Hey peop-*shit storm of rage*,
Don't shoot me from being gone for so long. Here is the long awaited continuing. I have been going through really bad phrases of depression, but its better now. Here it is, be happy.
Love,
EnglishLilac
Mila's POV
The night was going brilliantly and everyone was getting a little tipsy as usual. I walked over to PJ who was talking to my one of cousins. He smiled at me as I walked over to hold his hand.
"Seriously though, Mila, you and PJ make an awesome couple." Jake said as he finished his wine. I just smiled shyly and pulled myself closer to PJ.
"You know I agree." I heard Alice from behind us. I turned around to see her fake smile. Suddenly she started clinking her glass and the room when silent.
"I would like to propose a toast." He said ans everyone raised their glasses. "To Mila and PJ, lets hope they last." Everyone cheered, and clinked glasses.
"And in the usual tradition of new couples, lets see you too kiss!" Alice added, and I could feel shivers run down my spine. The room was filled with all my slightly tipsy relatives chatting "kiss kiss kiss". I turend to PJ, and gave him a small apologetic smile.
"Oh common there is no need to be embarrassed!" Shouted Alice and the room began to die down. All of a sudden PJ's hands were on my waist and he pulled me in placing his lips on mine. My mind went numb, only the feeling of his soft lips in my mind, a shock went through my spine and I came back from my dream state as his lips left mine. The room was filled with cheers and as I turned to the side I saw Alice's shocked face. I turned to PJ my eyes wide open with shock, he grabbed my hand an squized it a little.
Later that night we were preparing to go to bed, as it was too late for us to go home. I was in my bra and pants when PJ walked in.
"Sorry, sorry." He said covering his eyes.
"Hey it's fine, you are my boyfriend aren't you?" I asked as I walked over to him, taking his hands from his eyes.
"Very true." he said, his hands snaking around my body, pulling me closer. He pulled me closer and kissed me again.
"Also we are sharing a bed." I said looking over at the rather grand double bed we were presented by my mum.
"Nothing new there." He said smiling at me. Pj left to take a shower and slipped under the silky covers, smiling to myself as I fell asleep.
Pj walked into the room, with a huge syringe.
"Mila, you are depresses." He said his voice dark and twisting. He came towards me slowly his eyes glowing with hate.
"Pj was to attractive for you so I decided he could be mine." I heard Alice as she walked in and hugged Pj from behind. Pj was still walking closer, I tried to back away only to find myself against a cold surface. I turned to see a giant bottle of anti depressants now dangerously wobbling. I ran as fast as I could as the gigantic pills flew through the air.
"He is too good for you." I heard Alice say, as the pills hit the ground around me, a sharp pain hit my leg and I was trapped under huge pink pill. Silence fell across the room, only PJ's footsteps could be heard as he approached me, he grabbed my arm and digged the end of the needle into my skin, a sharp pain shot through my body.
My eyes snapped awake. Nightmares. They haunted me often. Pj was looking at me sleepy but concerned. He pulled me close to him, shushing you as your breath calmed down.
"It's okay." He said, kissing you on the forehead. You fell asleep relaxed by the sound a PJ's calm heart beat and in those last conscious moments before sleep over took you, you knew that you wanted to fall asleep in PJ's arm for the rest of your life.
