Here be chapter 4! enjoy! let me know what ya'll think? Only if you want too..!
(Kendall POV)
It had been three weeks since Logan's episode at the hospital and he seemed like he was getting better. The doctors had put him on so many meds I have lost count, but that didn't matter to me. He was getting a little better each day- only four nightmares in these past weeks. James and I were sitting on the couch playing video games when we both heard Carlos screaming. My first thoughts went to Logan; had something happen again? I jumped up, threw everything down and started to run towards the screaming.
"Carlos you are so dead!" I heard Logan yell. Then saw Carlos sliding down the slide. He hit the floor hard. I looked up at the balcony and saw Logan with hot pink hair. I forgot that it was that time of year again. I mean with everything that had been going on it slipped my mind. I couldn't help myself I just started to laugh.
"Kendall, this isn't funny!" I looked back up and just smiled at him.
"Yea, it is." I don't think I should have said that because the next thing I know Logan is sliding down the slide and after Carlos and I.
"Dude, run!" Carlos and I took off. I jumped over the couch. Carlos ran into the kitchen. Poor James was just in the wrong spot. Logan ran into the kitchen. I thought he was going after Carlos, but I was wrong, I heard him digging for something and then he popped his head up with a bottle of bleach. I knew what he was going to do.
"Logie! I love these jeans! Don't you do it!"
"What is the matter, Kendall?" Logan slowly walked around the bar and into the living room. I did the first thing that came to me: I grabbed James to protect me.
"Kendall! I am not a shield! Come on Logan, you wouldn't dare." James and I watched Logan. Something seemed off with him. I noticed his eyes were darker than what they should have been. I noticed Logan hands were shaking. It was like he was trying to stop himself from doing something. I pushed James down onto the couch and ran to Logan. For some reason, I thought he was going to try and hurt himself.
"Logan, please put the bleach down." I said walking slowly to him.
"Kendall, I can't. He won't let me." Logan said I could see the fear in his eyes. I was almost there when Logan brought the bottle to his mouth.
"Noo!" I lunged forward and grabbed the bottle knocking it to the ground before Logan could drink any. I watched Logan knees give way, as he fell to the ground.
(Logan POV)
It was going on three weeks and everything seemed to be going well. I haven't had that many nightmare because of the meds I was given and I was pleased about that. Life seemed to be getting back to normal. Kendall and I had gotten stronger over everything that had been happening. He has been with me every step of the way. This morning was the first time in three weeks that he wasn't at my side. I guess it's because I slept in. I rolled out of bed relived that I had gotten another good night sleep but I really needed a shower after last night. So I got up and walked to bathroom that was up stairs I didn't feel like walking all the way down stairs- lazy, I know. I made it to the door right as Carlos was coming out.
"Morning"
"Morning, cupcake!"
"Cupcake?" I had to ask.
"Yea, I thought I would give you a nickname. I mean everyone else has one for you." I just looked at him.
"Ok… cupcake it is." I didn't want to stand there and tell him that Kendall was the only one that had a nickname for me and break his heart, so why not let him have one for me too? I could get used to it.
"Woohoo! Have fun taking a shower." I found that odd. Why would he tell me to have fun? Well that's Carlos for you. I smiled at him and walked into the bathroom, closing the door behind me. I walked over to the sink and looked up at my reflection. I actually saw me for once. I didn't look like death. I had color in my face; my eyes weren't heavy with sleep and no horrible images looking back. I took my boxers off and stepped into the shower turning on the hot water. As the hot water hit my body, I went to grab my bottle of shampoo but found it empty.
"Dammit, Kendall." I have got to stop letting him use my stuff. He never throws it away when it becomes empty. I went for James bottle of shampoo. "He won't mind." I poured some into my hand and ran it thought my hair. It smelled like cupcakes. "Weird." I thought to myself. I didn't want to get out but the water was getting cold. So I turn the nob and moved the shower curtain out of the way and stepped out and grabbed a towel to dry myself off. When I was done drying myself off I grabbed my shorts and slipped them on. I returned to the mirror and looked up.
"Carlos, you are so dead!" I yelled out, slamming the bathroom door open to see Carlos standing there with a big as smile on his face.
"Got ya!" I jumped for him and he slid down the slide. I walked over to the balcony and leaned over to see Carlos; he had hit the floor and was laying there. I turned my head when I heard Kendall laughing at me.
"Kendall, this isn't funny!"
"Yea it is." Ok. That was it. I ran over to the slide and slid down. When I got to the bottom, Carlos ran into the kitchen and Kendall hopped over the couch. I was kinda happy about this. I knew who I was going to get first. I ran into the kitchen looking for something. I saw Carlos run into the bathroom and I just smiled. I would get him later. I leaned down under the sink and saw the bleach; I just wanted to scare Kendall a little bit. As I reached for the bleach, it wasn't my hands. I closed my eyes wishing away the image. I open my eyes and saw my hands again, I stood up and gave Kendall a little evil grin.
"Logie! I love these jeans! Don't you do it!" Kendall yelled out.
"What is the matter, Kendall?" I asked as I walked around the bar. I watched as he pulled James up from the couch. This is better than I thought; get two birds with one stone.
"Kendall! I am not a shield! Come on Logan, you wouldn't dare." I stopped and looked to my family. What I saw behind them scared the hell out of me. I saw bodies of the dead all around them. Kendall's eyes being melted off of his face. James' body breaking as claws broke through his chest. I closed my eyes. When I open them again, I knew they weren't mine looking back.
"I told you I would be back." That man's voice rang through my head. I wanted to move, but I was frozen in time. I watched as Kendall pushed James back onto the couch and made his way over to me. I wanted to scream out, but my voice had left me. I could feel my hands shaking.
"Logan, please put the bleach down." I heard Kendall telling me, but I didn't have the power to do so. I could feel my arms being raised.
"Don't, please. Leave me be." I spoke inside my mind. I knew this man could hear me, but nothing was said. I watched in horror as the bottle of bleach came closer to my lips. "Kendall, I can't. He won't let me." I knew if Kendall didn't stop me I was going to die.
"Noo!" I felt the bottle being thrown from my arms and then a sense of freedom. My knees gave way, and I fell to the ground. I could feel relief within me and I knew the man was gone for now. I opened my eyes to see Kendall, James and Carlos all by my side.
"What happened?" Kendall and the guys helped pull me to my legs, and walked me over to the couch. I knew everyone was scared; so was I.
"Logan, why?" I turned to see Carlos with tears in his eyes. I wanted to cry at that moment. Just seeing him like this brought sadness to my heart. This man was trying to tear me and my family apart.
"It wasn't me. It was him." I could feel my body starting to shake again. I was so cold. Kendall came and held onto me and wrapped a blanket around me. "Thanks."
"Logan, please tell us what happened." I looked into Kendall eyes as he spoke. I saw the worry and fear within him.
"Why? You won't believe me! You all think I am crazy and suicidal!" I lashed out at my friends. I have tried to explain everything to them. No one wanted to believe that this man from my nightmares is haunting me and trying to kill me once more.
"Logan, we are trying to understand what is going on with you, but you're not making it easy for us." Kendall said.
"Logan, we want to believe you." I heard James say.
"Then why don't you?" I was full of anger now. "You say you want to help me, but when I tell you what is going on you think I am crazy!"
"Logan, clam down please." I felt Kendall's hand go on my knee.
"How? I have this fucking man who is haunting me again and trying to kill me! And he is trying to make it look like I am doing it to myself." I stood up from the couch and walked over to the window. I looked out to see the sun light, but all I could see was the fires of hell, the souls that have been dammed to it by my reckless mistake, and him towering over those screaming souls. I felt myself crying yet again. I brought my hands to wipe away the tears that stained my face.
"Guys, I need you to believe me." I said turning around to face my family.
Well thats that i guess..
