Heyyy guys :D how's it going? Well here's Grady's letter, the one before Sonny's letter! :D So some of you may be shocked by what Grady has to say, but I wanted to give the story a little twist. I hope you like it please review! :D Pretty please?

I would like you to know that I am not a hateful person.

I have not, nor will I ever, feel hatred towards another human being.

However, the feeling coursing through me at this very moment is very close.

I dislike you with a passion.

Before, I just didn't like you in the petty, childish way.

I didn't like you because you didn't like me.

Now it's because you've taken away the only girl I will ever love.

Shocked? I'd be suprised if you weren't.

Yes, I, Grady Michtell loved - loves - Sonny Munroe.

And I never got the chance to tell her.

Maybe, if I'd got there first, put myself in the competition for her heart, maybe she would've chosen me.

Instead, I kept quiet, keeping my real thoughts hidden by food, narnia and pandora.

I played the stupid act.

I thought I wouldn't flirt with her like you did, she always fought back, I seriously thought she didn't like you.

Turns out she was flirting too.

And when you messed everything up, I was getting ready to tell her myself, that I'd fallen in love with her.

But by then it was too late.

My letter arrived in the post the next day, as did Tawni's, Nico's, Zora's and your's.

And then I knew there would not have been any point in telling her anyway.

Every word, though it was only written in her elegant script, screamed out adoration for you.

I loved her but I was only her best friend.

If only I'd made my move straight away, as soon as she got here.

Maybe, I could've saved her from falling so hard for you.

Maybe, I could've shown her a different way to love.

Probably not deep, emotional love like yours but more of a light, superficial best-friends-as-well-as-lovers love.

And when I saw you two together, it broke my heart, but I fought through it.

I tried to subtly break you up.

Like when she didn't show up for your week-a-versary, I almost had you convinced she stood you up and didn't actually like you.

I was so close.

I thought I'd give anything to see you two apart, I guess I was wrong.

Anything is better than this, this... emptiness.

As I've pointed out before "we've become just like the solar system itself, a perfectly balanced interconnected group of bodies bound by gravity to the Sun!"

Or the Sonny, as Nico pointed out, now that the Sun has gone, I don't see how any of us are going to live anymore.

The Sun makes people happy, feel warm inside. It helps stuff to grow. Without it the world will die.

I would've been perfect for her and you know it.

I thought you liked her, I thought she was different to all the other girls, that's why I didn't fight so hard.

She was happy with you.

Then you went and screwed it all up.

And broke her heart.

I never wanted that. I never wanted to see her as... lost as she was without you.

She didn't know what to do, so she did the only thing she thought she had left. The very last option.

And I loved her, I wouldn't have broken her. Me and her, we'd still be together if you hadn't have shown up.

What if I had got to her sooner?

What if she had never caught you?

Because now, the only things I have left are the 'what if's

What if she hadn't have died.

She still loves you, how can that be so? How can it be that you hurt her beyond repair yet I never got the chance.

Life hurts like that - she knew that better than most people.

The people we love most can rip out our heart.

And she let you.

Chad Dylan Cooper.

You've ruined the world.

Soooo Grady loves Sonny! It was either him or Nico and I like the idea of Nico being the 'protecter' of the group so it was Grady who had to love her! Please review :D