Disclaimer: I am not J.k. I just enjoy writing fan fiction.
Lily apparated directly to her room where she dropped down on to her bed and began to sob uncontrollably into her pillows. She still couldn't believe what Severus had become it was him who had first told her that she was witch. He had been the one to tell her about Hogwarts and dementors, everything. She had always known that he loathed his father but to actually want to kill all muggles. His fascination with the dark arts had been something she had always been unsure about after she had started Hogwarts. Even this though had not derailed her friendship with him only his own words did that. Lily had always hoped that his obsession with the dark arts with was more in theory then in reality. She still couldn't believe that he had become a death eater it was too horrible for words. He would want her dead just because he believed that she could somehow still magic from others. She didn't know this person someone who she had once called her best friend.
She jumped up at the sound a creak into her room someone opening the door. "Who is it?'
"It's just me." Answered her mom
" Sorry, I didn't here you come back from your walk. I was just putting away laundry"
"Sorry I apparated directly back to my room."
"Are you feeling ok if there is something you would like to talk about I am here to listen."
Lily sighed "It's just Severus."
"I thought you didn't talk to him anymore?"Replied her Mum who remembered last summer her daughters tearfully story about how her best friend had called her a horrible name and all because she was trying to help stop some other boys from picking on him.
" I don't but I ran into him over by the playground and we talked for a few minutes." replied Lily who
was stilling thinking about the conversation she had just had with Severus. Wondering why he thought
that he could be one way with her and a different way with everyone else.
"So are you back to being friends?" Her Mum asked hopefully knowing that Severus had always been in
love with Lily. She had always hoped that this would help the greasy haired boy from the wrong side of
the tracks try to change but so far his friendship with Lily had done little to help change the boy.
"No way I can't be his friend after what he's become."
"What's that ?"
" A death eater."
"A what?"
"Someone who believes that only wizards who are descend from other wizards should be allowed to
have magic."
"So what do the believe about wizards and witch that aren't"
"They believe that they should be killed. Purity in the wizarding race. "
"Isn't Severus dad a muggle like us?"
"He is but Severus hates him."
Her mom just smiled and looked away she didn't always understand the wizarding world but she was
proud of her daughter.
"Oh, by to way a letter arrived for you just after you left for your walk it's from Hogwarts."
Lily smiled she was so excited but a little bit scared about going back to Hogwarts things in the
wizarding world seemed to be getting worse. The attacks on muggles and muggleborn seemed to be
increasing at a regular rate. Here at home she worried that one of Voldermort followers would come
after her and attack her even though she was of age the wizarding world she still didn't like using magic
around people who had no knowledge of the magical world because wiping away peoples memories
always made her wonder if someone had ever done that to her.
"Thanks, Mum I am sure it's my booklist for this year I will open and maybe owl my friends to see if they
want to meet at Diagon alley it a few days if that's alright with you."
Her mum handed her the letter and then left the room.
Lily opened the letter as she did the contents of the letter spilt out revealing the Head girl badge. Lily
screamed in exciting she couldn't believe that she was actually named head girl. This left only one worry
left for the new school year who would be the Head boy. Lily figured that only person made sense if she
was head girl it would have to be Remus her good friend. She was so excited she could hardly wait for
the new school year to begin.
A/N Another chapter after this chapter we will finally see James and Lily together most of the time. Enjoy reading and hope to hear from you.
