Okay here's for another update…I didn't receive that many reviews on my last chapter but to those who did…I love you…you help my self-esteem…which is really low right now ssoooo ya here's the chapter I hope you like it. And to those on xanga who said that Nymph was to playful with L…that's how she is…get over it…messing with people is fun I love messing with people myself…so if you have a problem with it then don't read…please because giving you more then one warning is annoying because you should use something called COMMON SENSE! Use that brain the mother goddess gave you geez.
Disclaimer: Oh and I do NOT own Death Note…you would know because L would be alive…Misa that little Gothic Lolita wannabe would have been killed earlier in the manga/anime and Raito would have jumped L, then would have mad hot bondage man sex with him…since you see none of these above then no I not own it.
Nusku: done ranting on with the story
Raito: you're a moron
Nusku: if I'm a moron you're a dick
Raito: wait how does that co-inside with anything
Nusku: exactly
L: munches on strawberry short cake I saved the last piece for you Artemis
Nusku: you're so sweet Eru-san…that's why I love you and not Raito
Ryuuzaki's POV
Black. The dark abyss of nothingness danced without care, but warmth was moving ever so softly around me insuring that I surrender. I couldn't, wouldn't surrender to such a thing.
"Why fear the darkness little one" a soft voice broke through my thoughts again…soft like smooth silk but playful but meek….Nymph.
"Nymph-chan" my voice echoed the abyss sending what seemed like shock waves through the dark velvet sea, laughter like bells descended onto me like a shield protecting me from the offending darkness.
"Nymph who's Nymph Lawliet"…my eyes widen…that voice…no it couldn't be…
"Mother" the words I haven't spoken in so long…strange how natural the words are so easy to fall from my lips…even now…
"Yes Lawliet" I can't see her but I know she's there…holding me…protecting me still…I need her…Nymph had said something about mothers before the accident…
"Mother is God in the eyes of a child" she was right…my mother is my god…the mother goddess had created mothers such as herself so all could be loved and protected…but not everyone deserved such a sacred title.
"Mother where are you…please I can't see you" I whimpered only getting a bell like laugh as an answer.
"Your such a baby Lawliet, I'm here but I'm not here…I'm everywhere but not" her words soothed me…even after the slight mocking tone…am I dead through…how can I be here how is this possible…I must have passed out because of the rain…along with all the stress that has piled up with me…this was just in my head.
"Then my dear angel why are you answering this hallucination…" my mother's sweet tone… that playful way she would tease, this would have to be a memory…but…why can I not remember this as a memory.
"Because its not you know its not…Lawliet human memory doesn't just fade. The brain keeps going back to the blank spot trying to make the person remember…and if my memory serves right you have a photographic memory" her tone was light…but scornful…mother…your really there…
"Lawliet I'm sorry my angel but you have to wake up….your not supposed to be here…its not your time…go back Lawliet" she said…a tear fell on my right cheek I moved to wipe it away when suddenly I couldn't move. My movements were being withheld from me by some outside force.
"Mother…MOTHER" I yelled…when suddenly I sat up in bed…staring at earthy browns which were filled with a sea of worry.
"Ryuuzaki" Raito said his tone soft…soothing making me fall back against the bed only he grabbed me into his strong arms…lowering me safely to the bed. I looked around quickly noticing the white washed walls and the foul smell of non-herbal meds (I'm sorry I hate the medication that people use that does have somewhat of an herbal under tone….) when suddenly a tight grip replaced the soft embrace, I looked up into those now bleeding (red) eyes.
"Raito-kun" I could hear myself rasp out….must have been out in the rain to long my vocals are suffering from lack of warmth and lack of nourishment…I'm in for one painful night.
"Ryu, why were you out in the rain" the look he sent me made me want to hide under the blankets, which I must have done since I sank deeper within safety of the thick cloth.
"I don't think my private life has anything to do with Raito-kun, so please leave yourself out of my memories" I didn't mean this to be let out….but something about the look in his eyes…snapped something in side me….I abhorred such a look through I never received one such as this (oh L your so intelligent but yet so naïve).
His eyes narrowed. His grip grow more tense not tighter but tense nonetheless, leaning closer I could see his facial features more clearly now. Smooth natural (odd but the word works) looking skin, sharp features with his cheek bones, his almond shaped face that was perfectly matched with his strong neck….and shoulders. I was suddenly shaken out of my thoughts when I heard a giggle…a silky laugh broke my thoughts like a mirror.
"His fine slender but perfect masculine body, with his terra blessed eyes and light terrene locks, he's what you've always dreamed about your opposite my little moon" the voice yielded who it was. Nymph. But how could Raito not see herShe was sitting clearly on the small blue medical desk that was on the right side of my hospital room, her velvety moon lit skin along with her silken garnet hair that fell caressing her heart-shaped structured face which was connected to a smooth petite neck and the slightly muscular but lithe body. Looking at her clothing she continued to wear the same black tank top and long black pants with the same military styled boots, her crimson hair slightly passed her shoulder.
"What's wrong Lawliet" her silvered azure eyes shining brightly in the dusk light. Those eyes that had looked at him with hope, happiness, wonder, and…care. Even when she was struck by that car-
"Visiting hours are over please leave sir so this young man can get some sleep" I didn't really like hospitals but I wanted to thank the nurse full heartedly when she has insisted Raito leave….I needed…to 'think'.
"Tomorrow Ryu you better give me an answer…" leaning over once more (when did he lean forward) he kissed my rose bud lips with a slight pressure…then it was gone…both Raito and the nurse.
"That why quit a scene…through I can't be sure I like his reaction" that playful laugh always drew a smile from me, I couldn't understand but…she reminded me of my mother.
"I'm honored to be seen maybe as your mother…or a part of her" I sharply turned my midnight blue eyes towards Nymph's resplendent orbs.
"Your comments are very riddled together Nymph" we both chuckled at the comment, but Nymph herself looked at me with affliction.
"Remember…Lawliet…love is when you allow someone who you love to break your heart…but trust them not to" her voice was calm, like the sea but that could change the sea was ever changing with it's glowing waters that promise a beautiful but painful death, just like Nymph she was beautiful but deadly….she was my best friend and…greatest assassin.
"Lawliet, get better I'll watch over you sleep my brother...sleep" she's humming; she's always had the most beautiful voice. And she's only sung for me…my little sister only sang for me. I could feel myself falling into the blissful darkness my body healing already, she's always had that strange power…to heal.
