Me: hello so I'm back with my fourth chapter of...

Kashino: One I've Learned to Love yeah yeah...Don't you ever give up?

Ichigo: Mou kashino you are so mean! So you changed your pen name once again eh?

Me: yup XD and yeah what she said... I don't own yumeiro patissiere


All her insecurities

" my answer is...

Everyone looked at me anxiously I did not know what to say honestly, we were all silent until I spoke "I seriously do not know guys, I'm sorry" I said looking down.

We were all silent once again "It's ok Kashino, sensei said we have to tell her tomorrow, since she said by the end of the week you have until tomorrow" she said with a smile "yup she is right Ma-kun and if you decide to enter we can meet again tomorrow and fill out the forms and practice after that"Andou added "thanks you guys" I said thankfully and smiled a bit then went back to my normal self.

We all went to our dorms while I went to the lake to think.

I was sitting under a tree, it was so peaceful and quiet until I heard "so you couldn't sleep eh?" I turned around surprised to see Amano standing there behind me "yup, still don't have my answer" I said, while looking at the beautiful lake with crystal clear water, reflecting the moon.

She sat beside me "may I ask, Why are you so aloof and unsociable?" she asked "umm well that's just who I am" I said "I guess" I added unsure.

"it had to start some where" she said "umm well that I can't tell you" I said since I, myself was unsure about it.

We were talking for a while and I had fun actually.

She stood up and looked at me "Well I have to go, Its getting late and we still have to wake up early tomorrow." She walked away and stopped to turn to me and say "you coming?" I smiled "no thanks I think I'll enjoy myself for a while." I said.

It was about 12:00 AM when I went the dorms and went to sleep an hour later.

It was about 5 o'clock when I woke up I was always one to wake up early.

After I took a bath and changed into my everyday casual clothes since today was a saturday I went out to practice tempering.

"nobody is here yet huh?" I said to chocolat "yup, seems like it" answered chocolat.

I was still practicing tempering when chocolat went to me "Kashino" said chocolat trying to catch my attention as I nodded my head as a gesture for her to continue "do you like um.." she paused and looked down "I don't know...Amano" I froze, unable to speak "w-why do you say that?" I asked "yesterday at the lakeside you two seemed to be having fun together" I did not like Amano did I, no I didn't "I don't like her." I said with a tone of conviction in my voice "oh ok I was just asking" chocolat said.

A few mins. later Amano arrived "your here early" I said knowing that she is not a morning person "Yeah I actually came here to practice what about you?" she asked "would there be any other reason?" I asked "I was just asking sheesh" she said as she put on her apron "by the way where is Vanilla?" I asked since she was no where in sight and they are usually together "still asleep" she said as she started gathering the ingredients for whatever she was about to make.

When I was finished tempering I decided to drink and look at what Amano was doing n-not that I wanted to, so that I could see if she is Grand Prix worthy.

I've never realized that she was so pretty with hair down... "WAIT what the heck am I thinking?!" I shouted as I covered my mouth quickly turning red and trying badly to stop but I actually failed...badly "huh? Kashino are you okay" asked Amano, Chocolat just smirked I knew what she was thinking about and I did not like it "nothing...its non of your business" I said trying once again to hide the embarrassment by looking away, "are you sure Kashino?" she asked unsure taking a close look at me she was so close as I was trying to move away she took another look at me she was close too close and that is when she fell on me...

And to my luck Andou,Hanabusa and the other 3 sweet spirits entered Andou's mouth dropped open "Kashino my my aren't you naughty" Hanabusa joked, And that is when Amano and I jumped up "is that why you woke up so early Ichigo?" asked Vanilla while Amano and I shook are heads together "Ichigo-chan why don't you give me a chance too" Hanabusa said I don't know if that was meant to be a joke or not.

"Anyways are you in for the Grand prix Ma-kun or not" Andou asked with a serious look "I am" I said "great! that is good to hear. Now what about the forms shall we fill them out" Amano said with a smile "sure I passed by the office this morning and got the forms" said Hanabusa "okay first question what is the name of our group?" I said, I did not want the group name to be team Kashino or team Makoto especially with the fan girls around there to bug me.

"I say it should be team Ichigo" said Hanabusa "after all she is the only lady in the group..." he stopped "unless you count Kashino" he continued with a smirk "haha very funny rose boy" I said sarcastically "anyway all in favor of team Ichigo say I" Andou said trying to stop the fight before it can start we all said I except for Ichigo "I guess that's majority." I said.

At the end of the day we finished filling out the forms we went to our dorms to rest since the next day we will do nothing but practice.

Its sunday today and we are going to practice with the team I freshened up and did my everyday hobbies until 9:00 AM.

"Amano your 20 mins. late" I shouted it was now 9:20 AM 20 minutes after the agreed time "I'm sorry" she said "and what is your excuse for being late? I suppose you were not able to wake up early" I said "eh?!" she said in surprise 'how did you know?" Amano continued Hanabusa just face palmed himself Andou smiled at Amano's denseness and stupidity.

"Amano if you are going to join the grand prix you should not be late for practices !" I scolded "if you are not wi-" I said until I was interrupted by Andou "Ma-kun I think thats enough don't you" "U-" I said but once again was interrupted "yeah I think so too Ma-kun so lets keep quiet before anything bad happens" "ANDOU! wont you let me finish a sen-" "Yes Ma-kun I think so too lets stop talking and start practicing" Andou interrupted me for the third time that day "yeah, yeah whatever" I said grumpy while glaring at Andou, while Hanabusa who was watching the whole thing taking place silently, and since I know him very well like the back of my hand I knew he was silently snickering.

We planned to make the simple pound cakes. Amano and I did the baking while Hanabusa and Andou did the decorating.

After about two hours we all finished with the first batch that was ready for tasting "okay ladies first" said Hanabusa handing her the pound cake we made while I just rolled my eyes, seriously Rose boy "its ok...I guess but there is something missing" I tasted it "yup I hate to admit it but she is right" then curious Hanabusa and Andou tasted it "then let's make it again" said Hanabusa and we did.

After making it again we finally ended succesful "Yes! we did it" shouted Amano " just because you can make a simple pound cake does not mean we can win you know" I said "gee Kashino your too pessimistic can't you be sanguine for once?" asked Amano "geez today started out great" mumbled Amano I just rolled my eyes "if i'm always as optimistic as you are you would never improve" I said I was about to continue when Andou was about to say something i put my hand on his face before he could interrupt "and all you would ever be is an amateur" she had a pool of tears in her eyes and ran out "Ichigo!" said Vanilla as she flew after her.

"geez she always runs away and cries that will never lead her any where" I said grumpy "Kashino don't you know how to treat a lady?!" asked Hanabusa "whatever" I said as I turned around ready to walk away since practice for that day was over "Ma-kun I know you care for her...a bit, maybe not as much yet but you still do unlike the other gir-" Andou said but I interrupted him "save it! I don't care for her not even close BUT i will go after her just for the team"I said then I turned around and said ''after all we cant back down now they might think we are sissies which we are not" I said then went out.

I've been looking for a while now and there is still no sight of Amano man that girl could hide.

After a few mins of searching I finally found her by the lake, with Vanilla no where in sight I guess she was not able to catch up to her.

She turned her head and saw me and went back to staring at the lake "do you know how it feels to not be accepted even at home nobody accepts you and you start to feel insecure about who you really are?" she said still staring at the lake I just nodded surprised why she asked such a sudden question "well you know before I got here when I was a kid I used to play the piano" she stopped to see if I was listening and then continued "my mom used to teach me how to play she still teaches up to now anyway a year later or two Natsume my sister was born when she grew up she wanted to learn how to play too and I said why not give it a shot and when she did as she practiced she became better than me and after that my mom stopped minding me and favored Natsume at first I was jealous than I tried finding other things to do than I tried art and it still did not work out and than I found baking when my grandma showed me how that could bring happiness to one's heart..." she said.

I was at a loss for words I did not know what to say. Once again Amano Ichigo managed to make me feel guilty with out even trying "Amano I'm, I'm so sorry" I mumbled "its ok, really, I mean I really am an amateur being contented with such a simple cake I'm not 'grand prix worthy'" she said.

What have I done? "You know what wipe that off your mind and everyday we will practice Monday and Tuesday with Hanabusa, Wednesday and Thursday Andou, Saturday and Friday me" I said firmly "does Andou-kun and Hanabusa-kun know about this?" she asked unsure "nope I'll tell them later" I said "Wait so Sunday is a rest day Yey" she said "I'm sorry to burst your bubble but sunday will be practice with the whole team" I said smirking knowing what her reaction would be one two three.."Aww that sucks won't I ever get to rest?" she asked "maybe, maybe one day that is if you can temper chocolate, make a perfect candy sculpture hmm and what else" I said making a thinking sound letting out a slight chuckle "KASHINO YOU CHOCOLATE DEVIL" she shouted and with that she ended the night.


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