Jealous Much Chapter 4

Jealous Much Chapter 4

Haruhi's real thoughts

Haruhi P.O.V.

I sighed, walking around the clubroom. Since there was no one here, it wasn't as fun usual. Well it was better here than class. If I went back to class, everyone would ask me way I was crying. And that's the last thing I need at the moment.

Why did I have to start crying? That lock on my emotions is becoming loose. If I cry, it has to be in private. But then again, this is all Kyon's fault. Why did he have to go out with Mikuru? Can't he tell I like him? I think I might even love him.

Damn him for making me love him. He's such a little bastard.

I sighed again. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Everyday I become more and more pathetic. Besides, he's not even an alien, time traveler, or an esper! He's just a normal kid.

So why do I find myself loving him? Is my 'those things are not real' side taking over my other half? I screamed, so confused with myself. I heard the bell ring. It's now time for lunch. Should I go back to the classroom? I think I will. But only because I'm hungry.

As I opened the door, I appeared face to face with Kyon. My heart started beating faster for some reason. He was holding 2 boxed lunches.

"Uh hey Kyon. What's up?" Why was I acting all nervous?

"You never came back to class."

"Oh yeah. Well I felt like skipping. I'll come back in the afternoon"

"Okay. Just so you won't miss out on anything, I took some notes on today's lesson for you" He held them out to me.

I blushed hardly. He took notes for me? Maybe he does care about me.

"Um thanks" I accepted the pieces of paper.

"I also bought you some lunch. You don't have to pay me back"

For some reason, I felt faint. I started shaking. I was so happy he did this for me and not Mikuru. Ha! Take that bitch.

Then without warning, I fainted on the spot.

"HARUHI!" Kyon yelled. He caught me before I hit the cold hard floor. That's the last thing I remember before I blacked out.

My eyes flickered open. Kyon was hovering over me.

"Oh good you're awake."

"What happened?" I asked even though I already knew.

"You fainted out of nowhere!" He still looked worried. "Are you feeling any better?"

"Yeah a little. What time is it?"

"Well school is almost over now." My eyes widened. I was passed out for that long? Damn! Well at least I spent some indirect time with Kyon.

"Hey we didn't eat our lunch yet," Kyon observed. He opened one of the boxes and ripped the chopsticks apart. He picked up some food with the chopsticks. He held it near my face. "Here" He said while smiling.

I blushed. He was gonna feed me? Am I in heaven or what? I ate the small amount of food he was holding out to me. It was really good. He spent the next 20 minutes feeding me. Then he started eating himself. The bell rang. Kyon looked at me.

"Well are you gonna have a brigade meeting today or do you not feel up to it?" He asked.

"Oh I will. We can't afford to not have a meeting today!" He laughed. His laugh was cute.

"Remember you have cleanup duty today."

"…Damn!" He laughed again.

"Well I have to get my stuff from the class. So I'll come with you."

"Um ok!" We were on our way out when I stopped him. "What is it Haruhi?" He asked me. Then…I hugged him.

"Thank you Kyon…" I said this while burying my face into his jacket. Finally, he spoke after a few moments of silence.

"…No problem Haruhi. I'll always be here for you." He said this while hugging me back. We just stayed like that. Hugging each other without saying a word.

The door flew open. Of course, Mikuru had to walk in.

"Oh I'm sorry!" She apologized.

…Damn her…

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Yeah I know Haruhi is OOC. But this is how she really feels (or at least how I think she feels). GASP! 2 chapters in 1 day! I had to add in some HaruhixKyon fluff. Sorry MikuruxKyon lovers. Your turn will be next. Please review! Oh and please give me some suggestions. I get lost on stories sometimes and I don't know what to do with them after a while.