Chapter 3: what have I done, what will I do, will everyone be ok?
I sat in my room for what seemed like ages. I was staring out my window, I saw the sun set, and I saw the sun rise all in what seemed like days, and months, and weeks, and years. The sun was in the sky but I still felt like I couldn't move. I was thinking about my whole life, reanalyzing it all, I felt like not doing anything would give me answers. Then suddenly the door opened and I assumed it was one of my parents. I just sat there knowing they would say whatever, I would remain un-moving, and they would hopefully leave. But when the person sat down, I felt a sudden heat wave hit me. Omg its Jake.
"Are you here to tell me that you're leaving forever, and that I broke your heart? Because if you are all I have to say is I am so sorry, and I hope you can find better than me." Wow, did I really just say that? I think I did. I closed my eyes. He turned me around to face him and hugged me. I was confused for two reasons. One, I just broke his heart, and Two, he felt smaller than I remembered him.
"Now why would I leave you when you look so sad?" I knew that voice. For the first time, I realized I was crying, for who knows how long.
"Seth? What are you doing here?" I'm utterly astounded.
"Well, you ran away. Nes, you've been here for 16 hours. Plus, you never got an appropriate answer to your question."
What on earth is he talking about? Oh now I see.
"Then why were you off last night and why have you and Jake been so tense lately?"
"Ness, the truth is that, I just can't stop thinking about you, and I love you too. It annoys Jake, because you guys are imprint, and imprinted. Don't worry, I haven't imprinted on you. And I can survive if Jake is what you want. No matter what situation were in at the time, you can always choose Jake over me. And I hope you'll accept that one day I may possibly imprint my self. And if you want to do anything about, us, then you should talk to Jake. I promise that he will listen to you if you just explain that you're not ready and that you want to have other boyfriends before you settle with the guy that you know someday you'll be with. Wait….if this isn't true, don't tell him. Make sure you tell him the truth."
"But Seth, that is the truth. That I'm just not ready for that kind of relationship yet. I need some fling romance along the way, so yes."
"Yes to what?"
"Yes I will be your girlfriend." This was all going too perfect. Think about poor Jake somewhere. That reminds me.
"Where is Jake? I need to talk to him." I wasn't sure if he wanted to see me, but I had to tell him. I had to tell him everything.
"Last time I phased, he was at first beach."
"Thanks Seth, I'm going to go see him." I kissed him " I love you".
