Chapter 4

Jack's POV

I arrived home after being at Kim's. When I reach my room my phone starts to ring. It was Lori. I picked it up and said hello. She apologized for the way she acted and I forgave her. After all she is my girlfriend and I do love her. She asked if I could come over and I said yes. I quickly head out the door and drive over there.

Kim's POV

When Jack left I began to feel all alone again. My mom was still up in her room crying and I was on the couch trying not to let tears fall from my eyes. Instead of thinking about my dad I try to think about something happy. I think about what Jack had said earlier. He said that he loved me. I'm not sure in which way he meant that but either way it makes me feel happy that someone loves me. It feels like besides him that list is nonexistent.

Jack's POV

I knock on the door and it opens. I'm greeted with a passionate kiss. She pulls away and smiles. She then tells me that her parents aren't home and she pulls me in the house. We fall on the couch still kissing passionately. I enjoyed it but I couldn't stop thinking about Kim. Was she ok? Does she still feel like no one cares? I pull away before I can think. She looks at me weird and I have to come up with an excuse. I tell her that I wasn't feeling well. To which she pity me and tried to make me feel better. I told her that I should go but that I would call her later. I hope she isn't mad at me.

Kim's POV

Its about 11 at night right now and I'm laying in my bed trying to go to sleep but it is impossible. It seems like everything that you were trying to forget all comes rushing back in right when you are about to go to sleep. I hate it. I hate being alone. I hate my life. I wish that things were different. I wish that my life was filled with joy not sadness. I can't take it anymore I have to talk to someone. I call my best friend, my protector from all things sad.

Jack's POV

I am laying in my bed wondering if Kim is ok. Just then I hear my phone ringing, I answer it and hear her voice. Instant relief rushed over me for I feared that she might of done something. She tells me what is going through her mind and how she just wishes it would all just go away. I try to calm her over the phone but I could tell it wasn't working. I tell her that I would she her soon and hung up. I rushed over to her house hoping that I could help her.