Authors Note: Just finished writing down all the songs for a playlist for this fanfic. Yes they are rather ranom at times. Most of the BTR is for voice reference when writing.

Playlist:

Pitbull - Hey Baby (drop it to the floor) Ft. T-Pain.

Escape the Fate - Issues

Big Time Rush - Worldwide

Big Time Rush - Stuck

Big Time Rush - Oh yeah

Utada Hikaru - Beautiful World (Japanese)

Utada Hikaru - Deep River (Japanese)

Utada Hikaru - Keep Tryin' (Japanese)

The Ready Set - Love like Woe

Ayaka - Why

Big Time Rush - Boyfriend

Utada Hikaru - Final Distance (Japanese)

Big Time Rush - Famous

Big Time Rush - This is our Someday

Love Automatic - Fight Alone (Main Theme Song)

AN2: If you have trouble finding Fight Alone by Love Automatic go to PureVolume . com the website is tottaly free and trustworthy, you don't have to sign up or anything to listen to music. Don't get them confused with Automatic Loveletter.

Kendall and James Don't like don't read.

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Summary: What happened while James and Kendall were trapped in the sheet after rolling Gustavo off the stretcher? Where will things go after words? Kames Kendall/James M for language and suggestive themes.


James started wailing in this horrible way. It sounded as if a duck was quacking through one of our voice synthesizers on high bass. I tried to touch his shoulder and somehow he managed to sink farther into the corner. "James, you got to get up."

"Fuck off, Kendall."

The door opened and Katie popped her head in the room. "Breakfast is ready."

"Tell him that," I spat pushing past my little sister and walking to the kitchen.

Mom had pancakes and bacon piled on a plate while playing keep away with Carlos. I took a seat at the breakfast bar and they all stopped what they were doing. Logan shifted a seat down and Carlos sat in one of the chairs on the sink side. Mom flipped a few more cakes and set the plate on the tiled counter.

"Do you want me to get plates down?" Logan asked pointing at the cupboard by the oven. Mom nodded and Logan got the plates.

I heard thumping and wailing to my left. I turned to see Katie dragging James by the foot down the hall to the kitchen. I turned back to intently staring at the bar top. Carlos helped Katie prop James up in the chair beside me.

Logan set two plates down in front of me and James but Katie took James's and put it back in the cupboard. "I don't get to eat now?" James snarled looking at everyone through bleary eyes.

Katie slapped down the blue and green dinosaur plate and a cookie monster cup. "You can still eat. Just thought maybe you'd like these better."

James smiled a little bit and watched as Mom poured juice in his cup and set food on his plate. His smile made me feel better. Like I didn't destroyed his life.

Halfway though breakfast Katie cleared her throat. "How long has it been going on?"

"Katie!" Mom clipped.

"It's fine Mom. Not very long, just yesterday night."

Logan cleaned his plate in the sink, "When Carlos, Bitters and I were downstairs?"

"Yeah, it was a quick thing. I was just trying to shut him up." I said picking at my bacon.

"Last night?" Carlos asked.

"Just to try it again. We…"

James stood up and slammed his hands on the counter, "Can we stop talking about this?"

The room fell silent and James stomped off to his room. I found myself watching his ass move.

Dear God, Kendall. You have got to be gay or bi because of Jo. No, not thinking of Jo.

"So you're gay?" Katie asked pouring herself some more OJ.

I ran a hand through my hair. "I don't know." I walked back to my room and found James on my bed, wrapped in my blanket, shaking. "James?"

"What are we, Kendall?"

"I don't know."

"I don't know isn't a good answer. What are we?"

I closed the door with my foot. "That's the thing, I don't know."

"Do you love me?"

"As a brother."

James snorted. "Right."

I sat down and pulled the blanket off him and let it pool on the floor.

"Hey! Give it b-"

I smashed my mouth over James's and pushed him down on the bed. "I love you James. I just never knew it."


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