Right when Tommy got into Sadie's room he sunk onto her bed and looked around.
He sighed deeply, this was not the bed he wanted to be in yet alone wake up in the morning.
"I'mma fucking idiot" he said to himself.
"I hope not" Sadie said as she walked in with only a towel wrapped around her and her hair dripped wet from coming out of the shower.
She came over to Tommy and kissed him lightly knowing he only made-out with her certain times but other times he stops the kiss or even turns his head when she goes to kiss him.
She tensed at her kiss and she wondered what happened when he was gone. She knew if she was going out with some one else she would break up with them faster than they could say by but he was lil Tommy q the boy of her dreams and she wasn't stupid. She wasn't going to let go of the hottest boy in Canada over some stupid little kisses and no sex.
"What's the matter?" Saide asked Tommy watching as her was deep in thought.
"I don't know but some thing feels off like I forgot something"
"Ohhh what does it have to do with?"
"That's just it I have no idea…well I'm going to take a shower"
I thought popped in Sadie's head since she didn't get the night she desired, "Want any company?" she asked hopeful.
"Ummm no thanks. I'll just be in and out."
"Are you sure because I can make it worth your wild" she said in a seductive voice as she made her way over to her bed and climbed her way on Tommy and straddled his lap.
Tommy grabbed her hips and couldn't help notice how much they curved way to much and how Jude's where the perfect size for him. He kissed her and couldn't help but think Jude's kisses had more passion no matter how much he put into it. He broke the kiss and looked into Sadie's green eye's and couldn't help but miss the deep blue eyes he starred into when he woke up that same morning. He turned them around and lightly kissed her one more time and got up.
"I really should be taking that shower if we all need to be to work at noon you know"
"What?"
"What?"
"I have to go to work in twenty minutes?" she said as she was starting to get dress.
"Oh well, but I really need to get into the shower" he said trying to escape her room now, he couldn't take she wasn't Jude.
He wondered what brought him to this conclusion that Sadie would even compare to Jude any ways.
"Well make sure Jude's done first or she'll take hours in there knowing no one else has to go" she laughed uncomfortable.
"Okay will do" with that he slipped out of her room and went to the bathroom. Her put his ear up to the door and her Jude singing a song he never heard before.
"I held you in my arms last night, I dreamed we were riding on a star, I kissed you and the sun began to shine, In dreams I can do anything, It seems like I'm on my own, It feels like I'm losing it all, White lines" and Tommy opened the door.
"Sadie can you please close the door, it's to cold" Jude whined.
"As you wish, Ms.Harrison" Tommy said.
"Tommy what are you doing in here your wishing for a death certificate"
"What are you gonna do about it?"
"Not me…Sadie has a black belt" she said as she pulled the curtain over to the side showing her wet naked body. Tommy smirked.
"Is there any room in there for one more?" he asked as one eye brow rose up to meet his forehead.
"Not if Sadie is still here, there isn't"
"I can arrange that, you better keep that water warm for when I come back." He said as he opened the door and ran to Sadie's room knowing she had to be at work in ten more minutes basically the time to drive down there.
"Are you leaving any time soon?" he asked anxious.
"Yeah…now why?" she asked a little hurt he wanted her to go for some reason.
"No reason….I guess I was just asking"
"Yeah what ever…Are you still taking me out for our lunch break?"
"I don't think I can today…Jude needs me. We can reschedule right?"
"Where are going to take her?"
"Some where nice but not to fancy. Some thing she'll feel comfortable in, I guess/" This broke Sadie's heart. She told Jamie once they always choose each other but why did she think she was any different? Maybe her sister changed him not her.
Tommy was a little skeptical that maybe just maybe she was on to him and Jude about last night. He was sure they didn't make any noise and he was defiantly sure she lied through her teeth to save his ass but then he remembered he didn't know exactly what she had told Sadie. Holy shit.
Sadie started to get angry and wanted to yell at him about something, anything she could. She knew if she did he would apologize over and over again to her in till she forgave him and wait hand and foot on her just to make sure she really did.
"Exactly where were you this morning?"
Tommy thought for a moment and then answered, "Outside. You know you don't have to keep tabs on me, Got it?"
"No I don't. How come every time Jude needs you, you go to her but when I do you can't or don't have time for me?"
"Where is this coming from? Is this from early this morning?"
"And I told you I loved you…and…and you just left"
"Loves a strong word you know"
"Yeah and we've been dating for a year and some weeks no and you still don't love me. Why can't you just take me here now, make love to me the way I always imagined when you were on television or when I spaced off listening to your boy attack cd?"
"That's just it Sadie I'm not just some pretty boy. I don't shack my ass for the public any more. I don't want attention; I want to be left alone. My life isn't about fame any more and I'm glad it isn't but the tabloids just love me and I ended up in them all the time."
"So what? What does this have to do with you or me?"
"That's just it Sadie, if I didn't have my face and this perfect hair you wouldn't be interested. If I never have become famous this Tommy wouldn't even make it past your door."
"That's not true"
"It's not? Then why do we argue every minute of the day behind the scenes but when we're in front of the camera's you can't help but act as if we have the perfect relationship then act like the fight never happened."
"Because I forgive and forget"
"Sadie I don't want to live another second of my life like this"
"You know what I don't have time for this. You can't turn this argument on me. Maybe you should take some time and decided what you want…or who?"
As she finished Sadie stomped out the house and headed for her car pissed off beyond belief. She knew him and her sister had this weird bond but didn't think it was Tommy to. She knew Jude had feeling for Tommy but didn't think Tommy would act on his feelings due to the situation they were in and now it's like all her plans back fired on her.
Tommy couldn't believe his ears. Was she giving him a choice...Again?
