san's hand began to shake while holding the manuscript.
"This…this is…" her hand stil shaking. The feeling of fear fulfil Misaki's heart.
"Ai…Aikawa-san, you know, that manuscript……" Misaki tried to find some reason for Usagi-san. Somehow, he felt that Aikawa-san will tear the manuscript into pieces, but he was cut by Aikawa-san's comment.
"This is PERFECT !!!! Usami-sensei, this is perfect! I don't believe you lost your memory, it's just as perfect as usual," the red hair woman gave her compliment to the amnesia novelist. But In the other hand, Misaki was stunned, he didn't believe what he heard and felt confused about it.
So, Usagi-san still doesn't lost his ability in writing? That's good….
The novelist smiled, he felt relief of that. In fact, he has put a lot of effort into that.
"Is that so? I'm glad. The words just flew out itself when I faced the laptop." He smiled satisfyingly again. It's very rare to see this man's smile when he didn't lost his memories and he never showed that smile to the others except Misaki and Takahiro, of course.
And by that, a problem was solve….
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Right after the afternoon when his manuscript was accepted, the doctor said that Usagi-san's condition was stabile and can go home. So Misaki help his lover to pack up his belongings and they checked out from the hospital. They head home, where they share they love together, their love nest.
Soon, they arrived at the condominium. It was the same as before, before that accident happened. They entered it and Usagi-san turned on the light. It surprised Misaki, as if he has remembered it.
"Usagi-san, how….how can you know....." Misaki was so surprised and happy, he thought that he has had his memories back.
"I…. I just move by reflect…." Usagi-san realized the sudden changed at Misaki's face. He was disappointed. He personally hated to see that expression, not hating Misaki who show him that face, but hate himself to cause him to show that face of his.
That's why he made a move, "Maybe I'll remember something in this house, this is my house after all, right? So, let me guess…. Is that my room?"
Before Misaki said anything, Usagi-san walked toward that room and opened it. It was the room which he used to store his bears, his collection of Suzuki-san.
He stunned and faced Misaki, "Is there any children living here? Whose bears is it?"
Misaki felt funny all of a sudden and wanted to cover his laugh, but he failed. He burst out laughing instead of answering.
"Is there anything funny?" The novelist wondered why is Misaki laughing out of blue. Well maybe it's unreasonable for him, but for Misaki, it's really funny. Doesn't it mean that he admitted that himself is a man-child?
Misaki managed to answer it while holding his laugh, "They're… They're all yours. It's your collection,"
Usagi-san felt embarrassed and asking himself why he has that kind of habit? He still didn't know that it was just a part of his collection and a small part of his childish being.
His guess continued and this time he had gone to the right room. He opened it and saw there was a lot of toys surrounded the large bed and Suzuki-san sitting on the bed. Usagi-san lost his words, he suddenly felt that he wanted to ask himself before amnesia why he had this hobby.
"This is your bedroom," Misaki said, still holding his laugh seeing his amnesia lover's expression.
"Can I sleep by that?" he asked innocently.
Misaki burst out laughing without answering.
Well, I never seen this part of Usagi-san before, so cute….
Usagi-san knew that he won't answer it, so he walked to the bed and pet Suzuki-san.
"His name is Suzuki-san," Usagi-san glanced at Misaki then turned back to Suzuki-san, petting it again.
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Ah, it's done! Yay!
Happy New Year, Minna ^^
It take me a lot of time to finish this chapter, I wonder if it is good enough. I always wonder how would it be if Usagi-san have a normal personality, so I make it here ^.^
