My
Life Not Having You Chapter 4
Edward's
POV
Disclaimer: As good as I am at writing this, I don't own
Twilight!
(A/N: R&R, please. This is Day 2 EDWARD'S POV!
Sorry it took so long, I was having some problems with my computer!
BTW: Sorry about the Alice and Edward thing. I just wanted to give
things a little spin! It's nothing serious, but Alice is a little
OOC…)
I glanced over at
Emmett, who was deeply evolved in a game of chess with Alice. They
both were obsessed with it and it was fun to watch. Emmett moved a
piece and Alice glared at him, but suddenly smiled. With her ability,
she could see what his next move would be if she did different moves.
I focused on reading her mind.
"Emmett's so dumb, Edward. I
win, duh," Alice thought. I smirked and settled back against the
couch. It was nice to read minds. You always knew what would happen
next.
Unless we were talking about Bella.
I winced at the very
thought of her name. My beautiful Bella, probably off with the dog
right now. I knew she loved him deeply but his thoughts disturbed the
hell out of me. Why, I don't even imagine doing some of these
things to Bella that Jacob does. It was sickening and if I was human,
I probably would hurl. Emmett groaned and I glanced over. He pushed
the table far in front of him and Alice caught it.
"You win,"
Emmett murmured. He got up and stormed out of the room, muttering
something about 'stupid pixies' and 'Rosalie better be
prepared'. I snorted and Alice crawled up on the couch beside me.
"Bella's with Jacob," she informed me.
I shrugged, even
though those three words stung horribly. Alice ran her finger nails
down my arm like Bella would do. I shivered. Was she hitting on me?
No, she couldn't have been. She had Jasper.
"Do you miss
her?" Alice moaned into my ear, her pointy nails suddenly crawling
around my neck. I tensed up.
"Yes, I miss her deeply. It's
only been two days but I don't know if I can last another one,
Alice," I growled her name and wiped my hand around her wrist.
"Just relax, Edward," Alice whispered and wiggled out of my
grip. She managed to move her body behind mine and rubbed my back,
which didn't ache at all.
"Alice… you shouldn't be doing
this," I hissed.
"Who's gonna
notice, Eddy?" she moaned into my ear, suddenly using the name that
Emmett called me when he was teasing. The name Bella called me when
she wanted something very bad. The name Jasper breathed when he was
angry. The name I hated. I could only stand it from Bella, and Alice
was getting on my nerve.
"Well, Alice, there's, oh... five
other vampires in this household," I growled. Alice sighed and ran
her hand up my bare back, causing me to tense even more.
"What
do they care?" Alice murmured and used her other hand to run her
fingers through my hair.
"Stop it," I warned her. Alice
giggled like a little girl.
"Just imagine I'm
Bella, Edward," Alice said and touched my cheek, running two
fingers over my lips, and then focused both hands on my back.
"If
Bella were here, she'd be curled up in my lap, telling me things I
love to hear again and again, and kissing my waiting lips," I
taunted. Alice's grip got stronger.
"If Bella were here,
she'd be crying about something. Maybe Jacob and how they never see
each other. Maybe she'd be crying over how you won't make her a
vampire. Maybe she'd even be crying over how bad she… wants you,"
Alice growled, racing a hand out of the back of my shirt and down my
chest, resting right above my hip area.
"Don't you dare move
another inch," I said. I went to get up but Alice pulled me down. I
glared at the ceiling. Alice moved her hand so it was on my stomach.
"It's no big deal,
Edward," she purred into my ear. I finally got tired of it and
ripped myself away, leaving Alice sitting with a blank look.
"YOU
WILL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!" I yelled and raced up the stairs,
closing the door to my room like a 5 year old. What was her problem?
Alice never acted like a… slut? Yeah, that was pretty slutty. I
pulled the black hoodie off my head and settled beside the piano. I
was glad Bella was with Jacob. If she was with Alice, psh, who knows
what would have happened. What was with her?
"I'm going to go
pick up Bella from Jacob's house," Alice's quiet voice echoed
through the door in my room. I slammed my fingers on the keys and
started to play a romantic melody which I was making for Bella.
"Good for you," I growled.
A few minutes later, I
heard the door to the downstairs close and Alice's heels clicking
over to my car. Ugh, did she have to take my car? The car door
opened, the engine started, and the car drove down the streets. I
drifted into the chorus part of the song and added in a few keys. It
sounded nice, so I jotted it down in the music. Bella would love
this. It had the perfect melody and sounded just right. For god's
sake, I loved it.
"Edward?" Emmett voice echoed beside my
room. God, what did he want?
"Yes, oh dear master, what can I
do to please you, sir?" I joked. Emmett snorted and pulled open the
door to my room.
"You can remove my clothes, get on your
knees, and then you can …" Emmett started. I lifted a hand from
the piano to smack him.
"Sick," I growled.
Emmett leaned across
the piano and banged his fingers violently into the keys, completely
messing up the tune. I sighed and pulled my fingers off the keys,
glaring Emmett in the eye.
"No, seriously, what do you want?"
I hissed, standing up.
"Can't I walk into my brother's
room and hang out without being questioned?" Emmett asked. I placed
my hand on a few of my fingers like I was thinking.
"No," I
shortly said and walked beside my bed, stuffing the hoodie back on.
"Ok, fine. What was with Alice? I heard you two fighting…"
Emmett admitted, throwing his body against my bed. I snarled as he
rolled onto the side Bella usually slept on. He laughed and rolled
back to my side.
"It was nothing," I lied and sat on a
chair.
"Nothing always
means everything," Emmett said, playing his stupid word games with
me. I growled.
"Ok, fine. She was giving me this backrub and
trying to get into my pants, I guess," I said with a shrug. Emmett
burst out in laughter.
"Alice… and you? Together!?"
Emmett said between laughs. I reached across the bed and held my hand
up to smack him, which shut him up. There was silence for awhile.
"Do you miss her?" Emmett suddenly whispered. I nodded.
"Emmett, of course I miss her. She is my life. My everything,"
I stated. Emmett nodded and looked out the window.
"Wanna
wrestle?" he asked.
"You're on,"
