Naraku took his leave, soon enough he would have what he wanted and the damn dog would hand it over on a silver fucking platter, all he had to do was sit back, watch and wait, it was to easy.
Sesshomaru watched Kagome run back and forth, but he knew that she knew that something was up. At the end of the night, after everything was done, Kagome met him at the end of the bar "Hi"
"We should go" He told her, a chill ran up her spine.
Sesshomaru walked her out and she waved by to Sango, who gave her a faint but sad smile, they both knew what was about to happen.
There was a black car waiting, another red flag. He opened the door "Get in"
Kagome got in the black car, it was to nice, she was afraid to touch anything, but lord the leather was nice, the smell even better.
Sesshomaru got in and started the car "I'll drive you home"
"So this is yours?"
"Yes" He cut to the chase of it all.
They sat in silence, the plan he had in his head with out the window the moment he saw her and her plan went right out the door the moment she got in the car, they were a mess.
"You're leaving me, arnt you"
His hands when tight on the wheel "You knew this day would come" He should have just left.
She knew, but she hoped that perhaps he would love her by then, miss her, not want to leave her. She looked at him "I still mean that little to you"
She didn't mean little to him, but she was not meant to be his mate.
"Kagome do not make this harder than it has to be, it will only make you feel worst"
"Me! so this does not bother you, effect you at all?"
"The reason I stayed with you night after night woman, is because you said you would be fine with it when the time came" She had promised him she would not like a love-sick puppy.
Tears rose up in her eyes, she looked away as he pulled up to her apartment "I was hoping that in the end, I would not just be a play thing to you, that I would mean something, even if it was something little"
"I was afraid of this"
She looked at him,
"Your love is wasted miko, you knew I would not love you back, we are here, I will not return"
"You jerk! I never said I loved you! I hate you! I hate you!" Kagome jerked out of the car and slammed the door, she ran up her steps, went into her apartment, and hid in her closet, she cried. She swore she would not, swore she would let him go, be strong, but such is the power of love and heartbreak.
Sesshomaru stared up the steps that lead to her apartment, could he really leave her like that? He told himself he would not care that he would be cold to her, that it was the best way. But he could smell her tears, and feel her heartbreak, but, he told her, she knew, she knew this day would come. She was young and pretty, she could get over it, just as he would, she had to.
They had to let go of each other, why did he feel like he was letting go but she was holding on for dear life? He didn't like it, he wanted her to just kiss him goodbye like she had promised, why did she not keep her promise?
Sesshomaru looked away and looked at the steering wheel of the car, he found that he was angry now, she was just like the rest of the crazy bitches around him. He growled "I do not have time for this"
He pulled away from the curve but then heard her scream his name, so he stopped. Kagome ran to his side and he rolled down the window "I do not have time for games girl"
Kagome sniffed, bit her lip and leaned in his window, her lips pressed lightly to his cheek and she pulled slightly away "Goodbye Sesshomaru"
Without a second to waste Kagome pulled away from the car and ran back to her apartment, leaving him to sit in shock.
He thought it was what he wanted, yet her lips still felt pressed against his cheek, and he found that his chest burned with pressure, and he decided that, this was a worst goodbye then her just running off screaming at him.
That night Sesshomaru drank the burning feeling away and threw the bottles against the wall, he old life was over, it was time to grow up, move on and leave her behind.
