Farewell My Love

Chap 4

John's POV (yep I change POV's XD)

I opened my eyes and cuddled myself the cloths around me still feels so worm Wade had given me some of his cloths yesterday they still smell like him and BOY were they BIG on me… But I like it.

"WADE GET THE HELL UP MAN WERE LATE" I heard David yell I glanced at the watch on the wall it was 7:00 AM and they had to be in RAW in about an hour.

I got up and washed my face in the bathroom and left the room meeting Outanga in the hallway he was still knocking on Wade's door… DAMN he's a heavy sleeper I chuckled and poked David's head. "Hey let me try" I said and pushed Outanga back.

"Wade baby wake up you're going to be late for work DON'T MAKE ME COME IN THERE"

Wade opened the door harshly. "I SAID GIVE FIVE BLOODY SECONDS" I pouted and his face softened. "Just go eat breakfast I will be right the'e" he kissed my head and I smiled. "You' just a bowl of innocence aren't yah?" Wade tugged my nexus cap and I felt like hugging him so I did guess I'm in a childish mood today. "Easy Love I just woke up and I feel a tad dizzy"

"Sorry" I cuddled closer to him nuzzling my face in his chest. "I feel childish today so I'm going with my mood"

"You have a cute mood now go and let me get dressed I'll join you in a minute"

"Okay" I dragged Outanga to the living room where we met up with the other nexus. "Warning hyper Cena in the house" David alerted.

They finished getting dressed and Slater made us breakfast that Husky quickly ate up god that dog I watched wade running around the room searching for his bag thinking how cute he looked and when they were ready Wade smiled to me. "Hey John were taking you to the show" he gave me a ticket and pushed me to the car before I can even say a single word.

Anyway in RAW studios I walked around backstage missing the Grey walls and old rooms and suddenly I pumped into something… no someone. "Watch where you're going Cena" EH I hated the man who owned that damn voice. "Randy" I greeted.

"How the hell did you get in here?" he asked rudely and I narrowed my eyes.

"Wade invited me"

"WADE? As in Barrett?"

"Yea got a problem with that?"

"Tch whatever" with that he left and I walked to the Nexus locker room only finding Wade there… even better.

"Hey Love what are you doing here done checking the place out already?"

I took Wade's hands in mine and looked up to him meeting his gaze. "Yea kinda I just want to wish you luck babe."

"Don't worry I'll be fine" He kissed my cheek and I traced his face with my fingers. "God I love you so much Wade."

He laughed and pulled me closer to him. "Good because after the show were going somewhere privet just you and me to make up for being interrupted yesterday" he smirked and I got on my tip toes to plant a quick kiss on his lips but I heard the door make a cracking sound. "GOT YOU" Oh no

Were in trouble I gulped hard and closed my eyes slowly lowering myself to normal again. "ORTON HAVENT YOU EVER HEARD OF KNOCKING?" Wade yelled.

"You two… were almost ganna kiss"

"What? your insane" Wade faked a laugh and smacked the back of my head. "We were arguing about the usual stuff"

"Oh no I know what I saw and I know a kissing face when I see one…Why John?"

I opened my eyes slowly and my heart dropped. "I…" I didn't find words to say I didn't know what to do I was scared.

"You had always turned me down everytime I told you how I felt about you…YOU FREAKING TURN ME DOWN" Wade stepped in front of me. "Hey retard he doesn't love you I wouldn't blame him you bloody stink"

Randy shoved wade and wade shoved back then Randy growled in frustration. "Well settle this in the ring" he left I felt my legs start to tremble. "Hey love its okay calm down" The brit held me close to him. "Randy Wont do a damn thing to get between us let him do what he pleases he's nothing to us okay now I have to go John but I will be back and I'll be sure to hit O'ton hard fo' wha' he did to you" I nodded and felt Wade break the embrace I felt saddened when I watched him leave and sat down watching what will happen on the TV screen in the locker room.

It didn't take long for Wade to get Randy where he wanted and that's In a Wasteland but then I watched as R-Truth come in the ring and held Wade I stood up as I saw my lover getting beaten up by Orton and Truth but relaxed when I saw nexus come to there leaders save but more people just came marching in like an army in to stop the nexus I saw as Orton took the microphone and smirked. "COME OUT CENA COME TO HELP WADE SHOW THE WORLD THAT YOU FAKE YOUR HATE FOR HIM SHOW THE WORLD THAT YOU CARE FOR HIM LOVE HIM" That bastard he was threatening me I couldn't watch him beat Wade up like that but I couldn't leave my lover to get hit like that either… what should I do? More members of nexus fell in defeat and Randy loved the sight of it loved the sight of there agony epically Wades. "Come on Cena don't leave him hanging" I turned my face when I watched Orton Ready to RKO Wade and ran outside.

I ran to the stage and saw the sight of the falling nexus and there bleeding leader Wade was… bleeding badly they had all attacked him at once with everything they got anger built up inside of me as I ran to the ring stopping just before I get inside the robes the crowed chanted out my name loudly and I glared angrily at Orton. "Are you here to save him? Well too bad." He kicked Wade's defenseless body and I growled in anger. "Stop this Orton" I controlled my anger. "Not before you say it to the world say that you love him"

"GO TO HELL" I yelled

"Your lose Cena" he was about to punch Wade when I held his fists. "O…Okay just stop please" I said and he gave me the microphone while the others jumped out of the ring giving me space to stand in the middle with Orton I knelt down to Wade and hugged him while he was unconscious. "I'm so sorry baby" I kissed his head and stared up to the crowed all of them stared back with shock and excitement I held the microphone close to my lips. "I… I" once again the words disappeared from my mouth and I was on the edge of tears GOD DAMN YOU ORTON, I looked at Wade again and wiped the blood from his head. "Wade wake up please God don't do this to me please wake up" I whispered but nothing I finally let the tears escape my eyes and broke down soaking Wades shirt with my tears. "WADE DON'T DO THIS TO ME PLEASE WADE DAMN IT WAKE UP WE PROMISED THAT WE WONT LEAVE EACHOTHER PLEASE WADE" I felt a hand on my back when I turned to look I saw Randy Guilt written all over his face and he looked really sorry for what he did HIS GODDAMN SORRY WONT MAKE WADE OPEN HIS EYES NOW WOULD IT?

The medics came to take Wade soon and I followed them to the hospital and Randy insisted to come along apologizing to me the whole way there. "GOD DAMN IT ORTON" I finally snapped at him "YOUR FUCKING SORRYS DON'T FUCKING MATTER" I tried to calm myself down. "I…I'm sorry" I took a deep breath and letted it out. "I just want Wade back" burying my face in my palms I continued to sob and cry while the viper hugged me and TRIED to make me feel better but he aint doing a zit well of a job.

I sighed and prayed to god "God please let me know your there right now please just let Wade be okay I will do ANYTHING" I kept praying and praying as Randy looked at me with a soft sad look on his face but for now all I can do is sit and wait just sit and wait…