Think of Me
Chapter 4: Broken
Disclaimer:
I don't own the Mai-HiME characters and since this is a fan fiction site..
You should have already figured that one out, if not..I am very sorry..
you aren't a very bright individual.
Warning: May contain vulgar language and other crap that I may have forgotten to mention.
Italics= thoughts
Bold Italics = soft spoken words (whispers too)
Bold= Loud Words.
No additions equal regular words and/or narration.
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Early the next morning Shizuru got up out of bed and took a shower.
After that she got dressed and left Tomoe behind in the room.
Natsuki was riding her Ducati to work that morning and caught a glimpse
of Shizuru walking. By the time she turned around on her bike the girl had vanished.
"It had to of been you, Shizuru..."
Natsuki said as she felt her heart thumping.
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Natsuki arrived at work even though she felt like she should really be chasing Shizuru.
However, she knew it was important to be at work on time and help the sick
or injured patients that she would have to see during the day.
"Good morning, Kuga." mentioned Nao.
"Morning, Yuuki." answered Natsuki.
"I heard that Fujino arrived in town last night."
"Yeah... I thought I saw her on my way to work..."
"I hate to say it, I don't think she wants you to find her."
"Well, I'm going to find her anyway and we are going to talk."
"Good luck, you will need it."
Natsuki attended to all her patients and put in extra hours
trying to help all the people she could.
On her way out a woman with teal hair approached her.
"Excuse me, Doctor are you Kuga?"
Natsuki looked at this girl like she was crazy.
"Yes, why do you ask?"
"Shizuru wanted to know about you..."
"Shizuru!? How is she?"
"She is fine and that's all you need to know."
"I want to know how she is doing."
"She is practicing for her up coming performance."
"I see..."
"Listen, Kuga the worst thing you could do is interfere with her life...
she left you for a reason."
Natsuki growled angrily, "Why are you telling me this?"
"I am Shizuru's manager and lover."
"It figures that she would have someone like you as a manager" Natsuki grumbled and continued,"You can't keep me away from Shizuru! I know Shizuru still cares enough for me in some way!"
"Can't you get it through your fucking head that Shizuru isn't interested in you anymore?"
At that moment something came over Natsuki and she punched Tomoe in the face.
"Damn you!" Tomoe shouted and was ready to fight back.
"LEAVE NATSUKI ALONE!" growled Mikoto.
"Come on Mikoto, let's get this Shizuru stealer!" yelled Mai.
Natsuki gave Mai a look like she had just said the lamest thing ever,
"What the hell, Mai?"
"Alright, alright... I'm out of here..."
Tomoe ran off like she had pissed her pants or something.
"So, Shizuru is with her,huh?"
Mikoto scratched her head in confusion
"Mai... I thought that Shizuru loved Natsuki..."
Mai was about to respond but Natsuki beat her to it,
"Shizuru never thought that I could love her back, Mikoto."
"That bitch is jealous of you." replied another familiar voice.
Natsuki was surprised to hear the voice.
"Nao?"
"She was asking a lot of questions earlier..." replied Nao.
"Did you catch her name?" asked Natsuki.
" Tomoe Marguerite is what she said her name was."
"Well, what did you tell her about me?"
"That you missed Fujino and your head over heels in love over the girl."
Natsuki yelled out angrily with a blush on her face,"NAO!"
Mai smiled and then commented,
"Natsuki and I are going to see Shizuru-San real soon."
"So, your going to the concert too?" asked Nao.
Natsuki barked out angrily,
"You mean you knew Shizuru could sing and you didn't tell me?!"
Nao shrugged and replied,
"I thought you knew."
"Well, her fucking mom had to tell me."
In a mocking tone Nao asked,
"Are you going to beat the shit out of the teal haired chick and then capture your sweet Shizuru's heart?"
"I'd like to tear her a new asshole... However just talking to Shizuru after the concert is the best approach." replied Natsuki.
Nao rolled her eyes and then mentioned,
"This mushy shit is making me sick."
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When Tomoe returns to Shizuru's room.
"Tomoe-Han, what happened to you?" asked Shizuru.
"Your friend Kuga Natsuki hit me."
"Kaninna, you must've got on her bad side."
"That girl is nothing but trouble, Shizuru...
how on earth could you have loved somebody like her!?"
"You don't know Natsuki like I do...
underneath that cold exterior is someone kind and caring."
"What about me? You can't deny the love we share..."
"Kaninna, Tomoe-Han..."
"How could you... I'm the one who made you a star!"
"I really appreciate your kindness in helping me achieve such a status..."
"That girl doesn't even love you!" Yelled out Tomoe in hurt.
"I am aware of that..."
"Then why do you still cling to such an old crush?!"
"I have faith in Natsuki..."
Tomoe slaps Shizuru across the face out of anger.
"After all that I have given you! WHY?" Cried Tomoe.
"I'm no longer under contract after this concert... after it is over I will take my leave."
Tomoe becomes even more enraged.
"Nobody uses me, Shizuru!"
"My love for you belongs in this job...
you are the one that influenced me to become what I am...
for that I thank you."
"Where does your love for this girl belong then?"
"Natsuki is another word for freedom and I am free to love her."
"Shizuru...I fell in love with you the moment I saw you...
You are the most important thing in my life."
"You don't own me, Tomoe...
only Natsuki may lay claim on me."
"Damn that bitch!"
Shizuru slaps Tomoe across the face angrily.
"That is for Natsuki."
Tomoe became blinded by rage and tears she hits Shizuru harder and Shizuru hits the floor and Tomoe continues to cry.
"THIS IS FOR ME!"
(Shizuru's thoughts)
"I cannot fight off my emotions no matter how hard I try..."
"Perhaps, I deserve to be hurt for hurting both of you..."
"I tried to forget you but all I do is sing about you..."
"Natsuki...why did I run away from you?"
"I'm so sorry..."
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"Is something wrong, Natsuki?" asked Mai.
"I'm fine...it's just that girl angers me to no end."
"That's called jealousy, Kuga." added Nao.
"It's more than just jealousy...I think I hate her!"
"Yeah, I'd hate her too if she was screwing the one I loved."
Natsuki's blood began to boil after she heard Nao's last comment.
Then she stopped when she remembered something...
(Natsuki's thoughts)
"Tomoe told me that Shizuru isn't interested in me anymore..."
"Could she truly have moved on...?"
"I wish that I could still materialize my guns... I want to shoot her."
"Whoa, calm down, Natsuki." advised Mai.
"Do you want to borrow the new sword that I bought?" offered Mikoto and then added. "At least you could rip her to shreds!"
"Mikoto!" yelled Mai in an angrily fashion.
Natsuki sighed and then mentioned,
"If only I was allowed to harm her..."
"Natsuki!" Mai shouted once again and then continued,
"I can't believe you two!"
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