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IMPORTANT: As yall know I'm avoiding stress. (Grumbles) So round of applause to my mother for typing this up and posting it for me. Without her my stories would remain not updated and I would be going insane worse than I already am. So yeah thanks mom your the best!

Her knees dug into the dirt of the forest floor when I shoved her causing her to land on her hands and knees infront of me. "Don't move." I snarled out the Alpha order and she had no choice but to obey my demands.

My hands went to the buckle of my jeans and I growled in irritation when it would not come undone fast enough. Finallly I managed to get the buckle open and slide the belt from the loops in my jeans. My fingers made quick work of the button of my pants. I kicked them off and behind me as I crouched behind the russet beauty.

"So beautiful." I murmured running my hand down her bare back tracing her spine.

The girl didn't say anything because she knew it would be against the rules. She would do what I told her to do. As rightful Alpha the female wolf belonged to me and no one else. She had been chosen as my mate. Her wolf belonged to my wolf. The human part of us no longer mattered. We were after all only animals. We were driven by instinct and all human peices of our being vanished at times such as these.

"You've been a naughty girl you know." I grabbed her hips and pulled her against me. "Starting fights and not listening to orders. I think you need to be reminded of who you belong to."

With one powerful thrust I was buried inside of her. We both cried out and my fingers dug into her hips. I placed one arm next to her head to steady myself and the other grabbed both her hands in mine and pulled them down so her head rested against the dirt.

"Tell me what I want to hear." I whispered in the girls ear before biting down roughly on her pulse point claiming ownership over her.

The russet skinned she wolf was being stubborn as she shook her head no. It annoyed the male wolf while at the same time amused him. How could she deny him still after all this time? Hadn't she learned by now that nothing she said or did could change the facts? The fact being she belonged to him plain and simple.

Letting her wrists go free the male tangled his fingers in her hair before pushing her down into the dirt. The girl fought against him but it wouldn't change anything, it never did. He would show her what she must know by now. She belonged to him and no one else. She may think she had a choice though in reality she did not.

"I don't know why you fight it Leah. It's not something you can control." I rested my cheek against her shoulder blade.

"It's because I don't love you." I could hear the defiance in her voice and couldn't hold back a twisted smirk.

"Love doesn't matter Leah. Love has nothing to do with it." The boy Alpha replied before biting into her shoulder blade and drawing blood along with a scream from his female.

Jacob Black shot up in bed covered in a sheen of sweat. He was panting and his pupils were dilated. He fists gripped the sheets beneath him and his whole body was shaking. He tried counting to ten in his head to calm down. His father was sleeping and the boy did not want to wake him.

Billy Black would be horrified to learn the truth of Jacob's dreams. Hell Jake himself was horrified by the visions which haunted him during slumber. He didn't understand what these dreams ment and why he couldn't get them to stop. All he wanted was to stop these nightmares for that is what they were. These night visions were his own personal hell.

Jacob had done everything he could think of to stop them and nothing ever worked. Avoiding Leah only seemed to make them worse and more detailed. Spending time with Leah had the same affect. It was driving him crazy and he feared he would go mad soon.

At first he wondered if these dreams were because of Sam. Everyone in the pack knew Sam Uley still cared about his ex. Imprinting may have pushed his emotions for her into the back of his mind but they would always linger. She may not be the most loved female in his life but she had been once upon a time.

So it had made since to Jacob that the dreams would come from Sam. He was Alpha after all thanks to Jake giving up his birthright. Yet when Jake searched the mind link for any indication the dreams were Sam's he got none. This fact terrified the young Black boy. If they weren't coming from Sam then where were they coming from? And why did it have to be Leah?

Jake didn't even like her. She was rude, sarcastic, bitter, and sure she was a babe but really that's all she had going for her anymore in his opinion. He didn't hate her which was a step up from the rest of the pack boys but still the fact remained it was Leah! Leah Clearwater who happened to be the meanest bitch (literally) in the world. She's more dangerous than a leech if you piss her off.

Jacob's arm shot out in anger causing his alarm clock to fly into the wall and shatter into a million peices. He didn't fucking understand any of this! It was the stupid wolf gene he knew it. It had to be because what else could it be? The dreams all centered around the fact he was rightful Alpha even if he didn't want to be and they focused around Leah the only female shifter if the history of well ever.

The worst part though? The worst part had to be the fact he never got to the finish in any of these nightmares, fantasies, or whatever the hell you wanted to call them. Right when it would start to get nice and steamy he would wake up covered in sweat and unsatisfied as usual. The pent up sexual tension would be the death of him if he did not end up going insane before hand.

Just as Jacob had decided to take a shower to try and clear his head, his cell phone beeped alerting him to the fact he had a message. Picking up the blue device he listened to the messages. The first one came from Leah, the one person he so did not want to think about right this moment. She said something about a leechy problem before hanging up.

Jake let his finger hover over the delete button before groaning in annoyance and saving her message. He didn't know why but something in him enjoyed the sound of her voice and demanded he save it to listen to at a later date. His saved messages all came from Leah. He only ever saved her messages even though he really did not understand why.

The next message came from Paul. Apparently as soon as Jacob recieved this message he was to report the clearing in the woods behind Leah's house. Jacob tenses because this could only mean one thing. Sam was disiplining Leah yet again for something she'd done wrong. It seemed to Jacob that Leah always did something to displease Sam.

Jacob Black may not like Leah but he hated these sessions of torture. That's what they were really. Torture. The things Sam did to her and the things he made the other pack members put her through could not be called disipline. Leah only made it worse on herself by fighting back and not taking it without some smart mouth comments thrown their way.

Slipping on some sweat pants Jacob left the house before phasing as soon as he exited his house. He had no choice other to than to join in on the torture Leah session. If he didn't Sam would try to disipline him and Jacob may not think what was being done to Leah to be fair, yet if he could avoid the same treatment he would. Even though every time he did not act or protect Leah when she bled or cried out would make him feel like a coward.

Snap! That is the sound my ankle made as the bones snapped from the pressure of Sam slamming his full body weight onto the limb.

Fuck! I wanted to cry out but I wouldn't give that bastard anything more from me. He had gotten enough tears and he would never see another. I would die first. He knew it and it only served to piss him off worse.

I noticed Seth flinch and my eyes softened. My baby brother really tried to help me. So many times he had recieved a black eye or busted lip for his efforts. After awhile I begged him to stop trying to save me. I couldn't take seeing him hurt. He's a good kid who doesn't deserve any of this. Sam knows how much my brother means to me and I think the only reason he doesn't hurt Seth is because my mother, myself, and Billy Black would kill him.

The only reason he got away with hurting me was due to the fact I am stronger than Seth. Being the only female wolf I have to be strong if I want to survive. I do want to live even if I am not the nicest person around. Maybe I want to stick around to make Sam's life hell. Hey it sounds good to me plus he deserves it.

Sweeping my left leg around I caught Sam around the ankles causing him to loose his balance and fall on his ass. I smirked at the snickers from some of the younger members of our pack. "Geeze Sam your getting slower in your old age. Or maybe it's all those fucking muffins you scarf down."

I staggered to my feet and kicked my ex in the balls. I had to get my licks in while I could still move. "Maybe if you weren't Emily's bitch you would've been patrolling and caught this parasite instead of blaming me for something I didn't even know about! If you had bothered to tell me you guys caught the scent of a leech days ago I may have been prepared. Instead you leave me out like always and blame me because your not man enough to catch one bloodsucker on your own."

I wasn't prepared for the blow to my back made by a knee. When I landed on my stomach I got the chance to see my attacker. Paul, I should of known it would be Sam's bitch boy. "That's right Paul be his fucking bitch! Why don't you just get on your knees and suck his dick while your at it?" A boot to the face was his reply to my insult.

Fingers tangled in my hair and slammed my head into the ground. I could see the world tilt on it's axis. I had to blink to clear my vision and when I did I saw none other than Jacob Black enter the clearing. I sneered at him once before he lowered his eyes to the ground.

What a fucking pansy! No wonder he gave up his right to be Alpha, the boy allowed grown men to gang up on a woman. He knew it was wrong and yet he allowed it. I'm personally glad he isn't my Alpha. With a leader as weak as Jacob our race would've died out long ago.

"Leah you are the reason a human life as ended!" Paul had grabbed my upper arms and was none holding me up infront of Sam who lectured me while occassionally smacking me in the face with the same hands which had once given me a loving touch. "Her death is on you and you must take your punishment."

Rolling my brown eyes I spit in his face. Blood from my busted lip splattered on his dark skin. "Fuck you! How was I to know a vampire had been around Forks and La Push? You didn't bother telling me! This is all on you Samuel Uley!"

This time I couldn't hold back my cry of pain when his knee met my gut. I doubled over in pain or would have had Paul not been holding me up so I could be my ex's personal punching bag. I could feel the blow as it nearly burst my spleen. I probably had a small internal bleed. It's not like it would be the first time either. Lucky for me my healing would stop the wound before it killed me.

"You are a woman and therefore you are weak! Woman do not deserve to be involved in tribial buisness! I owe you nothing Leah and if I wanted you to know of this leech you would've known. The reason I kept it from you is because you are weak. You make this pack weak! Because of some genetic defect in your genes our pack which was once strong is now tainted!" Another knee to the gut actually had me sprawled out on the ground considering Paul the dick face had let me drop so Sam could crouch over me only to hit me repeatedly.

I could feel bones break, skin tear, blood leak, and the pathetic thing was I couldn't do a damn thing to stop it. I may not like to admit it but I am not stupid. Sam was twice my size and alot stronger than I. In the end any pain I managed to inflict on my bastard of an ex paled in comparission to the pain he brought onto me.

Thankfully soon afterwards my body went numb and I couldn't feel anything. I could barely see through the blood leaking into my eyes. One of my ears also seemed to have something wrong with it. Probably a busted ear drum. It would heal eventually so I wasn't worried. I just wanted to sleep. To close my eyes and have everything go dark. My life was better when consumed by darkness.

I whimpered in pain when I felt my body being lifted. It had to be Jacob since he's the only one who bothered to check and see if I was alive after beatings similiar to this one. Seth usually just sat beside my bloodied body and cried. Jacob atleast tried to make sure I'd survive.

Probably only did it so his dad wouldn't run his ass over with his wheelchair for letting anything happen to me. Billy is actually quite decent if you get to know him. Also, he has been like an uncle to me since the day I was born.

"Leave her." I heard Sam order and felt my body being set back down. "You and Seth are to retrieve the human who has been bitten. Bring her to Emily's place and we will decided as a pack what we should do with her."

As the foot steps faded I used all my strength to use my arms to pull me into the forest. I couldn't stay in the yard where mom could find me. She'd freak out and take me to the hospital. She would go into her rant about how she must have done something wrong during my pregnancy and that's why I became a she wolf.

I wasn't in the mood to deal with her guilt right now. I had to concentrate all my energy on healing because who knew when my next punishment would be. It could be tomorrow, a week from now, hell it could be an hour from this exact moment.

Finally when night began to fall I had crawled deep enough into the forest where no one would be able to see me unless searching and nobody would be looking for me. Nobody ever bothered trying to find me because no one cared. No big deal to me. I am used to it by now. Atleast I thought I would be safe until I looked into the darkness only to find two red eyes peering at me from the shadows. Ahh fuck...I am so screwed.

TBC...

AN: Happy birthday to me! July 7th and I am officially 25! So even though it is my bday I wanted to have mom post this for you!

Thanks to mom for posting this.. It was hard for her to type and for me to write in the notebook since writing physical abuse is hard for me and her. But it had to be done and don't worry Leah will get revenge! Yall don't really think Edward would let that stand did ya?

Sam is an ass right? I know your all probably going to kill me for having Jacob do nothing but it had to be that way. Atleast he feels bad about not doing anything which is more than you can say about Sam. Anyone have guesses as to why Jacob is dreaming creepy ass dreams about Leah? By the way, his dream switched from his point of view to third person because I tried to show the struggle between wolf and man.

So anyways, next chapter Edward/Leah meet face to face..hehehehehe! *evil laugh* I so can't wait to finish writing that chapter! Trust me yall are gonna love Edward. I could go 1 one of three ways and I don't know what way I will go yet. I'll just see how it looks as I write. Please R and R like always!