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I carefully put my hand on her shoulder, but she shrugs it off and get´s up and runs to her room instead. Hurt by her rejection I get up too, to leave. When I´m at the door, I remeber that I can´t leave the girl I love. I turn around and sit down on the sofa, waitng for her to get back. I look around in the room, it´s barely decorated but on the walls I see beautiful paintings that I assume she has done.

I slowly walk up to one of them. The painting is portraiting a girl, she seems lost. The girl is black and white but the surronding around her is colored in diffrent colors. It´s beautiful.

"Do you like it?"

My head snaps into the direction of the voice. She´s standing at the end of the room with a little red puffy eyes. I immidiatly want´s to walk up to her and hug, ressure her that nothing bad is gonna happen. But my whole body is paralyzed and all I can do is stare at her. Then I remeber that she asked me a question and I nod.

"I´m sorry that I about earlier. I didn´t mean to run off."

She laughs at me, then she does something that shocks me completly, she closes the small gap between us wtih an kiss is warm and sweet and I quikly lose myself in it. She deepens the kiss and I press my tongue against her lips, begging for entrance. She happily accept and our tongues explore each others mouths befre we pull apart.

"Wow" She whisper.

"Yeah"

We stare at each other for a long time without saying a word.

"I guess I should head home"

She stood on her toes and planted akiss on my cheek. Then she backed away with an smile on her lips.

"Goodbye Charlie"

"Goodbye Maya"

On my way home all I could think of was her. Her beautiful smile and her soft golden hair. The way she kissed me and the way she talked. I was so busy picturing her and it was like I was walking in a trance, so I didn´t notice the truck that came rushing towards me and hited me with such an power. All I could think of was her, and she was the last thing I saw before everything became black.


Hurt. That was the only emotion I could feel. Hurt. My head hurted, so did my legs. I could´t see, everything was black, it was dark and scary. I wished Maya was here with me. She would ease the pain I´m feeling. She would save me, but she wasn´t here, and I was dying. I was dying, and I knew about it. I was dying and Maya wasn´t here. This was not how I wanted to end. I wanted to die with Maya by my side holding my hand, kissing me and telling me that everything was gonna be alright.

I felt someone, or something lifting me up. But I couldn´t move, and I couldn´t speak. I just laid here in the darkness, waiting for death to take me. Time moved slow, I could hear people talk in the distant, it sounded like they were far away, but something told me that they wern´t that far away.

"You have to fight for me"

Maya´s beautiful voice sounded in my head. That was impossible, am I imagine things? I tried to fight death for the first time, at first I had sunked back, willingly letting him take me. But I couldn´t. I couldn´t leave Maya, she was my happines, my world. I had to live, I had to live so that we could be together and create beautiful kids together.

"Please Charlie, fight for me. I can´t live without you!"

Maya´s words made me fight even harder. It was a little brighter before and the voices got a little higher, like they were closer. Everything was still dark and the voices was still far away, but I had made progress. I felt someone or something lift me again, and I guessed that they tried to save me by going to an hospital. Maybe I could survive this, maybe I could survive this and me and Maya would live happily together. I had to fight, I couldn´t die on her. Not now, not when we finally kissed, not now when she finally saw me.

"Take him to O.R, we need to operate him imidiatly."

A diffrent voice talked, it didn´t sound as lovely as Maya´s voice. Then the beautiful voice talked again.

"Please don´t let him die! Please I´m begging you!"

"Ma`am you have to step aside and let us do our job"

Maya. Maya is fighting for me! She wants me to be alive, she can´t live without me! I fight the tired feeling, don´t want to sleep. If I give up, and let the tiredness win, death will take me. I can´t let that happen. Soemone´s taking my hand and gently squezed it. Maya?

"Okay Charlie. Do not die on me now, you hear me?"

She sobs, and I want to hug her and promise her that I wont go anywhere. But I can´t mostly because I don´t know myself if I will be alright. The tired feeling is getting harder and harder to fight.

"Okay? You hear me Charlie? Do not die on me, `cause I can´t live without you. So please don´t die."

Someone pulls her off and I immidiatly misses her warm touch.

"Ma´am, will you please fill out these papers? What are you´re realtionship with Mr. Gardner?"

She breaks down and starts to cry.

"I don´t know"

My poor princess, I hurt her so much. She cries because of me, if I wouldn´t have kiss her she wouldn´t have come. I fel so guilty dying when I recently kissed her. Making her feel responsble to come here, and watch me die. My single thought when everything becomes black again is:

I´m sorry Maya


I hear the monitor beep rymthly beside me and I understand what that means. I´m alivie! I made it! But the tired feeling is still there and I know what´s happening. But before that, I have to do something. I use my power and slowly opens my eyes, then I look at the sleeping Maya beside me. I use a little more of my energy and opens my mouth.

"Maya"

Her eyes immidiatly opens and she rushes to my side.

"You´re alivie!"

She takes my hand in hers and squeze it. I use the energy that´s left to say what I have to say.

"I´m...Sorry...Maya"

Then I close my eyes and the monitor beeps panicked before a single long beep comes. The last thing I hear is her beautiful voice screaming.

"Charlie! Noo!"


Autors Note: Go on, hate me. I got to say that this was my favourite chapter to write honestly. What did you think of it? Please review and don´t forget that I love you and that you are so amazing!