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Isa left, Alice was worried

Isa left, Alice was worried. She had just replayed the scene in her head for me. Who was this girl? Aside the fact she was a vampire, she couldn't have known who we were. And what of Alice's gift?

"Edward, get up here. Now."

Alice's thought's drifted through my mind, oh, how I missed Bella. She was dead now, of course. My fault for leaving Bella. Now I'll never see her blush again, hear her heart beating, even if secretly. But I now all of a sudden feel like I've found her. There was something about Isa that truly reminded me of Bella. I'd been holding my breath all evening for a bet made (me, Jazz, +Emmet) but when I took in a breath. No. It couldn't be.

My Bella's scent was in here! "Yah, I know," as if Alice could read my thoughts. "And look at this," Alice walked around to Isa's closet. There was a box with CD's, books, and sketches. I recognized some of those things Bella also had had. The books Romeo + Juliet, The Notebook, and Wuthering Heights.

The sketches looked like an artist did them I gasped as Jasper went through them. They were of us. Of me and my Bella. Our meadow. Then Victoria. Thinking of her name made me want to break something. Hard cold eyes that could send chills down the most fearless of beings. Her hunger and desire for Bella's blood was clear inside her blazing crimson eyes. How she could show such emotion in her work was unfathomable.

So this is what I had left poor Bella to. My angel, whom I left to protect from such monsters. Whose eyes should never see or know of such impurity. Then a sketch of Bella's dying. Her skin pale, no blush in her cheeks. Her eyes were twisted in agonizing pain. Oh no. Victoria had killed my Bella. My angel.

She was a vampire now. But her eyes were brown? If only I stayed. Not tried to force her into normal human life. She'd still be with me, safe and warm. She'd still have a definite soul. By 7:30 Mark had said she'd probably just go back to school.

"The girl never sleeps! She's always going out to the park or the ocean. She sits out there and draws or reads."

Alice was excited to get to school. She wanted to get to Bella. I did too, don't get me wrong but she didn't seem to want to talk to us as much. For she would have stayed, even told us. Instead she ran out of the house as soon as Mark was asleep.

I hope she can forgive me. Does she believe I do not love her? I hope not, I would give anything for my angel to take back her monster. My heart has and always will belong to her.