Authors Note

Alrighty, not everybody voted so I just kinda winged it. Hope you like this chapter it's short because I want to finish it because I'm going on vacation soon and I got inspired so I wrote! I don't own Gossip Girl or any of the characters.

Enjoy.

Nate's lips were soft against mine. We weren't moving, just savoring the feeling of each other. Well, I was. I felt like I was on cloud nine, like I'm the only girl who matters. His lips were on mine for a good 7 seconds, he gently pulled away and looked at me.

"Jenny…" Nate said but I cut him off.

"Don't say it, I know. Just save me the whole 'I got caught up in the moment and it meant nothing.' Don't worry, I get it." I ran my hands through my hair just so I don't have to look in to his beautiful blue eyes.

"I wasn't going to say that, but I don't know what to do about this. About us." Nate admitted.

"I don't know either. I don't exactly have that much experience; I mean this is all so new to me. I've never felt this way before." I slowly looked into his eyes and sucked in my breath.

I've never seen them so blue, so intense. They were looking so intently at me like I was his only care in the world.

"Maybe we could try this, do it in secret or something. I just never felt this way about anyone and I think maybe it could be something good and I don't want to pass this up. I-I don't know about you but I-I want to give this, give us, a shot." It's not my best skill, telling how I'm feeling, but I think I did ok.

I shyly looked up at Nate; he had a small smile on his face. We stayed silent for a few moments before Nate spoke.

"I want to try this too." Nate pushed his lips on mine and it was the best feeling ever.

Our kiss was passionate and raw like everything that was building up to it was like a movie. I was on air and I couldn't feel any better. I moved so I was sitting on Nate's lap. I put my arms around his neck and he put his arms around my waist.

By the time we reached my house Nate's one hand was under my shirt and his other hand was running up and down my thigh. Nate's shirt was unbuttoned and I was ogling his perfect six-pack.

I looked out the window and saw my apartment.

"Nate, this is my stop." I smiled and moved aside.

"This ended up being a good night." Nate smirked and buttoned up his shirt.

That's when I realized it. Nate has a girlfriend, Blair. And she hates me.

"Uh Nate? What about Blair?" I asked dread washing threw me.

"Shit. We don't tell her and stick to what we decided." Nate said sure of himself.

"Are you sure? I don't want to put pressure on you." I told him.

"Yes. Jenny I want to do this." Nate said and kissed my forehead.

"Ok, I guess I better go." I smiled and gave him one last kiss before I left.

That night I went to bed smiling.