*nothing really big happens in this chapter but I just wanted to put it up anyway. :)
Sebastian led him to the end of the next hallway when he turned and pulled out a pair of keys to unlock the door to a small brightly lit office. There was one black leather couch seated diagonally from a square desk and a matching chair was placed straight across from it. Ciel looked around and noticed there was a 'actual window' in his office which was a plus to the place and underneath it was a dresser that held a a handful of pictures of small kittens and cats. 'weirdo.' Ciel took a seat on the leather couch and sebastian took his behind the desk.
"So Ciel I'm your psychologist and I'm just going to ask you a couple of quick questions and then I'll be out of your hair in no time." Sebastian said looking through the files in the desk drawer. "Alright Ciel Phantomhive here we are." he pulled a a yellow folder and placed it on his desk. "So Ciel why are you here? You certainly don't seem like you should be in this type of place." Sebastian questioned with a curious look. Feeling uncomfortable under the doctors gaze Ciel suddenly became interested in little piece of lint stuck to his pants.
"Because I don't belong here. There's nothing that matter with me." Ciel repeated to what had to be the billionth doctor. Sebastian suddenly looked tired "Then please explain to me how you ended up here." Ciel bit his lip nervously wanting to leave again. As if reading his mind Sebastian looked at Ciel sadly "Ciel listen I promise you can leave here but you just need to help me finish a few simple questions first please? I want to help you." It had to be the billionth time a doctor had told Ciel they wanted to help but unlike the rest Sebastian actually sounded sincere about it. Finally making eye contact with the Sebastian Ciel nodded "I'll try I guess." Sebastian smiled "okay good. So like I was saying before why are you here?"
Ciel hated the question but attempted to answer as best he could "Because I have panic attacks." Ciel said lamely. "panic attacks..well alright do you know what usually brings them on? Or do you have a general idea?" Sebastian asked. Ciel looked unsure before stating "usually people." Sebastian nodded content with the answers Ciel was giving him for now. "okay now any drug abuse alcohol abuse I should know about?" Ciel shook his head and Sebastian smiled again making Ciel feel oddly proud "good.""Is everything good at home? Parent wise any brothers or sisters in the picture?" Ciel nervously played with his hands before swallowing "no brothers or sisters and my parents are nice to me." Sebastian nodded and wrote something down that Ciel couldn't see.
"any thoughts of hurting yourself?" Sebastian asked seriously. "nope." Ciel answered. "okay. Well it looks as if that's all the questions for now." Sebastian said finishing up his last minute notes before reaching into his dresser drawer pulling out a stethoscope and a sphygmomanometer (a/n. It's the thing doctors use to check your blood pressure). "i'll see you again latter of course since we usually have sessions in the middle of the day for about an hour or two. And since the rest of the patients have already gotten there vitals done with so I'll do yours now and then show you around. sound alright?" Ciel nodded as Sebastian placed the stethoscope in his ears and sat on the couch next to Ciel. "Sorry if it's cold." Sebastian said leaning closer to Ciel to place the stethoscope under Ciels shirt.
Listening intently for the sound of Ciels heart beat. Sebastian's black framed hair fell gently on his face so he used his free hand to tuck some of the stray locks behind his ear. Ciel just stared nervously at Sebastian smooth hair. Wishing for this all to be over soon he was so close. Breathing softly through his nose and out his mouth like he did a numerous amount of times at regular checkups Ciel noted that Sebastian smelt pretty good. 'wait what?' Ciel blushed lightly at his train of thought.
'Well he does smell good it's not a lie. I mean it's not like it's weird for a guy to say that about another guy right? why am I getting so worked up about it? Ciel thought as Sebastian moved the stethoscope around "sorry I can't seem to find. Ah there it is! Seems a bit fast but it's strong and healthy." Sebastian pulled back taking out the stethoscope from his ears and placing it in the space next to him before quickly taking Ciels blood pressure and recording everything down. "alright everything seems pretty good to me. So let me take you to where everyone else is okay." Sebastian said getting up and holding the door for Ciel. Ciel got up and passed through the door following sebastian before remembering something "hey um Sebastian when do you think I could possibly go home?" Ciel asked looking slightly hopeful. Sebastian looked back "I'm sorry Ciel it could be a while. Just until we see that you improved enough then you can leave." Ciel huffed a little frustrated he couldnt leave sooner and continued to follow Sebastian. They walked past a wall that had windows looking into the cafeteria area where about twenty kids or so sat around eating bagels, toast, scrambled eggs and so on from plastic trays. Looking among the crowd of people Ciel spotted Alois sitting at a circle table with a small group of people judging by how one of the kids was wearing a crown on his head Ciel was taking a lucky guess saying it was soma, the blond hair girl wearing a frilly pink shirt he was guessing was Elizabeth since she was the only girl at the table, and then the other two must be Finny and Lau Ciel thought to himself. Alois seeing Ciel through the glass window said something to the table before hoping up to go meet Ciel. Before Alois made it into the hallway Sebastian looked slightly panicked and quickly turned to Ciel "Listen Ciel just...be careful with Alois.
"** appreciate all the reviews guys :) I'm uploading this chapter a little early. Sorry I know it's not really eventful yet but I'll try to get it going soon.
