I DON'T OWN ANYTHING except their out of characterness. All characters belong to Stephanie Myers and the Twilight Saga.
When I got in I saw my mother and father sitting on the couch, they looked really upset and worried. When they saw me enter the door my father got up quickly, his face turning rapidly red.
"Rosalie Lillian Hale! Where have you been young lady?"
I knew I was in deep shit. I couldn't remember the last time my father got so mad, oh wait, I remembered that I got caught smoking a cigarette outside of my house. I wanted to know what all the hype was about. My dumb ass thinking I was so slick hiding under my kitchen window next to a bush. The smoke eventually sailed up where the window was and coincidentally my father was just washing his hands. He thought someone had set fire to the house so he ran out of the house grabbing the hose to only find me squatting next to the bush smoking it up. He used the same tone as he just did and his face resembled the same shade as he had at the moment. He made me smoke a whole pack within an hour and I never wanted to touch a damn cigarette again. I was scared straight.
"I was at the Cullen's doing my homework."
My eyes shifted to my shoes to avoid their eyes.
"Don't give me that excuse young lady. The school called today saying that you didn't show up to your afternoon classes."
I got caught, but I wasn't going to go down with out a fight. I had to think fast, I'll blame it on the automated systems making a mistake. They're known to report students being absent when they were actually in class those days.
"I did show up, it must have been a mistake, you know those automated systems. It's not news that they mix up the numbers and call the wrong houses at times."
"Well this time it wasn't an automated system. It was one of the clerks, it was a live person."
Fuck, I'm done for. Just admit it and get on with the punishment.
I exhaled loudly.
"Fine, you caught me. I did skip school today. I know I shouldn't have, but I had to leave."
"What was so bad that you had to skip school? Rosalie, we give you everything that you want and this is how you repay us by skipping school? Where did you go? Who did you go with? Are you on drugs?"
That caught me off guard. I was shocked that my father even questioned me about that.
"I went to the mall." I had to lie. "I went alone and NO, I'm not on drugs. I fuck up once and now I'm a druggy? Gee dad, real way to show how much faith you have in me."
I was on the verge of tears, but I held them back. I couldn't believe how my day was going.
"You are grounded for the next two weeks"
"But dad, that's not fair! I didn't even skip the whole day!"
"Don't tell me what's not fair. It's not fair that your mother and I work so hard to make sure that you and your brother have a good life, give you guys whatever you want and in return we ask that you work hard in life and get the education that we expect. Now go to your room, you will not be going on that vacation with that boyfriend of yours or to hang out with the Cullens'."
My head jerked up to protest, but instead I turned around and headed towards the stairs.
"Fine! I didn't want to go on that stupid trip anyways!"
I stomped up the stairs towards my room and slammed the door shut. I leaped across to my bed and stuffed my face into my pillow. How could this day get any worse? I laid there thinking how unreasonable my father was. Then I heard my room door open, I felt calm all of a sudden, it was Jasper. He closed the door and sat on the foot of my bed.
"Are you okay Rosie bear?"
I lifted my head from the pillow to look towards him. He continued on
"Is it true? Did Royce go around school telling people that he was going to take your virginity?"
"I don't know Jazz, I haven't talked to him today. I didn't even bother calling him to find out. I just don't want to think about it right now. I'll deal with him later."
"Just know this Rosie bear, that if he did, he's going to have to go into hiding."
"Thanks for being all big bro on me, but I can handle him myself. God, could my day get any better? Dad really overreacted. He grounded me for the next two weeks. How is that even fair? I can see that a week is reasonable, but two weeks? Geez!"
"He's just upset; you know how it is when you're mad. Rash decisions are made. He might change his mind. Don't let dad bother you. If I were you I would be worrying about what a big mouth Royce has been saying and put an end to it. You know that I never liked that tool."
"I know, I'll deal with him later, right now I just want to shut everything out, I'm still so mad."
"I'll let you be. I'm heading over to Alice's"
"Thanks for rubbing it in my face, you and your freedom, who's the tool?'
I had to chuckle when I said that, he knew that I was joking and he smiled.
"Later Rosie bear."
"Close the door kay Jazz?"
"Sure"
He opened the door and closed it within a second. I stuffed my face back into the pillows then I heard my door open again.
"What Jazz? Forgot to tell me something?"
"Ah no, but I did want to speak to you Rosalie."
I lifted my head and looked towards the voice of my mother.
"Oh, mom."
I wanted to tell her everything, but I couldn't. I didn't like lying to my mother, but I didn't want to tell her what was really going on. I mean it was only a rumor, but I didn't want to talk to my mother about sex. She treaded on that thin water when I first dated Royce, but I told her that it was far from my mind. I didn't think of Royce like that at the time. I only liked him because he was the first guy who actually pursued me. He had sent me flowers almost every week until I gave into dating him. No one ever did those things, sure Edward would get me a rose here and there, but it was only for special occasions such as birthdays and when I made it to the softball team or when I got onto the cheerleading team. Emmett got me a stuff teddy once when we were at the carnival he won it by knocking down a couple of pins, but that was it.
"Mom, I don't really want to talk about it. I just want to be by myself right now."
"I understand sweetie, but when you're ready, mom will be waiting. I just want you to know that your father and I care so much about you and your brother. If anything happened to you two, I don't know if I could go on living. Just promise me that you're being safe and not doing things that most teenagers are doing these days. Promise me please."
"I promise mom cross my heart and hope to die."
I made a cross sign in front of my heart. That made her smile. She got up and walked towards the door.
"I know that your father has been tough on you lately, just know that he does care."
"I know mom, but it doesn't give him an excuse to be so unreasonable."
"I know honey, just sleep on it and tomorrow we will talk about it okay?"
"Alright mom, I love you."
"I love you too."
She stepped out of my room and closed the door. I laid there staring at the ceiling for a few hours just thinking about everything. I dug my Iphone out of my back pocket. I had to get to the bottom of things so I dialed Royce's number. It rung a few times and went straight to voice mail. I didn't want to leave a message, so I hung up. I decided to text him instead.
"Is it true that you've been telling people that you're going to have sex with me this weekend?"
Within a minute I got a text back
"I only told a few people, what's the big deal?"
"Why didn't you answer your phone when I called?"
"I'm busy right now. We'll talk later."
I could not believe what I just read. That got me mad. I was heated. I can't believe I thought that I loved this jackass, but I couldn't let this jerk go either. You know the saying that every girl wants a bad boy, I believe I might be one of those fools. Although I might be one of the hopeless, I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of taking my innocence. For once Royce isn't going to have it his way. I made up my mind. I got up from my bed and looked out the window. It was raining again. I picked up my phone from the bed and text Edward.
"Hey I'm coming over."
While waiting for his message. I went into my closet, put on my sleep tee night gown that I had gotten from Victoria Secrets. The gown was red with buttons from the neck line to the midsection, which I didn't bother to button up. I walked over to my bed, picked up my phone and there still had not been a response. I decided that I wasn't going to wait for his response. I opened my window and climbed out, beneath my window was a little roof and right next to my room were my parents room so I had to get on all fours to crawl under their window. Once I passed their window I got up to tiptoe my way to the corner, I turned left and I got to Jasper's window. He was home then, Alice was there too she was on the floor while Jasper played his guitar lightly. I decided to knock on the window. They both looked my way and I did a pageant like wave and started to mock walking down some invisible stars, that made them laugh and I had laughed too. Not that it was funny to me, but the fact that they laughed at my stupid little mime. I gave them a peace sign with my two fingers and left the window. I tiptoed over to the large oak tree next to Jasper's side of the house and climbed down. I was used to this. I had gone up and down this tree many times when I was feeling rebellious. I ran across my lawn and onto the Cullen's lawn. I got to the side where Edward's room was. There was a ladder lying on the ground, it was the ladder that I had also used many times before. I stacked it up on the balcony and started climbing.
Once I got to the top, I climbed over the balcony and opened the sliding glass door. He always had it unlocked, just in case I ever needed to crash. I looked around his room, music was playing on his stereo, but Edward was no where in sight. I walked into his room and I heard water running, he must be in the shower. That explains why he didn't answer my text. I walked over to his bed and laid on my back waiting for him. I had one thing on my mind. I was going to give my virginity to Edward. I've known him longer than any of the other boys. He was my best friend who's always a gentleman. Who better to lose it to? It's going to be awesome when Royce finds out that he's not the one who took my virtue.
The bathroom door opened and I snapped back into reality. There he stood at the doorway with just a bath towel wrapped around his wait. His six pack abs was defined like a God, with a little happy trail peaking out. I couldn't believe my eyes. He was more gorgeous than I had imagined. He stared at me for a second then came towards me once he recognized who was lying on his bed.
"Rosalie, what happened? Are you alright?"
"Not so much, I'm grounded for skipping school and it turns out that Royce did tell people about his plans for this weekend. The good news though, my father has grounded me for two weeks so that trip with Royce's family is out the door."
Edward had a smirk on his face by the mention of me not being able to go on that family trip.
"That's good to hear that you're grounded. I was starting to think that your parents would let you commit murder and get away with it, they spoil you."
I chucked at his statement
"Well, I thought it was unfair though. I didn't even skip the whole day. I get good grades, I do most if not everything they ask of me and now I'm grounded for two weeks. Two weeks! To top it off I'm not allowed to come over here for those two weeks either."
"Wait what?"
He had to do a double take; he seemed shocked that my father would not allow me to come here.
"That is definitely not fair."
"I know, that's why I'm so pissed."
"So how come you're here in the flesh then?"
"Rebelling, you know cause that's what teenagers do. I laugh in the face of my authoritor."
Mimicking Cartman's voice from South Park.
He laughed which made me smile, that brought my thoughts back to him being almost naked in front of me. At that exact moment I remembered why I had a crush on him, he was just too beautiful. He was looking at me while my eyes surveyed him up and down. He had a smirk.
"No really, why are you here?"
"I have a huge favor to ask."
"Anything, you know I'll do it, just say it Rosalie."
He placed his hands on my shoulder while I looked away from him.
"Royce is planning to take my v-card, but I don't want him to be my first. I won't give him the satisfaction."
His expression turned into shock.
"What do you want me to do Rose bud? Kick his ass? I'll do it."
He got up, but I held onto his arm and pulled him back down.
"No, listen to me before you attempt the murder of Royce King, hear me out."
"I'm listening."
"Okay, I'm not going to let him be my first, Edward."
I made sure we locked our eyes so he'd be able to see how serious I was, I continued
"I want you to be my first."
He started laughing, a little too hard for my liking, my hands clenched into fists, restraining the urge to deck him. He continued laughing, he had the expression of pure delight yet there was a bit of agony.
"Rosalie, you can't possibly imply that I could be the one to deflower you? I'm a virgin myself; I wouldn't know what to do."
"Can the bullshit Ed, we both know that you've seen a porn video once or twice. Just mimic what you've seen. It's perfect. We've been friends for how long now? You're the only one that I know will be gentle with me."
I gently took his left hand and held it in mine.
"Do me this favor. Please."
"Rosebud, this isn't a good idea. I mean, there will be consequences that both of us are not prepared for. There's going to be emotions at stake here."
That statement caught me by surprise
"What do you mean emotions?"
He looked away from me.
"I mean the whole Royce thing. You're still his girlfriend. This means cheating and even though he's a jackass, you still have to keep his feelings in mind."
"Fuck his feelings. Did he give a rat's ass when he told people that he was going to tap my ass, plus the enjoyment of taking my virtue?"
"You do have a point, but I don't know Rosebud, I-."
I interrupted him
"Just shut up Edward. If you're not going to help me then I'll find someone who will. Remember my main motive is to make Royce feel stupid, and if you can't help me with that, well we know who's a real friend."
I got up to leave, but it was his turn to grab my hand, I had to smirk, I knew my speech would get him. I wasn't using Edward per say, I did love him, but I wasn't in love with him. I knew he'd do anything for me and I in return would do the same. His hand led me back to the same position that I had been in just a few seconds ago.
We were sitting across from each other. That's when he kissed me, I kissed him back immediately. He placed his hand around my waist to pull me closer. I started to giggle. This was so awkward. Come on, this is Edward my most loyal friend. He stopped kissing me and moved his body back a little to look at me.
"What's so funny?"
He was serious, as if I had hurt his feelings.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to laugh."
I jiggled my body to shake the awkward nervousness away. "
Okay, I'm ready."
He started to kiss me again and I responded. He licked my lower lip with his tongue, it was a great sensation. To keep myself calm I had to think of other things, things like guitar, but that brought me to music and music drifted my mind to poetry and poetry reminds me of books and that's when I remembered when we were younger Edward had bent down to pick up a box of books and his pants ripped right in the center revealing his tighty whities. I started laughing again. Edward pulled away again.
"You're gonna get it."
"I'm sor.."
That's when he pushed me down so I was laying on my back. He kissed me harder this time, this time it was passionate, like he had really wanted this to happen. I was turned on by this. He stuck his tongue between my lips to gain access, I opened my mouth and my tongue met his. Our tongues massaged each others, swayed in a way like I've never been kissed before. My hands wrapped around his neck holding on really tight telling him that I wanted to taste more of him. His right hand was beneath me pulling me closer to him. He lifted his left hand to tuck a strand of hair behind my ear.
He pulled his head back to look into my eyes and whispered.
"Rosalie, are you sure you want to do this? You can change your mind. You don't have to prove anything to anyone."
"No Ed, I want to do this. I want you to be my first."
"If it's too much for you, we can stop anytime you like. Just say the word and I'll stop."
"I wont, I want you."
I lifted my head so that my lips would reach his and we started kissing again. There was a warm sensation in the pit of my stomach. Some sort of emotion that I was not used to had taken over. I wrapped one of my legs around his towel covered waist and grinded my pelvis against him. He responded by grinding his into mine. I had to let a moan escape between our lips. I could feel liquid forming in my vagina, I was wet. He moved his left hand from the back of my head and moved it slowly to my left breast. I didn't have a bra on so when he grabbed my C cup breast over my gown giving it friction, it felt wonderful. My breast seemed a little too big for his large hands.
"They're really huge"
As he admired the size of my breast.
"You act as if they've just grown over night. I've had these since the tender age of thirteen."
"I knew they were big, but I never knew that they were huge."
I started to blush; we never talked about things like this until recently. So I was a little insecure.
"You are absolutely superb."
That surely reinstated my ego and I smiled and kissed his nose
"Thanks for the sweet talk, but we've already established that you're going to get laid, so no need to impress me with your witch craft words."
I winked at him, which made him ram his open mouth onto mine once again.
His fingers found my hardening nipple that he started to pinch, that only made another moan escape my mouth. Edward had release some moans himself which only made me want him more. I had to break the kiss for a second to breath. He let go of my left breast and pulled my shirt down reveling my breast. When he saw my pink hardened nipple on my porcelain skin, he licked his lips and looked at me.
"You are so beautiful."
"Thanks."
He moved his head to where my breast was and blew his hot breath over my nipple which only made it even harder. He licked it once, and then he licked it again and again teasing it until he sucked on it. He even tried to fit my whole left boob into his mouth while twirling his moist tongue around my trapped nipple. I released my right hand from his neck and clenched my fingers into his sheets; it felt so God crushingly good!
"Oh God, yes."
He smiled at my remark, which only made him pull the other side of my shirt underneath my right breast so now both breasts were exposed. He removed his right hand from underneath my waist and raised it to tweak my other anticipating nipple. He alternated his attention to each one often enough to keep me super satisfied. . This only made me wrap both legs around his waist, grinding up and down on his large hard cock. My gown was riding up on my waist which only left his towel and my underwear as obstacles for his dick and my pussy to unite. Edward released my left breast from his mouth and kissed his way up to my mouth. He swiped his tongue over my bottom lip with one lick then left his tongue out pointing in my direction, I sat up and engulfed his tongue and sucked on it, he tasted like a peppermint candy, and I wanted more. While engrossed in our tongue match he had started to grind his cock harder against my wet folds, which only made me moan louder this time. Hearing my satisfied appreciation he released his moaned of ecstasy. He released my lips which surprised me, and licked his two fingers. I thought that was a bit odd, what was he going to do with those fingers of his? With a devilish grin as if he had heard my thoughts, he removed his hand from his mouth and went slowly towards my aching passage and landed right on my throbbing clit. Once his fingers landed, he started to rub circular motions. I screamed with a delighted sensation.
"Shhh, you're going to wake up Emmett and Alice."
I exhaled a long awaited breath
"Alice isn't even here; she's at my house with Jazz. Emmett sleeps through anything so I doubt he'll hear us. I also can't help it, this feels soooo good,"
Edward chuckled. I thought that was the end of our conversation, Hungry for his lips once more, I lifted my head up again so I would be able to entrap his mouth, but he caught on and backed his upper body a bit. I gave him a "what the fuck look" he smirked at my expression.
"What about my dad, he might hear us."
"I swear to God Edward, you're not backing out of this. You can't just dangle this in front of my face and then take it away. You're going to.."
He interrupted my rambling with a kiss while applying pleasure with his two fingers on my clit. That got me right back into the mood, I had to inhale and bite my lower lip to keep from screaming.
"I just wanted to hear that you wanted this."
"If I didn't, I wouldn't have come here."
"I want to feel your insides."
I was confused; he was going to in a few minutes.
I'm going to put a finger inside you, to see how wet you are for me. I only nodded as a response. He moved my thong to one of the side of my folds. He then placed his index finger in. I closed and rolled my eyes to the back of my head out of satisfaction. He saw how I was enjoying his intrusion so he lifted himself off my body; I protested his movement by wrapping my arms around him, but he blocked my arms gently and looked down at my vagina.
"I'm going to get on my knees."
"Wh-why?"
"You'll see Rosebud."
I was so inexperienced, I mean, I've gone to first and second base with Royce, it was only heavy petting and major groping, but nothing like this. I watched him as he got onto his knees, he kissed my inner left thigh only making me weak in the knees and I was shaking. He looked into my eyes once again waiting, teasing me.
"Remember, I'll stop if you want."
I just laid there propped on my elbows hypnotized. I couldn't stop this, I didn't want it to stop, I wanted him, I wanted him to lick me, kiss me, and taste me. I just shook my head; telling him no, don't stop. Once he saw my approval he started kissing my inner thighs again while his fingers worked its magic on the inside of me moving back and forth. If this is what it feels like, then I don't want it to ever stop. Still moving ever so lightly pressing butterfly kisses, his tongue ended right in the center of my folds, I could feel his wet tongue on my clit. He licked up and down, and then he latched on. There was so much pressure, from his tongue and from his sucking. I couldn't believe the sensation I was feeling, I grabbed hold of his luscious locks and pulled him even closer so his nose was scrunched up on my lower abdomen, he didn't lose a beat though he kept on licking, sucking, licking again and sucking all the while his fingers worked me from the inside. I was hypnotized by his expertise that when my orgasm came I was shocked. My body twitched with delight and I had to grab the closest pillow and screamed into it hiding the most pleasurable outburst I've ever had. The boy knew how to work it.
"God that was so damn good!"
Edward stood up and got on top of me again. I knew what I had to do. I flipped us over; Edward was surprised by this action that he let out a chuckle.
"Now it's my turn."
I smirked as I slowly moved towards the lower part of his glorious body. My left hand removed his towel from around his waist. He reached out to grab hold of my arm stopping me from moving lower.
"Rosebud, don't. You don't have to give me a blowjob."
"But I want to, you were so great. I want to do this. I want to lick you up, then down and taste you." I admitted all the while licking my lips to emphasize the licking
He couldn't believe the words that just came out of my mouth. He held that shock expression for a good minute.
"I just don't want to…"
He looked a little ashamed about what he was going to reveal.
"Don't want to what Ed? Spit it out."
I thought he was going to back out again. I was two seconds from turning into a drama bitch.
"I just don't want to cum so early. I am a virgin. I was about to explode hearing those enchanting moans of yours. If you suck me off, I know I'll bust a nut prematurely and that would not satisfy your requested favor."
I smiled and moved back up to his upper body and straddled him. I kissed his on the nose, his forehead, both sides of his cheeks, both sides of his neck then finally I landed on his mouth. He gave me access to his tongue; I massaged his tongue with mine once again. He held on to my hips and started to thrust back and forth under my wet folds. I couldn't take it anymore I had to have him inside of me. I released his lips and inhaled a long waited deep breath.
"Edward.. Please."
I had this begging tone in my voice; he took full advantage of my vulnerability at the moment.
"Please what Rosebud? What is it that you need me to do? I want you to say it."
I couldn't think straight, my lips wouldn't cooperate because I was too focused on his engorged dick rubbing up and down against me. My lips wouldn't move to say what needed to be said so we could finally get this fuck fest in motion. When I didn't answer, Edward attempted to get up, but I grabbed hold of each arms and wrapped my legs around his waist.
"Fuck me please."
I couldn't believe how desperate I was on wanting Edward inside of me.
"Now that's my girl, that's what I like to hear."
"Edward please, I need you inside of me, please fuck me."
He smiled the biggest smile that I've ever seen on him. He flipped us over. Hearing my plea he reached for my underwear and slowly pulled it down over my knees then over my ankles. Accomplished, he threw it over his shoulders and it landed somewhere. I didn't pay attention to where it landed I was too engrossed by his God like figure. He took both of my hands in his and lifted me into a sitting position. He grabbed the hem of my gown and lifted it up above my waist; I lifted my arms so he would be able to lift it over my head, he threw the gown over his shoulder as well. He crept his way back onto me, spreading my legs with his body as he laid on top of me. I could feel his hardness with a little premature cum on top of my folds. He held his oversized cock in his left hand and guided it into my opening. He was very slow and gentle, but before he started to penetrate he looked into my eyes.
"Are you sure?"
"For the umphteenth time, yes! I want you in me now!"
I grabbed his hair with force this time and smashed our lips together as if to reassure him that I wanted to make love to him.
"Now please."
Once again he guided his cock into my awaiting opening and that's when I felt it. I felt a slight pain, the kind of pain that feels so good that no matter how much pain it was, it just felt good to be in pain. He went very slowly and I could feel my vagina ripping little by little as Edward slowly entered. I was moaning out of pain then out of pleasure. I was welcoming this new pain, it felt so right. I could also feel something inside of my pushed back as if it had popped back. I guess that would be what some people would call popping a cherry. Once all the way inside me he placed his hand underneath my head and lifted my head up so he would be able to kiss me.
"God you're so tight."
I didn't know if that was a good thing or a bad thing. I didn't even think he would have known the difference between a loose or tight pussy seeing that he was a virgin as well.
"How would you know what this so call tightness is when you haven't even had sex before?"
His cheeks turned into a rouge color as he released a chuckle.
"I wouldn't know, but I would imagine that it would feel like yours. It's so hard to get in there, but it's certainly pleasurable."
"Oh, okay."
I had to laugh, I felt a bit silly for even questioning him. I pulled his head back down so our noses were only an inch apart and kissed him again. As if on cue, he started to move back slowly, then he pushed forward which made me groan in pleasure, after hearing me, he released his own groan of enjoyment. He kept on thrusting back and forth slowly at first, but once our bodies united in rhythm Edward became bolder and started to fasten the pace. I couldn't believe how gratifying this business of sex was. The thrusting had gain even more speed, all the while tonguing me and I could feel the burst of enjoyable pleasure rushing through my veins. I exploded into ecstasy. My body started to convulse from this delightful sensation. I was holding onto Edwards's neck at the time with my lips planted on his shoulder. I was too caught up in the moment that I didn't realize that I had bitten his shoulder which broke the surface of his skin, but not too deep where it withdrew blood. Once achieving my orgasm for the very first time from penetration, Edward had pulled out and released his little soldiers on my left leg. He crashed his lips onto mine; managing to gain access to my tongue we swayed our tongues together. He then collapsed on top of me. I smiled to myself. We had lasted for a half hour. I was impressed at how I handled this. I didn't cry like a little baby and I kept the vocal outburst to a minimal. I was also impressed by Edward. He was such a gentle lover. He plopped on his body on the bed lying beside me. His towel was still on the bed; he picked it up and gave it to me. I cleaned his smeared cum off my thigh, I gave it back to him and he cleaned the smeared cum on his thigh as well. He turned to face me; I turned to mirror his position, facing him
"Thank you Ed, for doing this for me."
"Don't thank me Rosalie. If anyone needs to be thankful, it would be me."
I lifted my right hand to cup his left cheek into my palm and lifted my head to kiss him.
"You know that I wuv you, right?"
"Of course I do Rosebud."
He started to make circular patterns on my left arms leaving a tingling sensation and I started to drift into a slumber. The music was still playing on his stereo as I drifted.
"I'm on the corner waiting for a light to come on
that's when
i know that you're alone
it's cold in the desert water never sees
the ground
special ones walk on without sound"
I could have sworn that Edward was speaking to me while I was falling a sleep, but I was so incoherent at the moment. It was a very long day and I was too exhausted from the delightful activity we just had.
"told me you love me, that i'd never die alone
hand
over your heart let's go on
everyone knowed it everyone has seen
the signs
i've always been known to cross lines"
He whispered.
"I love you Rosebud."
"i never ever cried when i was feeling down
ive always
been scared of the sound
jesus don't love me no-one ever carried
my load
im too young to feel this old"
That snapped me out of my almost slumber.
"Huh, what did you say?"
He was silent for a second, thinking.
"Nothing.., I wuv you Rosebud."
"I wuv you too Ed-bud."
"nobody knows
nobody sees
nobody but me"
I slipped right back into my slumber and visions started to swarm around my mind again. This time it was my mother. She was on the edge of a cliff kissing someone that was blurry. The male had bleached blond hair. His skin was fair like mine, but I couldn't make out who this person was. I was so upset, how could my mother do that! How could she do this to my father? I wanted to run to them, split them up, but my legs wouldn't cooperate. I tried screaming, but nothing came out. I placed all of my might into my legs to get it moving, but just as I was about to make progress they disappeared. The scenery changed. I was in the woods again. The same figure with his back to me was there again. His white noise voice spoke to me.
"Rosalie, I love you."
This time I was able to speak without too much force. It still came out slowly.
"Who are you? What is it that you're trying to tell me? The last time you told me that things were going to change. What's going to change?"
The figure ignored my question.
"I was created for you, to protect you. I love you and don't be frightened."
"You keep telling me that! What am I not to be afraid of?"
I reached out to grab him once again and he disappeared, the woods we were in disappeared. I was in my living room once again and my father was once again strapped to a chair by duct tape and bleeding. I looked around remembering that I had this vision before. I once again tried to move, but I felt pinned together like something was holding me back against my will. My voice escaped me slowly.
"Daddy! What's going on??"
Tears were starting to form in my eyes. I felt kind of stupid, how would my father be able to answer with his mouth taped shut? I reached out for him and that nasty creature appeared once again. He was crouching in front of my father, snarling at me with saliva dripping down from its grotesque teeth. It once again leaped towards me. This time it pinned me to the ground.
It hissed out. "You have what I want!"
I couldn't think, this creature was on top of me, spit oozing inches away from my face. I was looking around to see if I could use anything to defend myself.
"Wha- what is it that you want!?"
"I'll show you."
It raised its hand as if to strike me and I jerked up from my nightmare. I looked around, remembering once again I was in Edward's room. Edward had his arms around my waist with his legs entangled with mine. Even in sleep he was protective of me. His hand was strongly wrapped around my waist which made it hard for me to move. He looked peaceful, all thoughts and emotions tucked away in his slumber. I wanted to leave, but my body wouldn't obey my command, plus Edward's dead weight body wouldn't let me. I lay back down and kissed his cheek. I fell back to sleep with Edward's warm body next to mine.
If I knew the agony that I would have bestowed upon Edward then I would have never asked him to do this, but I wasn't thinking clear that night, revenge was on my mind and I didn't stop to think who I might be hurting when I had requested this favor from Edward, if I did, then I would have never asked him of this.
