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A/N: Alright kiddies :D HEre is yet another glorious chapter BTW I want to really thank you guys for your reviews they make me so happy ^3^ I think i like the way chapter 2 came out rather than how it had been x3x You know what's funny? For those of you who dont know where i might be heading with this story jsut for the record...NEITHER DO I :D! Isnt that wonderful? Maybe thats why this A/N is so logn because I'm thinking of soemthing right this SECOND xDDD I'm a horrible person but thats what makes a good author right? They come up with shit right on the spot so here goes another chapter because i jsut got myself an iderrrr :D
Axel yawned as he sat up in bed. He looked around to his dark colored room. Maybe Roxas was right, maybe he could use a brighter scheme. Before it had been white and tan, Reno's favorite colors. Then Reno left so Axel took it up himself to make it "prettiful" didnt work out to well. "Today is the day...I..." WHAM!
"Axel! I want you to get your lazy fat ass up-"
"Hey Asshole! I am not FAT!" Axel growled at his older brother who rolled his eyes.
"ANYWAYS! I want you to get your ass up and re-color my house this place is a real drag," Reno said letting some smoke escape his mouth from the cigarette he just previously took a hit from. Axel pinched the bridge of his nose.
"I was going to do that today anyways if you didnt rudely slam open my door thusly breaking my wall," he narrowed his eyes.
"Well I-"
"Hey dude relax, ain't my house," Axel smirked getting out of bed and stretching Reno tried not to beat the shit out of his younger brother but it was hard not to you know? "But first I gotta head to work," Axel said getting on his normal work attire.
"Fine but after words you gotta paint the shit outta this place," Reno said looking around and then left. Axel shrugged it off and finished dressing. The red head couldn't stop his thoughts from circling around a certain blue-eyed boy. Things had been so tough for him before that blonde.
FlashBack
"A-Axel you know that..that I'll always love you right?" this stung the red head as he watched the black haired girl take away his whole world. "You know that, after this I'll never ever see you again I can't it'll be to painful-,"
"Xion Don't..." he whispered. He didn't have much strength left, this was her the girl he loved. The girl he gave up everything for, he'd ditched his dying mother his brother and his friends for her. "Please..." she smiled solemnly at him.
"I can't Axel...now that I've done something this selffish to you? You want me after all you've given for me I can't ruin your life anymore I can't be that anchor I wont be your anchor you'll never get anywhere with me around I have to leave...me and Nixen," she spoke her hand on her torso. She was skinny and short and her black hair had been cut off due to Axel's carelessness but she had forgiven him, besides she had always liked her hair shorter.
"N-Nixen?" Axel asked tears forming and he arched a thin brow. "Who's?..."
"Our...baby Axel, I'm pregnant," Xion let her head fall. She didn't want him to know, she had wanted to leave and not have this burden him.
"You can't leave Xion I promise, I'll support you and the baby I can do it don't you trust me?" he was feeling like he was going to have a panic attack. This couldnt be happening, no this happened in movies, TV shows, books, not in real life here to him, Axel of all people. She placed her fragile small hand on his cheek.
"I know I can trust you because I Love you it's me I dont trust, Don't let this bother you Axel, It's for the best that me and the child leave you need to better your life-"
"NO! Xion our baby needs me I'm his dad!" Axel said tears forming but he wouldnt let them fall, not for her, not for this. He'd save them for what's really important, the actual outcome, this was just a silly test, right?
"No Axel...he doesn't need you he'll be fine...but for now I must leave...and you must move on..." she leaned up on her tip toes and kissed his forehead. Axel stood there in shock. She let her engagement ring slid into his coat pocket as she walked away from him and into her car. As she drove off Axel had fallen to his knees he refused to cry. He wouldn't let himself, he hadnt cried since the day he was born, and even then he hadn't wanted to cry. Axel felt himself slip numb it wasn't much else he could due but slip...
March 5th 2004
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Axel awoke in his bed and stared at the ceiling. His house...his studio was empty but a bed and some food. His brother had been stopping by now and then since the break up to make sure he was ok. Axel had felt numb for a whole year now he hadn't done anything but sleep, eat and breathe. In occasion Reno would shove him in the shower and change him. Axel didn't ever know if he cooked his food to much, to little. Once he had to go to the hospital he made under cooked chicken and got food poisoning. He didn't feel that either, nor did he feel his finger being cut off by the knife he was using to cut the chicken in the first place. After many stitches and bruises later. Reno had enough. He walked inside to see the red head looking at his ceiling for the umpteenth time that week. Reno grabbed him by the arm and dragged him outside. "You need air," he growled and Axel shrugged. Reno narrowed his eyes. "Stop this Axel, now, it's stupid and you're starting to look pathetic," Axel scoffed.
"Starting? Look? Hah i am pathetic that's why Xion left me...maybe it is good she took the baby after all I am worthless..." Axel mumbled he couldnt feel the cold morning cement beneath his bare back, and he didnt feel the frost nip at his face with winter fresh air. Axel was oblivious to the fact he was outside. Reno kicked him in the side which Axel didnt even flinch to the fact his brother might've cracked a rib.
"Look at you! You're obsessing over some knocked up bitch who left you!" he shouted. "Stop being a pussy and become the Axel I knew you to be!" he stared at the what, might as well be dead, ginger. Axel stood up and brushed off his shoulders slightly. He looked at Reno with dull lifeless eyes and said.
"Fuck you Reno she wasn't some bitch she was the love of my life and she was smart to leave me that way i can wallow in my fucking KARMA now excuse me I'm going to go light myself on fire maybe THAT i might actually feel," he turned from his older brother and walking into his residence and picked up a lighter. He flicked it alive and watched the flame lick at the stuffy air around him he walked to the mirror and held the lighter underneath his eye, when it made a dark mark that looked like an upside down tear drop, he sighed not feeling the flame as he moved to the other side. "Nothing, Reno bust in and smacked the lighter out of his hand just in time for it to explode silently in the toilet. "You idiot you're not supposed to hold a lighter more than 30 seconds...WHAT the FUCK did you do to your face moron?" he yelled lookign at the identical marks under the red head's bagging emerald eyes. Said person shrugged.
"Might as well've been nothing cause i sure as hell didn't feel anything," he sighed and slid to the bathroom floor.
"This is ridiculous, come on your living with me numbnuts," he picked his brother up and walked out of the studio with him.
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Axel sat on the couch eating potato chips and watching Family Guy.
"Peter did you take the money from the family jar?"
"Who me? Yes Me! Couldn't be! Than Who? Yea I did it," Axel laughed dropping a cip on his shirt. Reno came into the room sorting out his mail and he paused when he saw a tan envelope. Axel ignored his brother as he continued watching as Peter Griffin was singing about how he needed a Jew. He laughed again. Reno opened the letter sitting down next to the laughing Axel. Who had seemed to get better after you know what happened. Reno looked over the letter and his eyes widen. "Oh my god..."
"What princess you finally found out your adopted?" the red head laughed nearly choking on a lays. Reno didn't laugh nor did he snap back. "Yo dude what's got your ball sack?" Axel looked at his brother realizing it was something serious.
"Mom...she's...dead," he gasped out. Axel looked at Reno.
"Are you shitting me?" Axel stood up. "Mom? What are you talking about Reno? We saw her two days ago she was healthier than anyone I've ever seen!"
"I I know that's the trip man," Reno said staring at the paper not believing the text that was held up to him. Axel had his hands on either side of his head and he kicked the coffee table.
"FUCK! Why is it always me?" he yelled. Axel was pissed he hadn't realized how pissed he was, that 'God' was singling him out and ruining his life, his hands shook with rage. "I...I need to go some where," he said slamming the door open and then shut as he walked into the October afternoon. It was chilly and the leaves were orange as Axel stepped over them. Axel needed to let off steem and the only way he could do that was to set something on fire and watch the bitch blow.
Axel made his way to the old abandoned junk car lot, the owner had long left and no one cared enough to know it was there but Axel. Every now and then he'd come here and hot wire a car and drive it to a field and blow it up. That's how Reno got him out of his depression. Today, though today was different, today he would set fire to the whole place the whole 600 acres would be up in flames.
It took him awhile to get some much gasoline around the place but he did it, thank god the owner left big barrels of diesol lying around. "Dumbass," Axel chuckled lighting a cigarette and taking a long drag. he looked at the place and he grinned. He licked his still lit cigarette on the furthest car he could throw it to and he back away to a resonable distance. In seconds the place was up in flames, lighting up more and more and more as the flames drank in the gasoline. Watching the sky lit up with fire gave Axel more pleasure than he'd ever felt. But like a blur he was in hand cuffs and in the back set of a police car. "Dumbass," the police man said to the grinning red head...
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"Thanks for bailing me out bro they'd have me up in that bitch for 30 years to life," Axel laughed lighting a cigarette.
"Tell me again why your brother wouldn't bail you?" The blue hair man asked driving down the road to Axel's house.
"Something about I need to learn what's good for me and that setting the car lot on fire was a bitch stupid Idea something along those lines," Axel flicked the cigarette out the window. Saix sighed.
"He's right moron, Look i work at this place, Organization XIII-"
"Dude you work at that strip joint for dudes?" Axel asked with a disgusted look.
"Just listen fuck face," Saix narrowed his eyes. Axel repressed a laugh, It was always funny when Saix cussed.
"I think it could help you get your mind off things, you know? it's really fun and I'm sure they'd hire you ok? just think about it..." Saix looked at his friend with serious eyes.
"Alright, Alright I'll think about it," Axel rolled his eyes...
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Axel shuddered at his old memories. Ever since he had agreed to work at the club things did start looknig up for him. His brother even let him move back in with him after a couple months of being good. Axel grew out of his pyro stage and now surpresses his anger with boxing. Saix was a great friend and Axel owned him his life. Axel had still been very lonely though. Xion still never talked to him jsut like she promised even after 7 years. Axel eventually got over it. Said red head walked to his car and hoped in and began to drive off to work. He really did like Roxas. The only part was his wife, she had to go either Roxas was leaving her or she was leaving Roxas, no way would Axel be the one to be thrown to the side like trash. Not again at any rate. Axel pulled into his usual parking space and got out. He wasn't even half way in the door before the blonde boy was tackling him.
"AXEL!" He grinned. "Guess what?" he smiled looking up at the red head with his bright blue eyes.
"What Roxy?" he grinned kissing his lips softly to whom giggled.
"1 wanna get a tattoo but I don't know who to go to, could you give me the name of the person who did your tattoos?" he asked sweetly.
"What tattoos?" Axel raised a brow.
"The purple ones under your eyes," he said totally serious. Axel chuckled, although he didn't want to.
"Those aren't tattoos Roxas those are scars see," he leaned closer and the blodne could see the difference he let his figners trail them. Funny how he never noticed those before. Axel let out a shudder of pleasure which went unnoticed by the younger man.
"Oh...Sorry Axel," Roxas looked embarrassed.
"It's ok not like you cause them right?" he grinned and Roxas chuckled.
"Guess not, should we get to work now before Xemnas kills us?" Roxas smiled sweetly. Oh yea, Axel was hooked he couldn't get enough of that breathtaking smile, it would be his forever or he'd kill himself.
"Fer Sure kiddo," Axel smirked and Roxas glared.
"I'm no kid Axel i'm 5 years younger," and Axel chuckled.
"Whatever you say Kiddo,"
A/N: :D surprisingly i got this done all in one night...with occasional distractions (Fred and Shane Dawson from Youtube) xD but i still got it done I really like this chapter it's more of a filler on Axel's life but i really liked how it came out :] and isn't this shocking that Axel is a dad :o! and Xion is the mom? What'll happen next? I have big plans for this story BIG PLANS :D!
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