For the record I think Richard White is a great character, so menacing and I still hope that they bring him back into the show. Olivia has changed so much since they first met I think it would be really interesting to see how she handles him now, anyone agree?
Anyway thanks for the reviews guys.
Disclaimer: Still not mine.
Be warned this chapter contains a rape scene!
Chapter 4.
Olivia was back in the same bedroom she had first woke up in, she was back on the bed, and she figured she must have passed out from the pain because she had no idea how she had got here. She pulled her self up the bed, she lifted her top up, but it had got stuck to the wound on her stomach.
She looked around she could see a door in the room, it was open and she figured since there was a bathtub it had to be the on suite. She got off the bed and walked over to it, clasping her hand over the wound.
The bathroom was huge too, no surprise. She found a wash cloth on the side and ran it under the cold water. Then she perched herself on the edge of the bath and placed the cloth over her wound. She winced at the pain but kept it there.
She removed the cloth, it had cleaned it up a little although there was still scorched skin around it she could see the perfect shape of Richards ring on her stomach. Like she didn't have the guy stuck in her head enough he had now left her with something to remind her of him the rest of her life.
She placed the cold cloth back on it for a second more then discarded it into the bath tub. She looked at her watch it was hours past Isabelle's feed, she only hoped Richard had planned for that and had got some formula and jars of food in.
She walked back into the bedroom, she tried the door as she passed but it was locked. She went over to the bed and sat down. She looked up as she heard the lock turn and the door open.
Richard and his mother walked in.
"Lila White. I knew I didn't like you the first time I met you." Olivia said hoping that looks could kill because if they could then Lila White would be lying dead on the floor.
"Oh come on now Olivia. We're all here together thanks to Mother." Richard said walking over to her. "Aren't you going to thank her?" He continued.
"Thank you so much you have no idea how nice it feels to have a boiling hot piece of gold stuck into your stomach." She spat out sarcastically.
"Olivia..?" Richard said in a warning tone.
"Where's Isabelle, she was due a feed hours ago?" Olivia said unable to hide the sound of utter defeat in her voice.
"Don't worry about it, I fed her. She had a vegetable stew. She loved it, she had fruit yoghurt for pudding she ate that up in two seconds. Did you breast feed when she was first born?"
"Ugh…" He made her skin want to crawl right off her body. She walked over to what was the window but had been boarded over. She wrapped her arms tight around her in an attempt to hide herself because she knew Richard was looking at her.
"It's a simple question Olivia, don't be embarrassed by it, it's completely natural."
"You make me sick, yea it is natural yet you get some sick pleasure out of it you fucking freak."
Richard stormed over to her and prized her arms apart. He looked at her chest she could feel his eyes undressing her, she considered slamming her knee into his crotch but she wouldn't risk it, he had said he wouldn't hurt Isabelle but she wasn't about to start trusting a rapist.
"Now, now Richard play nicely." Lila said as she stepped out of the room.
"Did you rub Isabelle's belly it's the only way she gets rid of wind, if she doesn't she'll start feeling colicky?" Olivia asked Richard while he still had tight hold of her wrists.
"Yes. I changed her diaper and bathed her she's already in bed fast asleep. Would you like to see her?"
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The second Olivia saw the crib in the master bedroom she ran over to it. She looked in to see Isabelle was in her usual position; on her stomach with her butt stuck up in the air. Olivia did her usual routine and pulled her legs out a little so she was flat on her stomach. She leaned in and kissed her on her head.
"You're really great with her." Richard said as he looked on.
"I'm surprised she went off for you, usually Elliot and I have to battle with her to get her to sleep, especially if she's watching a game with him." She knew it would hit a nerve even the ones he claimed not to have.
"Yea well that piece of scum is never getting his hands on her again or you." Richard said unable to hide the anger and resentment in his voice.
"Wanna bet…" Olivia thought out loud.
Richard walked over to her and grabbed her wrists again, they were bruised from scuffle in the kitchen earlier and him grabbing them again only made things worse. He pushed her down onto the bed. Olivia looked at the crib hoping Isabelle was asleep. She had a pretty good idea what was coming and didn't want her daughter to have to see it.
Richard began kissing her neck, she was startled when he stopped and pulled back slightly. "I know you're a good mother Olivia, you'll do anything to keep her safe…" He glanced at Isabelle so did Olivia, thankful she hadn't disturbed.
"The only way she'll ever be safe is if you stay here with me, and don't try to fight it, if we can be a family then your both safe. If you leave here Olivia you'll never be able to give her a proper life you'll always be looking over you shoulder. If you leave here I will kill you both, because if I can't have you then no one else will."
Olivia looked into his eyes she'd never been rid of him since she'd first met him but knew that the glare those eyes held would haunt her forever. She knew she had no choice if she wanted Isabelle to ever be able to live a happy life she had to say yes to him, but that meant leaving her life as Detective Olivia Benson behind and that meant leaving Elliot behind.
"Come is it that hard to say yes?" Richard said laughing.
"Yes. Yes." The first 'yes' she yelled. It was agonizing to make that sort of decision, the second 'yes' she whispered was her agreeing to his request.
"That a girl." He started kissing her neck again. She looked to the side. Isabelle was awake she was lying still but watching them.
"Richard no, stop, Richard please. She's awake don't do this not in front of her, please Richard." She didn't want her daughter to watch as she got raped. "Richard stop!" She managed to break an arm away and slung it into Richards face.
"Bitch…" Richard slammed his fist into her face. She yelped as he cut her face, just below her eye socket.
Richard pulled at her shirt till it tore open. He then started to fondle with his belt buckle. Olivia's eye was watering she could feel it, her vision was blurred. Isabelle had pulled herself up against the side of the crib and was watching everything, her bottom lip was trembling her big brown eyes were filled with tears.
"Isabelle go asleep, please baby go asleep, go asleep Issy." Olivia tried to push Richard off her but he was heavy and strong and wasn't budging.
"Isabelle look away!" She screamed as Isabelle burst into tears. She hated yelling at her, she could only imagine how scared she must have been. "Damn-it Richard she's watching…"
Richard ignored her and was now pulling on her trousers. Olivia was trying to bat his hands away, he slapped her hard, the sound echoed around the room and Isabelle screamed louder.
"Shut the hell up..!" Richard screamed at Isabelle she carried on crying, resting her head against the frame of the crib.
Olivia started to cry, she just wanted to hold her and stop her from crying, she saw the fear in her eyes, and she had told herself she would never let her feel that.
She held her eyes and decided that laying still may mean this whole thing would be over with quicker. Richard forced himself into her hard. She just kept her eyes on Isabelle and held her breath till it was over.
He finally pulled himself off her and off the bed. "Shut her up." He said walking over to the door and stepping out. Olivia zipped her jeans up and hauled herself off the bed. She stumbled over to Isabelle's crib fastening what buttons were left on her shirt up.
As she got close Isabelle stood up and held her arms out to Olivia. Her face was bright red and she was crying so hard she was coughing. Olivia picked her up and held her close, she started swaying, trying to lull her off to sleep. She kissed her head, trying to hold in her own tears.
"Shh baby, go to sleep, shh…" Her body ached but her main concern now was calming Isabelle down.
She thought about lying down on the bed but decided against it she wanted to be nowhere near it. She saw an arm chair in the corner and walked over to it. She sat down slowly that bastard hadn't even tried to be gentle.
Isabelle was finally begging to settle and she snuggled into Olivia holding onto her shirt. As she began to fall asleep Olivia started to cry. She wanted nothing more than to be back in her apartment with Elliot holding her in his arms.
She couldn't believe she had told him she would stay she had just sold her soul to the devil.
TBC
Poor Liv!
I'm sorry please don't hate me, I hate her getting hurt too, despite my stories always involving her getting hurt. Don't worry though she'll get her own back.
How Isabelle sleeps is how my nephew sleeps, it's so cute.
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