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In the middle of the night Emilia crawled into her parents bed and snuggles thight to her mommys expanding stomach.
"Sweetie is something wrong?" Addie asked yawning by looking at the alarmclock she found out that it was 3 am.
"I had a bad dream mommy! It was really, really a bad nightmare". Emilia whined.
"Do you want to tell me about it?" she was concerned now. Emilia have had lots of bad dreams lately.
"No I just want to forget it! Okay?"
"That`s fine with me bug. But if you want to you can tell me"
"Where`s daddy?"
"He got called into the hospital"
"Ohh okay. Mommy?"
"Hmm?"
"Does it hurt when Rosalie kicks you?"
"Emilia who is Rosalie?"
"My little sister! I can feel her kicking! I had a dream about her as well!"
"So you think you`ll have a little sister? What about the other baby?"
"I don`t know, I just had a dream about Rosalie".
"Rosalie is a pretty name Emilia".
"I think so too! You`re going to call her Rosalie right?"
"I first have to talk to daddy about it. He has to like the name too. And we don`t even know for sure that you`re having a little sister"
"Hmm, but you ask daddy. Promise?"
"I promise. Now can we go back to sleep?"
"Can I stay here with you? I`m scared alone!"
"You can stay here. Sleep well bug"
"You to mommy"
With that mother and daughter went back to sleep.
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Bevore noon Addison and Emilia arrived at the hospital.
"Emilia, I have to go check on my patient and you have to come too. Can you promise me to be nice and to be quiet as long as I talk to the patient?"
"Yes momma. Is your patient a mommy too?"
"Yes she is! Since yesterday. She has a tiny little baby boy"
"Can I see him?" Emilia asked hopefully.
"Yes you can. I have to check him too."
"Yay. I think having a brother wouldn`t be that bad."
"I`m happy to hear that missy"
"Hello Mrs Combs. How are you?"
"I feel fine. I`m still tired and have a little pain but isn`t really bad"
"Yeah the pain is normal after the surgery. Do you want any painkillers?
"No I don`t think they are necessary"
"Do you have any questions?"
"No. But I want to thank you. All doctors I went to told me it`s impossible to save Aiden"
"You`re welcome! But you don`t have to thank me. It`s my job!"
"Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd?"
"Yes?"
"Is this your daughter?"
"Yes that`s my daughter. Sorry about that, I usually don`t bring my child to work but I didn`t have much of a choice today"
"Don`t worry about it. What´s you name sweety?"
"I`m Emilia. What´s your name?"
"I`m Lauren"
"So Emilia we have to go now. I`ll check on Aiden now Mrs. Combs"
"I already asked Dr. Karev about him, he said he is just fine, so as long as he really is, you don`t have to come back here".
"OK. If Dr. Karev sais he`s fine he probably is, but I check on him anyway"
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Emilia was fascinated by the baby`s and disappointed as well after she realized she couldn`t play with them.
"Mom I thought I could play with the baby`s after they are born" she said sorely disappointed.
"Well not right after they are born. But they`ll grow very fast though. You`ll see".
"Okay. Mommy why is daddy kissing that woman?" Emilia asked surprised as she never had seen her father kissing another woman than her mommy.
Addison stand there in shock. She couldn`t belive that he is still in love with that woman.
She took Emilia and carried her out of the hospital and drove home.
She couldn`t understand that. Why the hell did he wanted to start a family with me while he was still in love with this pre-schooler.
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"What the hell got into you Meredith?" he asked furious after he pulled back.
"Derek I now you still love me! I wanted to show you!"
"Meredith you are sick. I`m in love with my wife! You need to understand that. You need to understand that I don`t love you! I love Addison Forbes Montgomery-Shepherd! She`s the love of my life".
With that he walked away. Hoping he would find Addison before someone could tell her about what just happened with Meredith.
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Derek decided to drive home, as he couldn`t find his wife and daughter at the hospital. He was scared Addison had heard about the kiss by now.
"Addie? Where have you been? I thought we meet at the hospital after you checked on Mrs. Combs"
"Well I thought after I saw you kissing Meredith Grey, you would appreaciate not to be interrupted by your wife!" she had a hard time fighting the tears.
"Ohh Addison. She kissed me. I didn`t kiss her back, I pulled away after I realized what just happened!" He was desperate he wasn`t sure she would belive him.
"Stop lying Derek! I saw you! And I haven`t noticed you felt uncomportable or pulling away"
"Addie" she cut him off.
"Don`t Addie me! Just leave! I take the next plane back to LA. Don`t come after me or try to stop me! Just leave me alone!" Tears were now running down her cheeks like a cascade.
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to be continued…
