p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"CHAPTER 4/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" After Aspen left last night, I went to sleep. Maxon didn't come back that night. I thought about calling in a sick day, but I have to put on a brave face/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" so I get dressed like normal and let Mary do my makeup and leave for the day. After a three hour boring budget meeting I have two hours to myself. I decide to go to/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"my old room that I had for the selection. Apparently it is custom to make it a museum type of thing. I dont like the idea of people looking in my room where i slept,/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"where i cried, where i went to the bathroom. As I sit there a guard runs in the room yelling " Hey you can't be in oh your majesty how are you today."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Im fine. I'm just thinking of all the memories."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""I bet there are a lot of memories in here."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Im sorry I cant read your pin." I say embarrassed, thinking about the exact words Maxon said when I first met him./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Im Jack."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Well Jack thank you for doing your job and I will just be leaving." As I leave I touch him on the shoulder hoping I gave him the idea that he did nothing wrong./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"After that I try to go to the garden but I am stopped by the same guard that stopped me on my first day here./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"He says," I am sorry your majesty you are not aloud to go outside strict orders from King Maxon."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"So I leave going to the only place I think is left to go. I go to the chapel. I sit right where me and Maxon said I do. I watched out the door thinking about the/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"day I walked in the doors how I couldn't see Maxons face and I was so relieved when I did. Thats all I needed so I left. I went back to my private room the queens study./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"Sounds wierd but I can't change the name. So I go in and play on the piano a lullaby for a baby thinking that sooner or later I will be doing this for a real baby not/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"just a small alien monkey shaped human in my stomach. I cant play anymore so I look at how much time I have left I still have an hour so I go to the library and try/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"to distract myself it doesn't work. So I call for Marlee./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"As she walks into the library I say "Close the door."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"She does and says "Did you tell him?"/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Yeah."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""How did he take it?"/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Terribly. I haven't spoken to him since last night he stormed out and now I really am embarrassed and ashamed."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""America, you shouldn't be ashamed you should be excited, you should be looking at baby names, and looking at clothes for the baby, and Maxon shouldn't make you feel/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"that way."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"She might have said that at the worst moment ever right as she started saying things about the baby Maxon apparently snuck in like he always does and says,/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""She is right I shouldn't make you feel that way."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"At that Marlee runs out of the room. I am kinda irritated but at the same time relieved./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""I have been looking for you everywhere, America I am sorry and Marlee is right you should be doing all that."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Maxon I have been doing that but I wanted to do it with you I was hoping when i told you that you would be kind of I don't know happy and want to do those things/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"with me I have already picked out the names."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Names?"/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Umm I am two month pregnant don't i look a bit big for one baby."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Oh my god are you saying we are going to have more than one child?"/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""I hope not." Right as I said that the rebel alarm went off and Maxon and I both reacted as quick as we bursted into a full on run to the royal safe room./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"Maxon made me run in front of him all the way there. This was the first rebel attack since the choosing ceremony. As we arrived it suddenly felt very empty. I am used/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" to have Maxon and his parents sitting on the thrones in the back of the room but now it is us. I sit on the right and he sits on the left of me. There is still one/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" extra chair for his parents. Apparently someone forgot to remove the third one and Maxons eyes wouldn't stop looking at it. From where I was I could see tears in his/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" eyes. The room also felt much emptier than usual because there are actually only about fifteen people in here when there once was more than thirty. There was us/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" silvia a few guards and some officials, no girls wailing their eyes out . I look over at Maxon and he looks at me and we sit there holding hands sitting on our/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"thrones./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" After Aspen left last night, I went to sleep. Maxon didn't come back that night. I thought about calling in a sick day, but I have to put on a brave face/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" so I get dressed like normal and let Mary do my makeup and leave for the day. After a three hour boring budget meeting I have two hours to myself. I decide to go to/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"my old room that I had for the selection. Apparently it is custom to make it a museum type of thing. I dont like the idea of people looking in my room where i slept,/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"where i cried, where i went to the bathroom. As I sit there a guard runs in the room yelling " Hey you can't be in oh your majesty how are you today."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Im fine. I'm just thinking of all the memories."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""I bet there are a lot of memories in here."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Im sorry I cant read your pin." I say embarrassed, thinking about the exact words Maxon said when I first met him./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Im Jack."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Well Jack thank you for doing your job and I will just be leaving." As I leave I touch him on the shoulder hoping I gave him the idea that he did nothing wrong./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"After that I try to go to the garden but I am stopped by the same guard that stopped me on my first day here./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"He says," I am sorry your majesty you are not aloud to go outside strict orders from King Maxon."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"So I leave going to the only place I think is left to go. I go to the chapel. I sit right where me and Maxon said I do. I watched out the door thinking about the/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"day I walked in the doors how I couldn't see Maxons face and I was so relieved when I did. Thats all I needed so I left. I went back to my private room the queens study./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"Sounds wierd but I can't change the name. So I go in and play on the piano a lullaby for a baby thinking that sooner or later I will be doing this for a real baby not/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"just a small alien monkey shaped human in my stomach. I cant play anymore so I look at how much time I have left I still have an hour so I go to the library and try/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"to distract myself it doesn't work. So I call for Marlee./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"As she walks into the library I say "Close the door."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"She does and says "Did you tell him?"/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Yeah."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""How did he take it?"/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Terribly. I haven't spoken to him since last night he stormed out and now I really am embarrassed and ashamed."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""America, you shouldn't be ashamed you should be excited, you should be looking at baby names, and looking at clothes for the baby, and Maxon shouldn't make you feel/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"that way."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"She might have said that at the worst moment ever right as she started saying things about the baby Maxon apparently snuck in like he always does and says,/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""She is right I shouldn't make you feel that way."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"At that Marlee runs out of the room. I am kinda irritated but at the same time relieved./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""I have been looking for you everywhere, America I am sorry and Marlee is right you should be doing all that."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Maxon I have been doing that but I wanted to do it with you I was hoping when i told you that you would be kind of I don't know happy and want to do those things/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"with me I have already picked out the names."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Names?"/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Umm I am two month pregnant don't i look a bit big for one baby."/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""Oh my god are you saying we are going to have more than one child?"/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;""I hope not." Right as I said that the rebel alarm went off and Maxon and I both reacted as quick as we bursted into a full on run to the royal safe room./p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"Maxon made me run in front of him all the way there. This was the first rebel attack since the choosing ceremony. As we arrived it suddenly felt very empty. I am used/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" to have Maxon and his parents sitting on the thrones in the back of the room but now it is us. I sit on the right and he sits on the left of me. There is still one/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" extra chair for his parents. Apparently someone forgot to remove the third one and Maxons eyes wouldn't stop looking at it. From where I was I could see tears in his/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" eyes. The room also felt much emptier than usual because there are actually only about fifteen people in here when there once was more than thirty. There was us/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;" silvia a few guards and some officials, no girls wailing their eyes out . I look over at Maxon and he looks at me and we sit there holding hands sitting on our/p
p style="widows: 2; orphans: 2; direction: ltr; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0px; font-family: Arial; padding: 0px;"thrones./p
