Sorry this took so long, the power at my house went out for a long time and I was just so busy I barely had free time. Anyway, here is the fourth chapter. :-)

As we walked into my house, Jared was very.... nervous. I didn't know how he could possibly be nervous because he was just going to say something to me. The problem was, like always, I didn't know what.

"Jared, what's wrong, you look nervous and sad. Tell me!"

"It's okay Kim, I'll be fine, I am just a bit anxious. That's all."

"Okay," I said reluctantly.

I led Jared up to my room and jumped up onto the bed. I motioned for Jared to join me there. He did. As he looked around my room, I could tell he was very interested in my sense of style and decoration. Actually, I did not believe he would have liked my room, but for some strange coinsidence it was his favorite room. At least that's what he told me.

My room was filled with books every where. I love books still, that's why I was so quiet and to myself. Books helped keep me me and couldn't change who they are. Plus, they made me wicked smart too. Then I also had numerous posters and articles of clothing scattered everywhere. I should have cleaned up before Jared came in, but I did not know he was going to come.

"Now, you promised. What did you want to tell me? I'm all ears." I said. Now I was very anxious as well.

"Okay. Well, as you noticed I am extremely hot, in two ways I presume, really hard, tall, and muscular, strong, protective, and being with you a lot. And also as you observed, this all happened in a curiously short sense of time. Then, you smelt the outdoors in my car and figured out that I had a really hard time being away from you. I'm sure you need the answers now. Right?" He asked even more anxious now.

"Yes. I'm waiting." I pushed. Of course I wanted to know, why was he pausing?

"Ummm... I don't know if you could handle the truth, Kim."

"Oh come on! You promised me you tell me what's up."

"I know I did, and it's not fair that I'm doing this."

"Then tell me!" I nearly screamed. I instantly felt bad. Luckily he was too preoccupied to nmotice my rude manners. Thank goodness!

"Look Kim. I want to tell you, I do. It's just that I am worried you won't want to be with me after I tell you. That you may be too scared to even look at me. I don't want to lose you Kim. I really like you and don't want you to leave. That's an understatement. I can't even think about you leaving because being truthfully honest, I am not strong enough to stand that. Who know what I would do, or what would happen to me after you left. I would be different, bad different. I would be not only sad, but dangerous to be around. I would be torn apart Kim. I just can't stand for me to tell you and have you leave me. I just can't stand to think about that."

After he said this speech, all I could say was, "Wow," and it was really soft staring into Jared's eyes. The biggest part about it was that I could tell he was beeing serious. He truly meant it. I could tell he wasn't that guy that would try to gain attention by lying. He was 100% real about this. He still is.

"I know. Wow." he said staring at me, "I'm not lying Kim. I'm really not. I'm saying the truth."

"I know you are. I have no doubt."

And with that, he sat up and kissed me. Hard.

Sorry that was so short, but it seemed like a good place to leave off. HAHA, what a good cliffhanger! I promise I will have chapter 5 up soon. I am on school vaca. so I know I will have a lot more time on my hands. I hoped you enjoyed this chapter. Again, sorry about the shortness, but I happen to do short chapters all the time. I can't help it. That's me. Deal. ;-