this is dedicated to my best friend jesse tyler (Red-bub-wolf) hes in my favorite authors section check his story out


Better than me

(Jacob/renesmee) 3rd person

She sat in her room and cried, thinking about what the love of her life has done

Flashback

"Mom he told me he stopped he promised me he stopped"

"I know sweetheart I know, I'll talk to him, and you guys can work this out, you love each other, I know you do. He's been gone for 3 days sweetheart you need to talk to him"

"Yeah we do love each other, but the point is he lied to me"

The door slowly opens

"Ness?"

"I'll be downstairs if you need me"

Bella glared at her best friend as she walked out of the room

"Ness, I'm sorry"

"Please talk to me"

She shook her head and glared at him

He hung his head and sat on the floor by the door

"YOU LIED TO ME JACOB BLACK, YOU PROMISED ME YOU WOULD STOP" she screamed at him with tears streaming down her face.

"I know, I'm really truly sorry I never meant to start back up it just happened , I'm sorry for lying, I'm sorry for betraying your trust, Ness please forgive me"

As he said this a song came on the radio

(Better than me by hinder)

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

She sat down on the bed, and told him to come sit by her

"Jacob, I'm giving you one more chance, you screw this up, you're leaving. Got it?"

"Yes ma'am"

End flashback

She looked at the picture of her and Jacob, and sighed.

After their conversation, she told him he needed to go away for a while so she could clear her head, he did, it's been 4 days and she misses him a lot

She ran down the stairs

"AUNT AL…" She was cut off when she saw her aunt on the phone

He aunt hung up and smiled

3 minutes later Jacob ran through the door with her favorite flowers and chocolate, she jumped into his arms and kissed him with anticipation


An: I cried writing this, so i hope the gramer and everything is ok, i hope you all love it, if not oh well, if so review it. lol

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