Chapter 3 who are you.
BB's p.o.v.
When I woke up in the living room, I noticed it was really quiet, looking around I saw that Robin and Star where sitting in the kitchen talking softly to each other as they ate toast and drank, an Cy was staring out the windows. He hadn't been the same since Raven had disappeared either, he had stopped playing video games and he wouldn't watch the movies like he used to with us. It was no secret to any of us that he thought of Raven as his younger sister, hell he thought of all of us as his younger siblings because he was the oldest out of all of us.
He had taken it just as hard if not harder then I had, when she disappeared. I don't know when I fell in love with Raven maybe when I first meet her or later on when we had gone through so much together. We never found any sign of Raven but we did find her cloak in an ally way it had blood on it like she had been in a fight but we eventually had to give up on looking., I had found nothing but the names of the a few girls who had moved into the city around the same time she had disappeared but that didn't mean anything either.
"Cy!" I sat up straight when I heard the new voice and watched as Cy turned around smiling and walked off.
"Oh good morning, Friend Beast Boy." Starfire said when she noticed me.
I waved at her and headed toward my room to go change, on my way there I stopped, Cy was standing in front of Raven's room with a girl who had black hair and was holding a little girl with purple hair with green tips and talking about the things that we had done with Raven. The little girl reached her arms out and stared at Cy with big eyes before he took her into his arms and then she snuggled into his shoulder.
"She's cute." Cy said to Razzi
"I know I wish I remembered who her father is." she said "but heck I don't even know my past."
"Well you will." Cy said
I turned into a fly just before Robin and Starfire walked into the hall way, I watched as Star hugged this strange girl and then took the baby into her arms as well.
"Your so cute." she said as she ran her hand through the girls hair.
I turned back into my self and walked out into the hall way and the older girl looked at me, her eyes those eyes were just like Ravens they were the same purple color and gave me shivers through my body.
"You must be Beast boy." she said looking at me.
"That's me. Who are you?" I asked the girl.
"My name is Razzi." she said "this is my little girl Leighann." She said indicating the little girl in Stars arms.
"What are you doing here?:" I asked her.
"Umm..." she looked at Cy and the others.
"She's here because we were hoping it would help her get her memories back." Cy said
"Her memories ?" I asked
"She has know memory of before 3 years ago." Robin said
"Hey!" she yelled "I'm capable of talking myself you know!"
"Sorry." they all said
"You sound like Rae." I said a dark look in my eyes.
"Don't call me Rae!" she yelled at me.
"What!" I said
"We believe she is friend Raven, and she believes it too." Starfire said
Looking at the girl I could see she looked just like Raven except for her hair color.
"You dyed your hair." I said as a matter of fact.
"Yes." She answered
I turned into a cat and brushed against her leg smelling the sent of Raven. I looked up and the little girl keep trying to get down so Star set her down on the floor she looked at me and then she turned herself in to a little purple and green kitten with striking green eyes with purple and blood red in them. The girl I knew now was Raven picked up the little kitten just as it turned back into the girl. Only one other person could do that. Me. I turned back in to myself just as my memories came back to me.
"Beast boy!" a girl in blue yelled out as a green boy fell from a roof, then she calmed herself down as he turned into a bird and flew back up to her. He landed on the roof and transformed into a kitten then rubbed up against her leg. The girl smiled a little before she heard a glass break. Her smile faded.
He transformed into his human self, his green hair spiked up as normal and his green eyes sparkling like everything. He pulled her close and kissed her. She could taste it in his breath he was drunk but then she knew she was too, there friend cyborg had bought beer and wine to celebrate Starfire's 5 year anniversary on earth as well as her 18th birthday. He pulled his jacket off , lay it down on the roof and pulled her down on to it. He ran his hands up and down her sides then removed her cloak... *
"Wait just a minute." Robin exclaimed "Your daughter can change into animals ?"
"It seems so." Razzi said
I stared at the girl in front of me and then I took the little girl in my arms she snuggled close to me before almost meowing out the one word I was afraid of.
"Daddy..." Leighann smiled and then gently faded into sleep.
"So I'm a father." I said more to myself then the others but I noticed the gapping looks as I handed the beautiful little girl back to her mother.
"I wish I could remember." Was all she said before locking herself in her room like she had before.
"BB?" Cy asked "When did you and Raven..."
"Star's birthday." I answered him. "We were drunk, and I wanted her to know how I felt."
"How you felt?" Cy asked confused.
"Friend Cyborg, is it not obvious that friends Beast boy and Raven loved each other?" Star said
That was when I knew, even though she had been gone for 3 years I still loved the girl in that room. The girl who had once worn nothing but her leotard and cape, the girl who made me think of nothing but how she made me fell. Star was right we had loved each other, I still held that love but rather Raven or rather Razzi did was beyond me. She doesn't remember any of the things we went through or what we told each other apparently the night our daughter was conceived and the cloak we found with blood was probably from a fight which no doubt is why she lost her memory.
"Beast boy." I heard Robins voice "Are you alright?"
I nodded and then walked off to my room where I locked myself in. I lay on my bed thinking back.
A night in a club, I was talking to a girl who was just blabbering on about something stupid, my eyes caught sight of Raven who was talking to some guy. I felt a ping in my heart at the smile on her face. Then I saw him touch her arm and her flinch, she walked away from him and he followed her. I saw the look on her face when he came close to her. I left the other girl and changed into a tiger jumping in front of her growling I jumped on him when he tried to touch her again. I knocked him unconscious with on hit by my paw.
I turned back to Raven, to find her sitting with her arms on her knee's and her head down I had never seen her like that before. I walked over and put my hand on her shoulder she looked up at me and then her head back down. I sat down and pulled her to me she put her head on my chest and cried. She got away from me and said a quite thank you before getting up and leaving. We went back to titans tower.
When we got there she went up to meditate on the roof, she's as powerful as she'll ever be I know that. Her eyes were closed and she was just hovering silently. I can remember the time cy and I accidently got into her mind and meet all of her personalities one of which called me her BB and said she liked me. Since then I watched her.
"Friend Beast boy. " Starfire's voice had broken my thoughts.
"Yes Starfire." I had asked
"You are well?" she asked me.
"Yes." I had answered before looking back to Raven.
Starfire had looked over to Raven then back to me then looked down to me.
"Her, tell." she had said before walking back inside to her soon to start party.
Needless to say I listened to what she said and told Raven later that night when we were both drunk and well you know what happened from there at least in my case any way. I wonder what Razzi would think if I showed her what all I can do. Maybe I'll show her sometime soon.
When the others called me for dinner Razzi was sitting in the living room watching a video of the first Christmas after Raven's disappearance . Her hair was pulled back in a poney tail and laying in her lap was our little girl who keep trying to get down.
I walked over and picked up the little girl and sat down next to Razzi who smiled at me, to my astonishment nothing broke. When I smiled back leighann crawled in between us and curled up in a ball. She acted just like a kitten.
"Come on you three it's time for dinner." Cy's voice came from the kitchen.
I smiled at her and took the little girl in to the kitchen and sat her in a high chair, then I pulled out her chair for her. She smiled in thanks. I sat down in my own chair and then looked at what was for dinner.
"Cy you know I don't eat meat!" I yelled at him.
"Well the rest of us do. Rather you want to eat meat or not is up to you but I think it is crazy not to." he yelled back.
Razzi laughed, Drawing all our atention.
"Do you always do that?" she asked us "Oh and Cy I'm not much of a meat eater either."
I looked at her surprised but Cy and the others gapped.
"Y-you don't eat meat?" Cy asked
"Not very often, and only chicken or fish when I do." she said.
"A girl after my own heart." I whispered but apparently not soft enough because she looked at me and smiled.
So Razzi and I ordered a vegetarian pizza from the pizza shop and ate in the kitchen while the others ate their beef and potatoes. I like potatoes but they were cooked in beef broth yuck. I guess maybe it goes back to the fact that I can change into those animals but I won't eat most meat. Leighann ate the potatoes but she didn't seem to like the beef that the others tried to get her to eat. She would through it back at Cy and laugh as he stared at her.
We left her in the care of the others and I took Razzi up to the roof where I jumped and turned in to a bird and flew back up to her. I landed on the roof and transformed into a kitten then rubbed up against her leg. I saw the blank look in her eyes before she screamed and then fainted.
