"Where the hell are you taking me?!" I pretty much screamed. This was going to be bad for me in some way shape or form. "C'mon..it's a surprise!" Was all he said. I couldn't help but smile at his child ness. He was pouting and the whole nine yards. Plus he was holding my wrist...maybe I can make him hold my hand? I mean it's close enough right? I slipped my hand into his. "Ummm...dude..." He smiled..what?! I was confused. "I know you do love me, dude. Guess I'm to good looking. No one can seem to hate me." He laughed. He was joking. I looked at him with teary eyes, and he looked away. I dropped his hand and ran home. Back to hell. Maybe I can get this over with? I'm just sick of it! Killing myself...wait there's Peter. . .and Alfie. I need to at least tell him I love him..more then a friend. "D-dude! Why'd ya run?" Al had caught up to me. I am not going to be able to speak. I have no idea how I was gonna tell him. So, without thinking I kissed him.