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"Jo, you need to lie back!" Bailey shouted for the third time since Jo had regained conciseness two minutes ago.

"I'm fine" She answered back, this is how the conversation had been since she opened her eyes, Jo struggling to get up while Meredith, Derek and Bailey shouted at her.

"You passed out, and you were unconscious for 10 minutes which means your brain…." Derek began before Jo cut him off, "I might only be a Inter but I did go to medical school so I know what it means!" she snapped at him.

Jo might have been putting on a hard, defensive front on the outside, but inside she was tearing herself down, she wasn't doing it deliberate of course something inside her knew it wasn't normal but there was a voice, a whole different person inside of her who was in control it was hear she was hearing, she didn't fight back because to her the 'girl' was perfection. Skinny and confident with long brown hair. She knew that this 'girl' or 'Emma' the name she had given her when she was 15 and had just became part of her life, was only trying to help her, to give her the biggest desire she had ever had, being perfect and wanted, and every little pound she lost was a step closer to her dream. So she sucked it up. Emma was there to give her that and if she listened to her she wouldn't get punished, she didn't like the way she used her cutting as a punishment sometimes but she can't ignore Emma twice.

'You should have listened to me earlier while that Alex and Christina asked you about your cutting you stupid girl, your weak, pathetic. Am I wasting my time on you? No, then listen to me know and say exactly what I tell you! If you don't there going to make you fatter than you already are, do you want that? To go back to that horrible girl in high school the one who couldn't stay with one family for more than a week? The one no-one wanted, not even your own mother? I didn't so, now listen closely and say what I tell you to say, and I'm only going to say it once."

So Jo did listen, she couldn't lose Emma the only one who wanted the best for her. "I know the risks of it but if I start to feel any of them I will come and find you because the symptoms are not immediately noticeable." Answering the question Derek had asked her while Emma was talking to her. "As for passing out I wanted to do pre-rounds today and by the time I finished them I had 4 minutes to get to the other side of the hospital or I would have been late for rounds, then Bailey needed to talk to me. So I didn't eat this morning, but I'll go grab something to eat know, and I'm in the pit today anyway so I won't be doing a lot of exercise and standing, plus all of your pagers have gone off while we've been talking so I think you might be needed elsewhere."

Derek and Meredith looked at each over, but they seemed to accept her reasons, "Ok Wilson but any Dizziness, headache, weakness, fatigue or a lot of stumbling about page me." Derek said as he and Meredith left.

'Well done Jo, you got rid of two of them so I should give you some credit for that, but it was my words so all you did was not mess them up. Now let see if you really are worth my time, these three looking down at you. You know what they're thinking? That poor, pathetic little Jo can't even take care of herself never mind her patients. There the ones who want to make you miserable and fat, you don't want to lie to them? They don't care about you, they lie to you when the say they care about you and want to help. Think about it Jo, it's their Job to help the pathetic, weak-minded idiots like you. What do you owe them? Exactly, nothing I am the only one who cares about you, who stood by you when you people found out you were in foster care, who helped you when you were labelled the class nerd, who didn't laugh when the quarterback asked you out then stood you up while almost the whole school watched, who was the only one who believe you when that horrible foster father of yours raped you and you got pregnant, and helped you get rid of that horrible thing that was going to get you fat? Oh right, me, me and ME! I'm the best thing to ever happen to anyone, you should be grateful I chose you! Now, look them in the eye, all of them, and repeat after me!"

"Really, I am fine. Alex, Christina I don't know what you thought but the cut were old, the one that was bleeding this morning I broke my razor in the shower and it cut me. Bailey I'm sorry they just got the facts wrong, but thank you at least I know you all care about me enough to do this and I'm sorry if I worried you, but I really am fine. I am also 30 late for my shift in the pit so I should go."

With that Jo got up and left the room, "What do we do now?" Alex asked in a quiet and hurt voice.

"We watch her, make sure she doesn't do anything stupid and we be here when she is ready to talk," Bailey replied as she watched Jo disappear round the corner.

In case you didn't get it the italics was Emma in Jo's head.