K: Hey, sousuke
S: yeah?
K: you weren't feel too eager about that new year's plan, aren't you? do you have something in mind?
S: …. Well, I was planning on doing something different actually
K: what? Do you have to do all night work again in new year or you want to take Seiya somewhere?
S: no, Seiya can't came home because he already has something else to do. Despite that, I already empty my schedule on 31 December and 1 January beforehand
K: so you have already planned something before huh? What is it?
S: I was planning to go with you to the hot spring or someplace nice because I just want this to be our time together. It's our first new year after all….
K: Sousuke…..,That's a thoughtful of you. I'm sorry….., I just feel guilty for them because they look sad when we told him about last night. Besides, I almost tell them about our secret so I just give that idea to cover that up
S: it's okay, I understand. More importantly, we can't do anything suspicious around them, so it will be hard for us to do anything at all
K: Sousuke, do we really have to keep this a secret? We can't really do anything if we don't tell them about this, don't you think?
S: I told you before, that is out of question. No one should ever found out about our relationship except Banjou-Senshu
K: so there's nothing we can do then?
S: well, we still have several days until new year's eve, so why don't we the most of it and sleep together all night until new year?
K: yeah! I like that. In fact, why don't we sleep together every night? Since we've been living together and we are boyfriends too, I think it's just natural to do that and more convenient too!
S: ….. I'm still not sure about that idea
K: W-why? Don't you like to sleep with me? Am I loud or do annoying things in my sleep?
S: no, I actually think your sleep talking is kind of cute
K: I sleep talking….? … anyway, what's the matter then?
S: it's because you always want to have sex if we are sleeping together, I don't have that much energy. I have a work to do in the next day. If we do that every day, you will break me for sure
K: we don't have to do sex every time we sleep together you know? I really enjoy just cuddling with you, I think it's fun^^
S: are you sure about that? can you promise me it will not be sex every time we sleep together?
K: of course! I will die of exhaustion if we do it every day, I also have limitation you know
S: ….. well….. I think it could be fun, I guess
K: of course! So what you say?
S: I agree then
K: you do? Yeay!^^
S: but you will responsible to clean my room as well. We will figure out the way to split the house work between us
K: do you mean "our room"? ^^
S: y-yeah, our room, sure…
I can see he is blushing after he says that. It probably embarrassed him a little bit, but I can see a smile on his face, he is happy
K: heheheh, you are cute when you flustered like that
S: stop it!
He punches me as he says that. Why everybody treats me like I'm some kind of punching and kicking sack? Is it the fate of a free loader? To be tortured anytime they want?
K: hey! Come here you-
Sousuke already run a head of me to our home, I chase him to the front door and start to tickle him to the death
S: Hahahah, He-, Sto-, hahahah. I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
K: heheheh now you give up huh?
S: please don't do that again! It hurts
K: what do you think about kicking and punching then?
S: It's because of you almost tell them about us and …. haaah…, okay, I'm sorry alright? So….., are we cool?
K: let me give you the answer^^
I can see that he is feeling guilty about doing that, I know I'm just joking but he is pretty serious about this, I start to feel guilty myself. After that I reach my hand towards back of his head and start to kiss him deeply. I could tell he is enjoying it because he slipped his tongue and play it in my mouth too. That kiss last about one minute.
K: whew…
S: hmmm….. ^^
K: so, who should to go to bath first?
S: I think you can go ahead; I still have to make up our bed for tonight
K: really? You don't want me to help out?
S: no, my room is kind of messy and I don't want you to go in just yet
K: heheheh, suit yourself. I'm gonna go ahead then
I casually kiss him again before go to the bathroom.
After taking a bath, I wait him while watching TV
K: hey, do you want to join me?
S: nah, I think I'm gonna pass for now
K: really? Are you that exhausted?
S: of course, we do it two times today. How can I not be exhausted?
K: we can do it one more time if you want ^^
S: stop teasing me, I will go to the bed now
K: heheheh, I'll come too
After turning off the TV we head to our room. Then we get in bed, I hug him from behind. I can feel his warmth as I stroking his head. He smells nice, especially after taking a bath like this. I got excited with the thought of doing this with him everyday
K: hey Sousuke
S: mmm? What?
K: are you happy that we are boyfriends?
S: of course, why you have to ask that again?
K: just curious, what about Gou? Do you still love him too?
S: yes….. and no
K: mmmm? what do you mean?
S: I was attracted and fell in love with him romantically because he is the closest friend of mine. And you are also my closest friend so mine so I feel the same way about you too. But these past couple of months, my feeling to him gradually changed. I no longer love him romantically, just as best friend that I cherished so much. That's because you came around, I'm sure about it. I love you with all my heart, Kuugo. Every little things and mistakes that you make made me certain about that and I don't want to lose you again. The thought of being apart from you makes me really sad so I won't let that happen, ever.
K: Sousuke…..
S: I just love him as a friend and I love you as a lover. So, please don't go away from me Kuugo…. And please, never lie to me, no secret between us, okay?
K: …. no secret between us ^^
S: good^^
I kissed him again and it was the sincerest kiss I've felt all my life. I held him even closer
K: well, shall we sleep then?
S: sure
K good night Sousuke
S: good night Kuugo
And then we slowly fell asleep together. I'll be looking forward to do this everyday
To be continued
