" Urrmm, do you remember when you first entered from and I was... urmm under a table, and what Liam told me, he's meant to be my best friend, if he thinks that- then what does everyone else think of me, I don't know what to do, I've deleted and blocked his number, but I'm gonna have to talk to him in a lesson or something- but I can't just forget about what he said, he didn't say it in a joking way though, that's the worst part of it." I glanced up at him, he defiantly believed this.
He grabbed me, and pulled me into a hug,
"I could defiantly get used to this." I whispered, into his shoulder, I felt his frame sway gently as he laughed; woops he wasn't supposed to hear that.
" I haven't really talked to Liam much, I mean he was in science, he seemed nice, I suppose."
I jumped out of his arms, I started screaming at him, " YOU SPOKE TO HIM?"
"Urm yeah, I guess. No offence, I do think you're over-reacting a bit." He started to pull on his shoes, as he turned to open the door; I pulled his arm, to spin him round.
"Sorry, please don't go, I'm just stressed" I could feel my eyes filling up with tears.
He leaned forward- I thought he was going to kiss me, but instead he made his mouth level with my ear and whispered two words into my ear, "You've changed" he opened the door and walked out.
I gasped, I hadn't, well if I had, it was for the best. It's not as if he hadn't changed in the last, four years... I wondered up to my bed, needing sleep, as soon as my head touched the pillow I was out.
Harrys POV
I walked out of the door. I know I must've hurt her feelings, like what Liam had done earlier today, I didn't lie to her, or say anything bad about him, he seemed nice enough simple as. I hadn't lied to her at all, she had changed, unfortunately for the worst, she was never going to be the girl I was best friends with since we were about five... I glanced back at her house, I carried on walking my house was just across the way from hers, I need to make this as less awkward in one way or another... I knocked on my door, and was greeted by my sister, I was not in the mood, for all her gossiping- she was in the year below me. So I brushed past her and went up to my room, I needed to think.
I could end it with Lauren; say it wasn't working distance wise. Wait, why would I do that, it's not like I'm falling for Chloe, is it? I dozed off, lying on my bed.
I woke up in the morning; I turned over, looking at my alarm clock, oh my god its 8.30, urmm panic! I got dressed in to jeans, and a polo top... I ran to school. Stepping into my form room, my tutor, stopped talking, ushering my into a chair near the back of the classroom, everyone looked, scowling at me, second day at school and already this unpopular this was defiantly a new thing for me.. .
I was sat next to Liam, he gave me a weak smile, "What's up?" I said feeling sorry for him, he didn't look too good.
"Urm, nothing just wondering how to get my best friend back, you?" He replied unhappily.
"I'm just wondering why everyone was giving me really dirty looks, when I came in?" I told him, half asking him.
"It's just their thing, don't get unsettled... So you know Chloe, right? "
"Yeah I was best friends with her since we were about four. She's really upset the first thing I would say to her- is sorry." I went back to reading my book, also glancing up so I could see Chloe, every so often...
Chloes POV
I looked at him, he was whispering something to Liam, I really wanted to know what, but after the stressful events of yesterday, I don't think anyone in the whole school would want to talk to me. I could always try couldn't I, he knew me better than everyone else... I stood up, slung my bag over my shoulder, walked to his desk grabbed his wrist, and pulled him out of the classroom, I had no idea what he was going to say, and I had to let go of him realising that when he stood up, he was nearly a foot taller than me...
"I'm sorry if I changed, in the past, what? Four years what do you expect? You left me after you told me we were best friends forever, we had a test, when you moved away, you failed it, I tried to text you every week, you didn't once reply. I've made new friends- ones that are good, and now because of you, I've already lost one of them, if this is what you've done in two days, then what will you've done by the end of the year. I was scared when you left, you the one that stood up for me, helped me up when I fell, my shoulder to cry on, whenever, or where ever you were, someone I could laugh with no matter what situation I was in, you were the one that I talked to you about anything, and everything in the world, the one who had seen me at my lowest points of my life, and you were the one who made my high points, top the mountains, the one who told teachers about our weekends together, the one that helped me with my homework, even if you hadn't done it yourself, the one that would take the blame for me when I got in trouble, the one I could wear no-makeup around, and trackies, it would never change your opinion of me, we were inseparable, you would introduce me to all your friends, but never speaking of them as highly as you spoke of me, you'd say they were nothing compared to me, I could never lie to you, you were the one who would explain to me all the stuff I actually wanted to know, you were the popular one, the one person no-one ever truly understood, the one I would trust with my life, my heart. One day I did, I regretted it instantly as this time you fell, holding my heart, so I took the fall to. My heart shattered into a million pieces. It slowly was put together with the help of some amazing people, but there was always a large part of it missing, you were the one that stole that part, because, I wanted it back, so I could forget you forever, but I never seceded. You walk back into my life; I'm not going to take it well am I? Now I've met you again, it's easy to forget you, you've changed so much, I don't believe, a single part of you is the same. The only reason I hadn't forgotten you is because I remember as the amazing friend that I used to have... Now it's easy, you're nothing like I remember, or anything I imagined... I'm just lucky, that now I can let you go, I don't have to keep making up excuses for you, my heart will be normal again. But if I don't matter that much, and I never talk to you again in my life, then remember one thing: You taught me a lesson: Never trust anyone with anything, especially something as special as your heart, they're going to drop it sometime, when they do, it's gonna break." I started off shouting, but my finishing sentence was quietly whispered, I looked up at him, his eyes were filled with tears, I felt bad, but it was true, so I shouldn't have to feel guilty...
He opened his mouth, choking out a small string of words, "But what about, the saying 'If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be'"
I replied coldly, "I never let you go though, you left me."
He was getting annoyed, "IT WASN'T MY IDEA WAS IT? HY CAN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT THAT I LEFT YOU, BUT DIDN'T WANT TO?" He was shouting at me, if he was going to shout I don't see why I shouldn't.
"WELL YOU NEVER MADE THAT CLEAR TO ME, DID YOU? YOU NEVER MADE THE EFFORT EITHER, YOUR JUST A FAKE, LIKE ALL YOUR FRIENDS, I'LL TELL YOU ONE THING THOUGH, YOU'LL FIT IN AMAZINGLY HERE!" I was screaming, how he dare say that to me, he was definitely not the person I was best friends with previously.
"I'm sorry" He whispered... If he thought that was going to make anything's better the slightest, he definitely just made the worst mistake in his life.
"Have you realised that you not actually answering any of my questions, saying sorry, doesn't change anything either, it's just a word- you don't even mean it!" I had lowered my voice considerably in the last minute. Form had just ended, everyone was shoving past us, he stayed still, I decided to go to first lesson- art...
