Disclaimer: Yet again, I don't own Glee. All rights go to RIB. The OC's are still mine.
Chapter 4: Who Was It?
Christina's POV
In my unconscious state all I can see is him. I see his face looming above mine, his arms clamping my wrists, his body crushing my ribs. It's like this horrible nightmare except it's my life and I can't wake up. Although right now waking up is the last thing I want to do. When my eyes finally open I stare out into a strange room. And the first thing I do is scream. A hoarde of strange people come into my room and I fall back into my waking nightmare.
When I wake again I see a doctor standing by my bedside. "Miss Hudson?" the doctor says. "That's me. Who are you?" I ask. "I'm Dr Jakes. I need to take you in to do a rape kit" she says. "Don't touch me" I say flinching away from her touch. "Miss Hudson we have to. We also need to do a pregnancy test" she says.
I don't want to but I let the doctor wheel me into another strange room. "Okay Miss Hudson. We strapped up your ribs, bandaged your bruised wrists and stitched up your head wound whilst you were unconscious but we need to do a rape kit. You will then be needed to talk to the police, okay?" Dr Jakes asks. I simply nod my head, feeling too weak to speak. "First of all Miss Hudson we need to know where the penetration occurred so we can collect evidence. Was it vaginally, orally or anally?" she says.
I know that I can't keep the silence up for very long so I say "Vaginally" in a very small voice. The doctor has a bag of my torn, ripped bloodstained clothes and even looking at them makes me remember. The doctor examines the bite marks and removes the bandages to reveal the ugly, purple bruises on my wrists.
Then comes the scary part. She asks me to put my legs up and open them so she can examine me. I try to keep them clamped shut but I can't. When the doctor tries to touch me however I pull away and scream "Get off me, get off me!". They only just manage to take the blood before I am pricked by the needle of sleep again.
Rachel's POV
"Where is she?" I scream when I get into the ER. Finn tries to restrain me but by this point I am hysterical.
"Rachel Hudson, I'm looking for my daughter Christina. I got a call saying she'd been brought in after a rape. So where is she?" I yell at the nurse.
Clearly scared of me the woman simply points in the direction of Christina's room. When I walk in I am shocked.
My beautiful baby is covered in bandages and stitches. "Finny how could this happen to her?" I ask. "I don't know honey" he says. It only takes one look at my daughter, who looks so much smaller in her hospital bed for me to break down. I fall into Finn's arms. "She'll be ok Rach. She'll be ok" he says. I hope he's right.
Christina's POV
When I wake up this time there are familiar faces surrounding me. Mom, Dad, Lyndy, Chris and even my sister Scarlett are here. I guess it goes to show that a family tragedy is the thing to get everyone together. They all look concerned but I know what they really want to know. "I can't tell you who it was" I say struggling to keep my voice steady.
"I'm your mom. You can tell me anything" Mom says. "How? How can I tell you about one of the most painful experiences of my life? I can't stop reliving it but that doesn't mean I have to make you!" I scream and this time I can't stop. I cry. Chris however knows exactly what I need.
He doesn't ask who it was. He simply puts his arms round me and comforts me as I cry into his shirt. At this point it seems like Chris is the older of us. I begin to drift off and as I do Chris and Lyndy lie on either side of me. And although my nightmares don't stop they lessen.
Rachel's POV
When I wake up Christina's hospital room is suddenly filled with people. All of the New Directions are here. "I take it you heard then?" I ask. "Yeah. It was Mr Shue who found her" Alex says. "Thank you all for coming" I say. "We wouldn't have it any other way" they say.
Christina's POV
When I wake up I am suddenly surrounded by people. "When did everyone get here?" I ask confused. "A few moments ago. You were asleep" my mom says. "I'm sorry but I don't really want to see all of you right now. It's a little overwhelming. Could you guys come back a little later? In a smaller group?" I ask.
They all nod and I am left with just my family again. I grab my mom's hand. "Stay with me please. No matter what" I say. My mom nods and I hug her. My entire family is here and I feel less complete than ever. He took that from me. He took everything from me.
A little while later there's a knock on my room door. My mom goes to open it before returning to sit beside me. My mom and dad are sitting on chairs, holding my hands and Chris, Lyndy and Scarlett are sitting on my bed.
A female police officer is the person who enters. "Miss Christina Hudson?" she questions. "That's me" I say worried about where this is going.
"My name is DCI Woods and I'm here to ask you some questions about your rape. I'm sorry but I'm going to need to ask you who raped you?" she asks.
"I can't tell you. He said he'd kill me if I told" I say my voice wavering. "I know this is hard for you. But you need to tell us what happened and who it was. Otherwise we'll never be able to catch this guy" she says.
"It was after hours in the auditorium. I had just finished practicing a song for glee club. He came in and said my name. I asked him how he knew it and he said he was my mom's exboyfriend. He took his wig off. I tried to go but he grabbed me. And that's when it happened" I say.
My mom squeezes my hand but it's not enough to stop me from crying. "There I've relived it for you" I say through my tears. "I know this is hard for you but you have to tell us who raped you Christina" the lady policewoman says.
"I can't. I can't say his name. It makes me think of him and I want to stop thinking about it. And how can you claim to know what I feeI? You have no idea how bad and dirty and slutty and horrible I feel!" I yell. Chris immediately jumps to my defense.
"Please stop. Can't you see it's hurting her?" he yells. Scarlett pulls Chris back down and whispers something that calms him down. "I really physically can't say his name" I say.
"Mrs Hudson could you name any of your exboyfriends who may have wanted to do this to your daughter. Christina all you have to do is nod if it's the right guy. You don't have to say anything ok?" she asks. I nod.
"I don't know. Jesse St James is most likely" Mom says. Even at the sounf of his name I flinch. And then slowly and it takes more effort to do this than anything else I've done that horrible day, I nod.
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