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"Look,we all know you two are super thrilled about this whole trip and all but behave yourselves. Now it's time for food!"- Kendall said you could see the sparks in his eyes.

We shared looks with the guys and Mich and I realized they just want us to be normal in the hotel. That's all.

Eventough I still said feeling guilty, " I'm sorry we didn't mean it."-But i was pulled into a hug by two strong arms. It was Kendall. He whispered into my ear, " It's totally fine. Because we love you two."- He gave me a tight hug from behind then we sat down on the bed eating.

After hours we were full and sleepy. Mich went to get a shower this time. I laid down on the bed and turned on the tv. The guys take out the left overs and come back in the room.

"what's up"- Logan asked. All 4 of them sat down on the bed beside me.

"I'm just staring out of my head"- I said honestly. James pulled me into a shoulder hug. I laid my had on his shoulder.

"You know how much we love you two? Seriously. Not to mention you both are so cute."- Kendall said with a wink.

Logan,James Carlos nodded on Kendall's statement. A smile came across my lips.

"That's good because I and Mich love you too"- I said with a giggle. Kendall poked my nose and I burst out in laughter.

"What's wrong with her?"- Carlos asked chuckling along with us. I just buried my face into my enough I felt strong arms around my waist. I knew those arms. It was Kendall's.

"She just loves me."- Kendall replied on his adorable voice.

"He knows me so well"- I put a kiss on his cheek. Suddenly I just watched as James changed look with Carlos.

Then I was lifted up and I was on somebody's shoulder. I was laughing hard. I couldn't stop.

"SMILE TO THE WORLD GIRL"- I heard than I saw camera flashes and a beep sound. Yep,these idiots taking this on video.

"NO PLEASE OH MY GOSH GUYS! STOP IT ! MICH! HELP!"- I tried to hit Carlos's back but he still kept me in his grasp.

For my luck she came out right in time. She ran over to Carlos trying to help me but she was tackled down by James. They were on the ground laughing hysterically. James kept tickling her hard. But the problem was,I still hanged on Carlos shoulder.

Carlos," YEAH GUYS WE ARE HERE IN LONDON HAVING FUN WITH THIS TWO AMAZING GIRL ! ONE OF IS ON MY SHOULDER WHILE THE OTHER IS ON THE FLOOR,WE JUST WANTED TO LOG IN, SEE YOU SOON. BYE"- With that Kendall turned off his mobile and freed me from Carlos.

"Thanks Kendizzle"- I told him with a giant yawn. He just said," no problem" He pulled me into a hug.

"Okay it's time for bed. It's already midnight passed by 22 minutes."- James ordered. I and Mich put on a fake pouting face. We didn't want this night to end yet.

"Noooooooo"- Mich began to say cutely. We ended up saying this in chorus.

"Yeeeees"- Carlos mimicked us. For this I showed him playfully by his chest and he fell on James. It was funny.

"Okay. Sorry girls,we're going to bed and you two better do the same."- Kendall told us softly. They were very tired too like us. They turned to leave the room but a smile appeared on their faces and attacked us with goodnight kisses.

"Sleep well"- Kendall said.

"We'll be in our room,remember if you need anything you can come to us."- Logan reminded us with a warm smile.

"Sure. We get it. Now go"- Mich said with a giggle to the guys. After we hugged the guys one by one we all went to our bed while they into their room. Carlos,James shared a room meanwhile Kendall and Logan the other one. They went to sleep and we did the same.

Timi's Pov.

I woke up all sweaty and trembling. I sat up in the bed as I wiped my fresh tears away. Then I took my phone into my head and checked if Mich is up or not. But she wasn't. She was sound asleep. I thought I'll go over to the guys. Quietly I sneaked out of our hotel room. The hall was lighted out so I didn't need my phone anyway.

I clutched it to my chest as I made my way to the door. I knocked on it. I was afraid they won't wake up. So I turned around to leave but I felt a hand on my shoulder and a door opening. I spun around and without words collapsed into Carlos' safety arms crying forcefully.

"Shhh,it's okay." I must wet his T-shirt.

"Tell me what's wrong,but first we need you to get in the bed"- He said to me.

Still hugging me,we walked into their shared room. He switched on the nightstand lamp then he went to get me a bottle of ice water from the mini fridge. First he sat me down on his bed as he pulled the cover over me he handed me the water bottle. I drank a little,then I handed it back to him with a simple thank you. He just nodded sweetly. He put it down on the nightstand.

"Now tell me what's happened"-he whispered softly.

I just shook my head no and said, " I just want Kendall,please"- I choked out.

"But princess he's sleeping."- He replied concerned.

"I want him,Litos"- I said one more time. When he saw my eyes were puffy and red he gave in.

He stood up and began to wake up Kendall," Buddy,hey wake up."- But nothing. He was still snoring softly.

"This not gonna work"- Carlos told me as he turned around facing with me.

"Please"- I cried.

"Bro,she needs you. Wake up for god shake"- He tried. Kendall began to move slowly then his eyes shot open.

He looked like he wouldn't know where he is then he glanced me and pulled me into a tight hug. He sat me in his lap rocking me back and forth.

"Carlos why is she crying?"- He asked on a sleepy voice.

"Man I have no idea,she just come here a few minutes ago terrified."- Carlos told Kendall. He looked at me with sorry eyes full with concern then he pulled me up and he offered his hand for me. I took it. I didn't know why did he do it.

"Carlos we'll be down in the lobby. I just wanna talk with her in private"- Kendall said with a smile.

"Sure. Goodnight."- Carlos said going to bed but first he walked over and pulled me into a hug and kissed my forehead.

"Night Carlos"- I said then instantly buried my face into Kendall's chest holding him by his waist.

We reached the lobby. He told me to sat on the couch and he sat beside me but his left leg pulled up on the couch.

"So why are those tears on your pretty face? Tell me. I won't tell anyone."- He said caressing my face with his thumb. I rested my head on the crook of my right arm. I was so tired but too scared to close my eyes and fall asleep. I just couldn't get myself to do it.

"Just flash backs. Of my past. The bullying. If you wouldn't be there for me I may would have think about the end..."- I managed to choke out as fresh tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Ohh girl. I'm here you know that. They are gone,they can't hurt you anymore."- He held out his arms waiting for me to hug him. I didn't do anything.

"Hey,don't be like this. You are here with US. Your idols. I wanna see my Cover Girl smile."- He said with a smirk.

"Do you love me?"- I asked unsure. He looked at me surprised. I guess he wouldn't think I would really asked this question but still.

"I love my Rushers more than anything."-He shot me a smile and hugged me. This time I let him hug me.

"How can you ignore the hate all the time?"-I asked.

"If I wanna be honest, I would say it's not always easy but all you can do is focus on the valuable moments and just try to be your own best. Haters always gonna hate. Don't let it get to you."- He gave me a kiss on my cheek.

"I do this but sometimes I broke down. It's terrible feeling when the world is against you or at least you just think."- I said honestly.

"Well,all I can say it's happens to everyone. You just gotta let it go."

"Let's go back."- you say finally feeling tired.

"Alright angel."- He said standing up,he did something weird then he said," You silly,I want you carry up. Hope on my back." - he added chuckling. I felt like we would be on the beach,the weather is nice the sun is burning.

I hopped on his back,we got into the elevator but by the time we reached the floor I was sleeping peacefully on his back hugging him by his stomach from back.

Next morning I woke up in Kendall's bed. With him beside me. His arms around me protectively. I soon closed back my eyes. I fell asleep back.

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