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As soon as rachel left the choir room went silent, you could hear a pin drop. the only sound was the soft sniffles of Santana as she recovered from Rachels harsh words. Puck stood by the door staring longingly at it wishing Rachel would come back and tell him that everything was going to be okay. realizing that she wasn't coming back he sank to the floor and let the tears fall, he lost the love of his life and it was all his fault.

Mr. Shue sighed "umm... okay guys..looks like practice is over..go home" slowly the glee members got up and left. leaving Santana and puck alone in the choir room.

Ouinn felt bad for Rachel, you had to be blind to not see how much Rachel loved Puck. She looked at him like he was the most amazing person on the planet and he ripped her heart out. What really confused Quinn was the fact that she saw the way Puck looked at Rachel. It was full of love also.

Sitting in her car Quinn sent a mass text message to all the glee girls (minus Santana of corse) telling them to meet at Rachels. She decided she was gonna help rachel get over her ass of an ex- boyfriend and bitch of an ex-bestfriend.


i feel like our worlds been infected

and somehow you left me neglected

we've found our lifes been changed

you lost me...

Rachel sang softly, her voice thick from crying. As she laid on her bed watching her favorite musical, and eating ice cream. She felt like her heart was breaking, there was an empty dull ache in her chest. She was overwhelmed with sadness. Suddenly she herd the doorbell ringing, she slowly made her way to the door. Looking through the peephole she saw the glee girls and Kurt standing outside. Taking a deep breath she put on her best show smile and opened the door.

Right when Quinn saw Rachels face she new that smle was anything but real. She took a minute to take Rachels apperence in. She was wearing a baggy shirt and sweatpants with her hair in a messy bun. Her face was red and puffy and you could tell shes been heavily crying. Quinn sighed before walking up towards rachel and softly saying "Oh Rahe sweetie come here" befor hugging Rachel as tightly as she could.

Rachel tried to hold in her tears but as soon as Quinn uttered those words, she lost it. Clinging to Quinn like a lifeline she began to sob, releasing all her anger, hurt, and confusion. Quinn held Rachel till her sobs subsided into only a soft sniffle here and there. Realization of what Rachel was doing dawned on her and her head shot up. "oh my god Quinn of so sorry, I dont know what came over me" she said while taking a step back from Quinn. She wiped away the unshed tears on her face as she looked around her front yard. All she saw was faces filled with pity and she hated it.

clearing her throat she said, "what can i do for you guys today." It was Kurt this time who took a step forward. " sweetie we came here to make sure you were okay. None of us expected that to happen during glee, but im proud of the way you handled it." He smiled before continuing," It was divalicious" Everyone started laughuing at Kurts words, even Rachel smiled a little.

"Point is diva," Mercedes started. "Were gonna help you get back at Puck and Santana." "Thats really nice and all guys but I dont need to get back at them, its over she won." rachel turned to go back inside when she felt someone grab her arm she turned around to se it was Britney. " Thats enough Rachel! What are you talking about she won? The Rachel I know wouldn't give up this easy she fights for things she wants and I know you want to get back at them." She looked rachel in the eyes and said,"So suck it up, wipe thw tears from your eyes and lets come up with a plan to get them back!"

All the girls laughed and walked into rachels house discussing plan 'payback'. Rachel stops Britney and whispers,"Thank you" before following the rest into the house. She was dont feeling sorry for herself Puck and Santana were gonna pay.


Puck was a mess, he had fucked up bigtime. After everyone from glee left he was alone with Santana. He couldnt even look at her, he didn't need to to know she was crying. Of corse she was shes pregnant and just lost one of the most important people in her life. Puck stood up and walked towards Santana taking the empty seat next to her. "I'll support you and all Santana, but thats it. I have to get Rachel back if its the last thing i do an-" "Don't you get it puck? We fucked up! Rachel doesn't want you back or me after what we did to her. just leave her alone for now, theres nothing you can do." With that Santana was gone.

When Puck got home he was glad him ma was working and his sister was at her friends house. He went up to his room, he opened the door and the first thing he saw was a picture of him and Rachel at the beach last summer, she was on his back with big sunglasses and a smile that could outshine the moon. It was inside a picture frame covered in stars, she had given him that picture as a gift. He walked up to the picture and picked it up, he then walked over to his dresser and pulled out his bottle of Jack Daniels

Three hours later, he was passed out on his bed clutching onto that picture for dear life. An empty bottle of Jack Daniels laying on the floor beside him.


Rachel looked at herself in her full length mirror, she was wearing a short black dress that flowed from the waist, ending midthigh. It had a raindrop effect pattern. She wore a Yellow short cut Bazer. Her hair was lightly curled and she wore light makeup. She had to admit she looked pretty damn good. She smiled at her reflection, taking one last look before heading to school.

As soon as she walked through the doors she noticed all eyes were on her. Knowing that made her smile she could get used to this.

She walked up to her locker and began to get her books out for class. She felt someone tap her on the shoulder. Thinking it was Puck or Santana trying to talk to her, she spun around ready to tell them to leave her alone. Instead she was met a pair of geourgeous greenish blue eyes, she felt her heart stop. She had never seen him before! He was taller than her by a good six inches, and VERY muscular (like oh my god!)

"umm hey im Broody, i'm new to Mckinley..i ahh seem to be lost can you help me" he said laughing nervously while scratching the back of his neck. He was never nervous around girls but something about this girl was different. Rachel was about to answer when she saw a familiar mowhaked boy watching her intently. She felt her heart break at seeing him but quickley pushed it aside. she checked to make sure puck was looking before stepping closer to brody and saying,"Of corse i can help you,oh! and my names Rachel" she said smileing sweetly before grabbing his arm and pulling him towards his first class.


the song in the last chapter was 'You Lost Me' by Christina Agulara

Rachels outfit is /pin/167970261073627819/

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