I do not own Inuyasha or Ouran High School host club

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It's funny what we do

"Kagome I love you" Inuyasha muttered in to my ear and I hid the look of disgust as he ground his erection in to my back side.

"Inuyasha no" I said hoping out of his lap and he looked at me in surprise.

Just to hear three little words

"Kagome what the hell is wrong with you?! You've been acting funny for the last three weeks! First you decided to quite fighting for cash and now this!" Inuyasha ranted and I looked at him actually looked at him.

"I'm sorry if my brother just died three weeks ago Inuyasha. I'm sorry that I really hate having sex with you. I'm sorry that when Souta died I lost my whole got damn world!" As each sentence came out my voice got louder and louder.

"What the hell does that have to do with me and my dick?!" He said and I felt the shards of my shatter heart dig in to my already wounded soul.

Three words that now seem so insignificant

"Inuyasha I was there for you when your mother died. Hell then you wouldn't even raise your fist" I spat and his agitation grew.

"That's different wench" He argued

"No Inu your different" I informed him gently.

I couldn't do this anymore.

I love you is the very three words

That broke the bond that was once eternal

It was so simple in Junior High just me and Inu but I guess when Kikyo decided she wanted him back and things at home got even more ugly.

Our relationship just wasn't meant to last.

"That's different wench" He growled his anger mounting

"How? You know my brother was all I had. He was my world"

"See that's what I'm saying! It's was always about the damn kid! What about me and my needs?! You know Kikyo I need you to!" Inuyasha shouted and I smiled at him.

He was killing me slowly twisting the knife lodged in my heart

But in the end all I could do was feel sorry for the dumb bastard.

"I can't do this anymore" I whispered wrapping my arms around myself and tears streamed down my face.

"Ki… Kagome" Inuyasha called gently and I laughed.

Kikyo

Kikyo

Kikyo

I was never Kagome…

I was always Kikyo.

It's moments like this that I wish I was dead or born in to an different family.

It's not your fault

That your definition of love is twisted

"It's over Inuyasha" I breathed out and the look on his face was priceless.

It was like Kikyo was leaving him all over again.

"What do you mean by that wench?" He said violently pinning her against the wall and I looked him dead in the eyes with some sort of sick humor.

"It's over" I said

It was over for us.

It was over for me.

I could have avoided the slap but I didn't. Instead I let the force of the blow throw me in to an stand and I bit out an small shout as an vase fell on my hand.

I was such an sick little bitch but at the moment I needed the pain.

And often malicious

"Get out" He growled.

"Kikyo was always better" Inuyasha said spitting in my face.

And down right cruel

"I know" I said standing and using my shirt to whip the spit off of my face.

"That's why I'm giving you the chance to be hers" I told him and then without another word I left.

Did I love Inuyasha?

Or was I in love with the way he looked at me?

Or was it the fact I was love with he notion of being in love?

So many questions in my mind but I knew they will always go unanswered.

So I'll give you the correct phrase for the definition

I hate you.

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