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My torso ripped and throbbed around the edges like every other time I thought of Bella.
I was unable to keep a pained look off my face, Emmett was in fury, Jasper felt his anger and tried to calm him.
"Why does it matter?? And what's it to you??" I spat at her, trying to hide my pain.
She look at me intently, then she closed her eyes.
"You are in love. She is your half. But I can't see why you aren't whole."
I looked at her with my jaw clenched. "I am perfectly fine. My room is none of your business. And Debussy is old, lots of people change their taste in music." I lie. I could never think of Bella, it pained to much. Any reminders were painful.
She closed her again.
"No. You just don't like the memories." There was a pause, "You didn't save her when you left." she told me. A thousand sharp daggers attacked my heart and the throbbing was almost unbearable. Who is this girl?? What right does she have to my love life!! Its none of her business anyway.
Emmett's thoughts were all chagrin with fury and he was visualizing ripping off this Tina girls head. I was not far behind him, but Jasper was calming him, Jasper never really dealt with strong emotions well. So it would be to much for him and he would lash out involuntarily at the girl with no conscious decision, but purely on Emmett's emotions to the girl.
Her sisters Gina Nina and Lina all looked surprised as to what she was talking about.
I snapped and lost control and for some reason I was telling this girl who I knew little about why I left Bella, "What else was I supposed to do!! I couldn't let her become a monster!! I wasn't going to let her be a soulless being!!" I yelled. I was rejecting the calm that Jasper tried to force on me. The strong emotions were upsetting Jasper and he was screaming at me in his thoughts to get control, that the emotions were taking its toll on him.
"You should've stayed with her!! And you are not a monster!! Not in her eyes. She just wanted to be with you forever!! She would have had a soul if you hadn't of left her!! When you left, you look took part of her with you, just like she took some of you. She has your heart. You braved everything to be with her. Then you left. "she finished her rant. Her sisters must of decided it was time to leave and left Tina with us.
This had me a breaking point, she didn't know Bella, she never would, it was not her place to say what Bella wanted, Bella has a family, she is happy. Who does this annoying vampire think she is!! And I begin to see red in rage.
"What do you know!! Alice said she is just fine. That she has a family now." I yelled.

I was too angry to concentrate on anything.
"Jasper grab onto Alice." he looked at Tina confused, but did it anyway.
But I didn't care. I was to furious to notice anything at this point.