Mira came into the dining room and sat down. Immediately I could tell that something was off about her; she seemed distracted and was scratching between her many cuts and scars on her arm.
Could she be so addicted to hurting herself? She looked much like an addict as she sat there… if she was I had to act on it.
"What is that?" I attempted to point her attention to her aimless itching.
"Sorry Miss A.?" she tried to sound innocent.
"I think I will have to change my plans today" I couldn't take my eyes away from the state of her arm. All those scars, all those healing cuts… I definitely had to do everything within my power to help her!
"I will take care of that after breakfast" I let her know.
Perfectly timed Kate brought us breakfast in that moment. Mira seemed to struggle to eat so I gave her a stern look that immediately made her take a bite.
I already had power over her!
As soon as she finished I instructed her to go to her room, undress and lie down flat on her back with her arms and legs outstretched.
I went to my pleasure room and retrieved my favourite riding crop. I was planning on giving her a taste of controlled pain to take away her urges.
Entering 'her' bedroom I held out the crop to show her;
"This is a riding crop" I explained and flexed it to show its properties that I would soon let her feel on her own skin.
"I think it speaks well to your craving" I remarked before I went to shackle her to the bed like the night before.
I sat myself on the side of the bed, looking at her.
"We need to find you a safe-word sweetie…" I spoke as I aimlessly played with the tool that she couldn't take her eyes off. "Why don't we start with 'Mummy'" I proposed.
She looked offended or perhaps horrified at my choice but I wasn't in a mood to discuss it with her.
"If it gets too much all you have to do is call on 'Mummy'" I said and got on my feet and quickly swatted the riding crop on her arm where she had been scratching that itch. It wasn't a full force hit, I barely felt any feedback transferring to my hand.
She reacted with a yelp of shock and tried to pull away from me. I shushed her. I had taken her aback.
Teasingly I rested the crop in my hand pondering where to let her feel it next; I decided on the underside of her foot I had tickled earlier and heard her squeal as she bucked as I had put a little more force into it.
"How does that feel?" I wanted her to be conscious and aware of what was happening to her body.
She met me with silence so I swatted the crop hard on the inside of her thigh; hard enough to give feedback to my wrist. She had to learn that every action and non-action came with consequences.
Her back arched and she licked her lips; her body reacting to the pain in the most blissful way. It was giving her pleasure!
"I'll have you flying in no time!" I chuckled and let the crop hit her side, trying to continue her pleasure wave.
I hit her hip and saw how hers rocked and grinded absorbing the pleasure the pain was giving to her.
"What's that, Sweetie?" I swatted and then held the leather over her slightly wetted sex. She was really enjoying it… too much for my liking. It wasn't my plan to take her that far so soon. And looking at her face she looked so terribly confused about this whole thing. She had never before experienced the full effect of a rush like this.
"Not this time, sweetie!" I groaned and let the hits rain over her body; internally hoping she would safe-word soon. That she would stop me but she just continued to wail and twist in her chains.
Finally she cried out 'Mummy' and I could stop. I immediately undid her restraints
"I didn't think you had it in you" I heard myself say to my own disbelief before I left the room.
I couldn't look at her now. I felt tears pressing behind my eyes as I realized I had gone way, way too far with the poor girl. This was definitely going to leave marks on her!
But… I just wanted to hear her speak up… I think… I wanted her to take charge and stop me from hurting her… but she was too damn strong. Headstrong girl!
I rushed to find Kate and before I cracked completely I managed to vaguely explain to her that I had been using my riding crop on Mira and that she needed to be nursed before I ran to my bedroom.
I couldn't hold the tears back then despite trying hard.
When I finally managed to regain control of myself I made up my face to make it look like nothing ever happened; and just in time as Kate came in.
"She's asleep" she said coldly
"Thank you" I was surprised how chirpy I made my voice sound after this display of emotions I had just sat through.
"Was that necessary?" she held her hands on her sides.
"She wouldn't safe-word." I explained, barely looking at her.
"Just be sure you're not punishing her for something she didn't do" she turned around and left the bedroom; leaving me with a revelation that threatened to make more tears fall.
