Hey everyone!

Um, this isn't an update. I'm pretty sure you can tell. But uh, I won't be updating this story for a while. I actually won't be on for a while, and I might check my PM's. The reason I say might, is because I log on sometimes, but I rarely check my e-mails on yahoo, so I might not know if anyone has messaged me if you have. I have a lot going on, and I hope whoever is reading this story and actually (for some reason) likes it can forgive me. If you're wondering what's going on, which you might not care, I'll list 'em!

~My mom's sick – I'm going to see if I can take care of her.

~I'm sick – I've been sick for about two/three weeks, and I missed all of school last week, except for Wednesday, which was a pretty crazy day.

~My boyfriend comes back to school tomorrow – Some of you might know, but my bf, Ty, got suspended for having thumbtacks. So, just a question. Thumbtacks are considered weapons... doesn't that mean teachers have weapons all around the classrooms? But, other than him coming back from me not seeing him for the past five days, I'm excited to be with him, because with him, it's actually a different relationship. He's 100% better than my ex...that cheating fucker!

~I'm gonna see if I can make a story – I don't mean stories like this one. I mean a real book. I wanna see if I can be one of the youngest people to get a book published. I have two/three ideas I have for a story, and I'd be really freaking happy if I got published. That would mean my name would actually mean something, other than whatever people call me at school, which is probably: emo girl, dead girl, shy girl, teacher's pet (hella true and it's epic!), goodie girl (or whatever the hell it is), demon, violent, demented, 51/50. And that's all true, but to have everyone across the world (or however far it would go) know my name would be a huge honor. If I can do this, I already know what it'll say on the first page, where the author's put their notes. And then once the story would be finished, I might go more into detail.

So, that's all that's happening with me. I hope you all can understand, and find it in your hearts to forgive me, but right now, I want to be focused on this one thing. As surprising as it is, I'm being serious. I've been thinking about this for a long time now, and I'm going to see if I can make it come true in the near future. Like I said, hope you can forgive me and understand. BYE! I LOVE YOU ALL! (in a friendly way!) 3

Sincerely,

Grim Ruin